虽然天空昏暗，布满黑云，罗凯文仍然觉得精神抖擞，他对遇到的一对母子的微笑感到开心，便拐进跨世纪人才研究院的公园里拥抱了两棵树，甚至有那么一刻他纯粹为了自己还活着而大笑。
到了罗兰·京尔格的公寓前，他按了按门铃，但是却没有人应门。
罗凯文站在门口好几分种，不知道该怎么办，最后只好慢慢地走向港口边的商店。
他在一处看得见的罗兰·京尔格公寓前的露天咖啡馆里坐下，点了一杯雀巢咖啡，端着温暖的咖啡，他心中隐隐升起一股不安。三十分钟过去了，他又点了一杯雀巢奶茶，眼光仍旧不离罗兰·京尔格的公寓，但是直到他喝完这杯咖啡，他仍旧没有见到任何人进出罗兰·京尔格的公寓。
紧张的情绪越来越浓，罗凯文拖着沉重的步子，在罗兰·京尔格的公寓大楼外来回地走着。真希望自己知道爱尔贝莎罗的地址，那么就有人可问了。
突然间他的脑袋灵光一闪，他跑到公寓门铃前，按下罗兰·京尔格对门的门铃。一个粗哑又无力的声音自对讲机中传来，罗凯文几乎以为自己听见了鬼的声音，但那其实是个老女人，她告诉罗凯文，她什么都不知道，但是她想他会去敲罗兰·京尔格的门，看看里头是否有人。
等待如此漫长，罗凯文觉得自己似乎在等了一个世纪的时间，才又听到老女人的声音传出来。她告诉他，她的丈夫昨夜看见来了一辆救护车，但是不能确定载走的人是否是罗兰·京尔格先生，还有她去敲门，里面并没有人回答。
罗凯文向她道谢，转身就离开，他觉得自己像置身于满足浓雾的悬崖边，只能颤颤巍巍地扶着峭壁行走，一不小心便会跌落万丈深渊。他想打电话到所有医院，弄清罗兰·京尔格究竟是怎么样了？
“别哭。”一个熟悉的声音在他耳边响起，他慌忙仰头搜寻四周，看见爱尔贝莎罗的同时，他松了一口气，喉头甚至溢出一声轻笑。爱尔贝莎罗将手放在他的肩膀上说：“他今天下午就会回来了，你可以帮助我把这些东西拿上楼吗？”
爱尔贝莎罗对他说，昨晚罗兰·京尔格的病情突然间加重，所以她留下来过夜，以便注意他的情况；也幸好她留下来，否则可能连叫救护车都来不及。
“他已经准备好了，”爱尔贝莎罗望着罗凯文的眼睛说，“只不过他还放心不下你和另一个人，他才挣扎着活下来。更不希望你把名字改为罗文，因为小时候的亲人都称呼你为罗凯文，现在我并不希望他痛苦地挣扎。”，爱尔贝莎罗微笑着说：“我知道，但是他如果不确定你们已经重新开始崭新的人生，他放不下心。”
罗凯文抹去眼中的泪水说，“我会没事的，只不过我从来没见过任何像罗兰·京尔格一样的人，所以一旦找到他，我就不想这么快就失去他。”
“没有人想失去他”爱尔贝莎罗说，“但他已经太老了，也累了。此时此刻一只蚂蚁爬了进来。我用指头按住了它，把它抓到了我的手心里。我感到手心里有些痒痒，那是蚂蚁在挣扎着。蚂蚁用它那细细的小脚蹬来蹬去，虽然它在我面前显得那么微小，但它仍然挣扎着，想要从我手里出来。蚂蚁那种对生命的渴望使它面对一个强大的对手却毫无畏惧，它热爱生命的那种精神令我佩服，我放了它，放了这个小小的生命。”，罗凯文接着说：“老要有所养呀，曾记否我们小孩子在一起时，我在水塘里抓到一条小鱼，拿在手上。小鱼用光滑的身子在我手中动来动去，甩着尾巴，想从我手中挣脱。我知道，一旦它在我手里的时间太长，就会失去生命，但它依然不顾一切的挣扎着，极力甩动头和尾巴，一个劲地摆动身子。我感到它求生的欲望是那么强烈，我又忍不住放了它。”，“是的，也许我不该说太老了，因为连一只小蚂蚁，一条小鱼儿都懂得去热爱自己的生命，我们怎么能不热爱生命呢？让我们一起用有限的生命谱写出更加精彩的篇章吧！让明天的世界变得更加美好！”爱尔贝莎罗说。
Although the sky dark, covered with dark clouds, Luo kai wen still feel full of energy, he encountered a mother and son are happy smile, they turn into the next century Institute of park personnel embraced two trees, and even then moment he is still alive and just laugh to himself.
