门口一个细微的动静吸引了他的眼光，他看见爱尔贝莎罗走了进来，很明显地哭过了。昨天的悲伤，延续到了今天，满脑子都是他。干什么事情都心不在焉。如果昨天的伴郎不是我，如果昨天的伴娘不是她，如果我这辈子都不再见到她，我还会是现在的心情吗？遥远的记忆一下子全回来了，在见到她的那瞬间。坐在我前排的小女孩，你还好吗？那时我们无话不说，那时你也会和我耍下小皮气，你也曾发誓不再理我，可没过几天，你又扭过头来和我媚笑妍开。我们彼此都明白对方的心意，可我们谁也没有说。现在的你，成熟了，一笑还是那样的好看，比以前多了一份忧郁，也许是生活的压力吧！你是一个人，我也是一个人，那又能怎么样呢?
佛曰：每一颗心生来就是孤单而残缺的，多数带着这种残缺度过一生，只因与能使它圆满的另一半相遇时，不是疏忽错过，就是已失去了拥有它的资格。那就忘却，忘却，我又如何的忘却呢？
“我们已经准备好再继续了。”她告诉他。
罗凯文点了点头，回到了客厅。客厅里每个人看起来都比先前哀伤，一些人甚至公开哭泣，看来罗兰·京尔格一定会给每个人都写了封私人的信件，罗凯文心想。
爱尔贝莎罗试图在微笑，但是发觉那太困难了，她抽泣几声，又用手扭扭鼻子。
“我猜我们的每个人都有感动的几分钟。”她说，“我知道每个人信封里的内容，但是不知道我自己的，而我必须承认罗兰·京尔格让我惊讶了，我相信他也同样让你们惊讶。”
她用面巾纸拭去眼角的泪水。安布罗斯先生走到她身边，伸手扶稳住她，在她耳边低洽了几句话，她点了点头。
安布罗斯先生转身面对众人，他的手仍然在爱尔贝莎罗肩上。我想：“我们应该感到骄傲，因为罗兰·京尔格认为我们是成功者，但是，当然不见得每个人都和我有相同的看法，没关系，如果你不愿意将基金会的总体规划定义为教育基金会，或者成为我们基金会的一分子，你现在就可以离开，我们很感谢你的参与。”
没有人移动。安布罗斯先生的眼睛缓缓地绕过客厅一圈，眼光与每个人相交，最后满意地点了点头。
“很好，罗兰·京尔格没选错人。但是我不认为今天我们还能做些什么，因为我们每个人的心情都相当沉重也很激动。面对着镜子中的自己，用力的扯动嘴角，脸部的笑容无法掩饰自己晦暗的眼神，深呼吸，排尽身体中沉重的空气，却没有感到一丝轻松。看着自己掌心的纹路，不由的想着，自己是不是还按照原定的路线在继续生活，不自觉的冷笑，如今的自己，怎么可能还是曾经的我。于是，看着面前的书本，开始出神，当我做了从前认为决不会做的事，该如何继续，当我变成了从前不喜欢的人，该如何自处。预估上出现的问题，翻到最后，就可以找到答案，而我现在迫切想要追寻到的问题，却无解。固执的做着看似正确的决定，走着那些现在看起来还算正确的路，可是，对仍在迷雾中的未来，还是没有计划，从来不喜欢走一步算一步的人，现在，却只能无力的做这样的人。原来，一向很有主见的自己，才是真正的茫然。鞋仍然在脚上，可是，路在信中。罗兰·京尔格要求我和爱尔贝莎罗主持第一次会议，所以我们会选一个适当的时机与你们联络。那时我们会选出正副主席等职位的人选，然后开始我们的工作，一个巨大的挑战。我可以向各位保证这一点。但是它的报酬也将是惊人的，在我们最低潮时，罗兰·京尔格帮助了我们每一个人，现在轮到我们帮助别人了，再见，我的朋友，下星期或两个星期后，我们会再见面的。”
Door a slight movement caught his vision, he saw Bei Sha, Luo, Ai is er came in, obviously crying. Grief yesterday, continuing to today, the head is full of him. Doing things that are absent. Yesterday’s best man is not me, if yesterday’s maid of honor is not her, if I am in this life no longer see her, I will feel now? Distant memory suddenly all came back, and in that moment to see her. Sitting in the front row of my little girl, are you okay? Then we do not say no, then you will be playing under the skin gas, you have vowed to no longer care for me, may be a few days, you turned round and I Mei Xiao Yan open. We both understand each other’s mind, none of us have said. You mature, smile or as good-looking, more than before, a depression may be the pressures of life! You are a man, I am also a person, then how can you like it?
Buddha said: every heart is born alone and crippled, mostly spent with this incomplete life, the other half met because and make it successful, not negligence, miss, that is, has lost it has the qualifications . Forget it, forget, how can I forget it?
"We are ready to continue." She told him.
Luo kai, wen nodded his head, returned to the living room. Everyone in the living room looks than the previous sad, some people even openly crying, it seems Jingerge · lanluo will give everyone wrote a private letter, Luo kai, wen I thought.
Ai er Bei Sha Luo, trying to smile, but found it too difficult, she sobbed few times, but also hand shilly-nose.
"I guess everyone has touched a few minutes." She said, "I know the contents of the envelope of each person, but do not know my own, I must admit Jingerge · lanluo To my surprise, I believe he also make you surprised. "
She wiped away tears from his eyes with tissues. Mr. Ambrose was at her side, hand to help stabilize her low contact in her ear a few words, she nodded.
Mr. Ambrose turned to face the crowd, his hand still in Ai er Bei Sha Luo shoulders. I thought: "We should be proud of, because Jingerge · lanluo think we are successful, but, of course, not necessarily to everyone and I have the same view, it does not matter if you do not want to define the overall planning of the Foundation for Education Fund , or will become a member of our Foundation, you can leave now, we are very grateful for your participation. "
No one move. Mr. Ambrose’s eyes slowly around the drawing room lap, vision and everyone intersect last nodded with satisfaction.
"Very well, Jingerge · lanluo did not choose the wrong person but I do not think we can do something today, because each of us feel very heavy and very excited. The face of the mirror force pulling mouth the smile of the face can not hide his dark eyes, a deep breath, drain the body of heavy air, but did not feel a little relaxed. looking at the lines of his palm, could not help thinking that he is not according to the original route in continue to live, unconscious sneer, today, how might still have me. So, looking at the front of the book began to trance, previously thought would never do when I do, how to proceed, and when I change became the former do not like, how to handle problems in the forecast for the final turn, you can find the answer, I urgently want to trace the problem but no solution. doing seemingly stubborn the right decision, walked those now looks fairly correct way, but the future still in the fog, or no plan, and never like to go one step count step, now, but only weak to do so original has always been very assertive, is a real loss. shoes are still on their feet, however, the road in the letter. Jingerge · lanluo commissioned and Ai er Bei Sha Luo host the first meeting, so we would choose an appropriate time to contact you when we will elect the candidate of the Chairman and Deputy Chairman and other posts, and then begin our work, a great challenge, I can assure you that, but its reward will be amazing. at our lowest ebb, Jingerge · lanluo help each of us, now our turn to help others, good-bye, my friend, next week or two weeks, we will meet again. "
Would like to know how the funeral? Please read the first chapter decomposition 【204】
