“但是她不住在这里。”
“那是她的选择，不是我的。”罗俊·胡适德喝了杯白开水清了清喉咙，俺得换个话题，“昨天下午到今天的时间里，你都做了些什么事？”
“我回家，做了些该做的事，洗洗衣服，喂喂猫，然后很早就上床睡觉。”
“那今天呢？”
“也是喂猫，一整个早上几乎都赖在床上。哦。还有。我今天下午拥抱了一下那棵树！”
罗俊·胡适德微笑：“很好！你觉得好多了吗？”
“是的，我想是的。但这之后我仔细考虑了一下你告诉我的另一件事——忘记过去，我觉得很难做到的。”
“我知道，但是我觉得你还是得试着去做，你一定做得到的。”
“希望如此。然后我回家，洗了个澡，就到这里来了。”
“明天呢？”
“明天？”
“你打算做些什么？”
罗俊·胡适德做了个鬼脸，然后摇了摇头：“我不知道。”
“你知道这表示什么吗？”
“什么？”
“表示明天会白白浪费掉，就像今天。你知道你拥有什么东西是我所没有的吗？时间！就是时间！在你的年龄，以你的健康，发现你拥有很多时间，你必须善用它。虽然我希望你有时放轻松一下自己，但是浪费太多时间是一种罪恶！罗俊·胡适德，请你不要误解我的意思，每个人都需要一些轻松的时间，但是绝不是像你今天一样，因为你只是在逃避现实，而且你正在浪费珍贵的时间。”
“那我应该做什么呢？”
罗兰·京尔格伸展开双手：“很多事！你应该打电话给你的太太，告诉她你的猫怎么样了；然后我们或许可以讨论一些别的事；或许你可以打电话给你的会计师，问问你的生意到底怎么样了；你也可以为未来做一些有建设性的设想。告诉我，你身边还有多少钱？能掌多久？”
“不多。”
“一个星期？一个月？还是一年？”
“一个月，或者说再久一点。”
“很好，那你现在还有一些空闲时间，假设你现在有三个月的空闲时间，好了，接下来你试想用这三个月的时间做成什么事？”
“我不清楚。”罗兰·京尔格摇了摇头再说：“真是的！你难道就知道我没有目标吗？就连做生意的时候也没有？如果真的没有，那你早就要注定要失败。现在，我要你到我的书房，坐在书桌前，桌上有纸和信封，在上写下未来这三个月你打算做的所有事情，然后将它们封进信封里，再把信封交给我。我承诺绝不拆开信封，而且三个月后，我会将信封还给你。”
“你真是个大男人，你知道吗？”罗俊·胡适德低声抱怨，但是还是走进罗兰·京尔格的书房。在坐下之前，他浏览了书柜上的书。书柜上有许多书，有关于自我成长或是心理学方面的书籍，也有销售管理学方面和一些关于时事与政治的藏书。书柜的最下面一层放满了许多惊异与冒险类的故事书，罗俊·胡适德对着他们笑，至少罗兰·京尔格的藏书中有一些自己读过的书，而且大部分是罗曼·罗兰著作，罗俊·胡适德细声说，难道她就是罗曼·罗兰？三十分钟后，罗俊·胡适德走出书房，交给罗兰·京尔格一个信封，罗兰·京尔格郑重地接过，将它放在壁炉前的陶制的兔子下。
"But she do not live here."
"That was her choice, not mine." Hushide·junluo drank cups of water and clearing his throat, ah have to change the subject, "yesterday afternoon to today’s time, what did you do?"
"I went home, did some that do, wash clothes, feed the cat, and then go to bed early."
"What about today? ’
"Is feed the cat, almost an entire morning in bed. Oh. There. This afternoon I hug the tree!"
Hushide·junluo smile: "Good! You feel better?"
"Yes, I think it was. But then I carefully thought about what you told me another thing - forget the past, I find it hard to do."
"I know, but I think you still have to try to do it, you must do it."
"I hope so. Then I went home, took a shower to come here."
"Tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow?"
"What are you up to be counted?"
Hushide·junluo made a face and shook her head: "I do not know."
"What do you know that?"
"What?"
"Said tomorrow will be wasted, just like today. You know what you have is what I do not it? Time! Is the time! In your age to your health, that you have a lot of time, you must use it. Although I want you to relax yourself sometimes, but it is a sin to waste too much time! Hushide·junluo, please do not get me wrong, everyone needs some relaxing time, but just is not like you as today, because you just escapism, but you are wasting precious time. "
"What should I do?"
Jingerge·lanluo stretched his hands: "A lot of things! You should call your wife, tell her how you like a cat; then perhaps we can discuss some other things; maybe you can call your accountant , ask your business to how kind; you can do something constructive for the future vision. Tell me, how much money your side? to palm how long? "
"Not much."
"A week? Month? Or a year?"
"A month, or for longer that."
"Very well, then you still have some free time, assuming that you now have three months of free time, well, then you imagine three months of the time with this to get something done?"
"I do not know." Jingerge·lanluo shook his head: "Oh! Do you know I do not have goals? Even when the business did not? If not, then you’d be doomed to failure. Now, I want you to to my study, sitting at my desk, table with paper and envelopes, write down the next three months to do all the things you want, and then sealed them into the envelope, then envelope to me. I promise never opened the envelope, and after three months, I will give you back the envelope. "
"You’re a big man, you know?" Hushide·junluo murmur, but went in Jingerge·lanluo’s study. Before sitting down, he viewed the book on the bookcase. There are many books on the bookcase, or on the psychological aspects of personal growth books, there are aspects of sales management and a number of books on current affairs and politics. The bottom layer of bookcases filled with a number of surprises and adventure story books, Hushide·junluo laugh at them, at least a collection of Jingerge·lanluo read some of his books, and most are Rolland·Romain works, Hushide·junluo whispered, Rolland·Romain does she do that? Thirty minutes later, Hushide·junluo out of the study, Hushide·junluo an envelope to the Jingerge·lanluo, Jingerge·lanluo solemnly took place it on the hearth under the ceramic rabbit.
Would like to know how the funeral? Please read the first chapter decomposition 【153】