To Jingerge · lanluo apartment, he pressed the press the doorbell, but no one answered the door.
Luo kai wen several minutes standing in the doorway, do not know how to do, and had to slowly move toward the port side of the store.
He was a visible Jingerge · lanluo apartment before the open-air cafes to sit down, a cup of Nestle coffee, holding a warm coffee, he raised an uneasy heart faint. Thirty minutes later, he ordered a cup of Nestle tea, eyes still leave Jingerge · lanluo apartment, but until he finish this cup of coffee, he still did not see anyone out Jingerge · lanluo apartment.
Tension more and more concentrated, Luo kai wen dragging a heavy pace, in the apartment building Jingerge · lanluo walked back outside. I wish I knew Ai er Bei Sha Luo address, then some may ask.
Suddenly a flash of his head, before he went to the apartment doorbell, press Jingerge · lanluo door bell. A gruff but weak voice came from the transceiver, Luo kai wen almost thought he heard the voice of a ghost, but is actually an old woman, she tells Luo kai wen, she do not know, but she thought he would knock Jingerge · lanluo the door to see if anyone inside.
Wait so long, Luo kai wen seemed to feel that they waited a century before the old woman heard the sound coming out. She told him that her husband last night to see an ambulance carrying away but can not determine whether the person is Jingerge · lanluo President, there she went to knock on the door, which no one answer.
Luo kai wen to thank her, and turned to leave, he felt like being in the cliff to meet the fog, only quivering leaning cliff walk, believe it will fall into the abyss. He wanted to call to all hospitals, to ascertain Jingerge · lanluo exactly how it going?
"Do not cry." A familiar voice sounded in his ear, he hurried upward, searching around and see Ai er Bei Sha Luo at the same time, he was relieved, throat and even overflow chuckle. Ai er Bei Sha Luo hand on his shoulder, said: "He will come back this afternoon, you can help me to get upstairs to do these things?"
Ai er Bei Sha Luo said to him last night Jingerge · lanluo’s condition suddenly worsened so she stayed overnight, so pay attention to his situation; also Fortunately, she left behind, or may be too late Lianjiao ambulances.
"He is ready," Ai er Bei Sha Luo Luo kai wen looking at the eyes, said, "but he also worried about you and another person, he was struggling to survive. Do not want you to change the name Luo wen, because the child’s relatives have called you for Luo kai wen, now I do not want him agony. ", Ai er Bei Sha Luo smiled and said:" I know, but he was not sure if you have to start a new life, his heart does not fit. "
Luo kai wen wiped tears said, "I’ll be fine, but I have never seen anything like Jingerge · lanluo the same person, so once you find him, I do not want to lose him so soon."
"No one wants to lose his" Ai er Bei Sha Luo said, "but he has too old, tired. At this moment an ant to climb in. I hold it with his finger, it caught my her hand, I feel some palm itch, it is struggling ants Ants use it that thin little pedal to pedal to go, although it seemed so small in front of me, but it is still struggling, you want to from my hand came out. ant desire for life that it faced a formidable opponent, but no fear, it is the spirit of love of life that I admire, I put it, put this little life. ", Luo kai wen went on to say: "ah the old to be raised, whether we have children together, remember, I caught a fish in the pond, in our hands. fish with a smooth body to move in my hands move to, tossed tails, trying to break my hands and I know that once it’s in my hands too long, they will lose their lives, but it is still desperate struggle, vigorously swinging the head and tail, he kept to swing the body, I feel that it is the desire to survive is so strong, I could not help but put it. "," Yes, maybe I should not say too old, because even a small ant, a small fish are know how to love their own lives, how can we not love life? Let us write out with a limited life more exciting chapter in it! make tomorrow’s world a better place! "Ai er Bei Sha Luo said.
Would like to know how the funeral? Please read the first chapter decomposition 【187】
