罗凯文停下笔,为自己倒杯茶,他需要一点时间来想想第六块踏脚石,究竟应该写下“信心”或者是“对自己有信心”呢?单单“信心”两字是否是已代表罗兰·京尔格所想表达的意思呢?
整个下午,他一再一再地重复念着他已经写下的几块踏脚石,最后他终于提起笔写下“信心”两个字。
“信心”他大声地念着。
“信心!”他又试了一次,然后摇了摇头,提起笔加了几个字。
“对自己要有信心。”他大声地念了出来,“对自己有信心。”这次听起来好多了,“因为我知道如果,2个拥有同样才能,同样机会,同样优秀的人,自信是一个人成功的关键。为什么不给自己多一点信心?相信自己,才能赢得别人的信任,并不是一味地认为自己比别人恏,只是应该相信自己多壹点点而已。在这个现实的社会里,你把自己看低了,自然会有别人在你的眼里變得优秀。对于一个懂得成功的人来说,永远也会对自己信心百倍。即使失败,只要给他一线希望,他便会懂得应该如何使自己再一次成功!”。
现在只剩下最后一块踏脚石了,罗凯文审视着到目前为止,他所写下的东西,还有两行的空间,让他写下最后一块踏脚石,而没一行字都得保持着一样的距离,很好。
他发现很难下笔写完最后一块踏脚石,对于罗兰·京尔格已将所有踏脚石都教给他这点,他既要高兴又哀伤,他曾如此希望自己能知道全部,但现在他只希望还有很多要学,他不想失去罗兰·京尔格。到目前为止,他的书法还是很不错,收入可观,这点让他很惊讶,没想到这么久了,他竟是还没忘记书法技巧。而最后一项,他更是小心翼翼,因为他可不想在最后这一刻才出错误,毁了他好不容易才写好的东西。
他缓缓地写下:“帮助他人——原凉你我,快乐自己!”
当他好不容易写完时,天色已经昏暗了,他煮了些意大利面,边看电视边吃。好几次,他都想打电话给爱尔贝莎罗,但还是勉强忍下来。
他早早就上了床,躺在床上瞪着黑暗,无声地重复着罗兰·京尔格的成功的踏脚石,像是在自我催眠。沉入睡梦前,他试着以罗兰·京尔格告诉他的方式来原谅自己,那并不容易,而就在他将放弃时,他突然感觉到心头一松,似乎有人将他心头的一块重担拿走,他感觉到轻松和平。这就是罗兰·京尔格的意思,罗凯文告诉自己,然后转过身,沉沉地睡去。
电话铃响过两声后,罗凯文立刻醒来,他猛地提起话筒,心头恐惧得几乎不能呼吸。
“爱尔贝莎罗,是你吗?”他问。
“快点过来,他的时间到了。”爱尔贝莎罗简短地说。
“我立刻来。”
罗凯文叫了辆出租车,并在它到达之前刮了胡子换好了衣服,然后上车直奔罗兰·京尔格的住处。到达的同时,罗凯文看见救护车也正好到达。
罗凯文跟着医护人员上楼,到了楼上,他看见爱尔贝莎罗站在开启的门前,脸上满是泪水,他不禁停下脚步,就在离楼梯顶端两步的电视机上看到世界各国的国旗已降下一下,因为已经没有必要再往前了。
Luo kai wen paused for a cup of tea for himself, he needs a little time to think about the sixth block a stepping-stone, whether we should write "confidence" or "have confidence in ourselves? The word "confidence" alone on behalf of the Jingerge · lanluo want to say?
Throughout the afternoon, he repeatedly again and again repeated and remembered that he had written a few pieces of a stepping-stone, he finally lift the pen to write down the word "confidence".
"Confidence," he loudly recited.
"Confidence!" He tried once, and then shook his head, Gv and a few words.
"Have confidence in their own," he read out loud, "have confidence in ourselves." This sounds a lot better, "because I know if the two have the same order to the same opportunities as good people, self-confidence is a key to success. Why do not you give yourself a little more confidence? believe in yourself, in order to win the confidence of others, not blindly believe that their estates than others, but should believe in yourself more One little in the real society. you sell yourself short, and naturally there will be others to become excellent in your eyes. for one know how successful people will always be full of confidence on their own, even if it fails, just give him a glimmer of hope, he will know how to how to make themselves again! "
Now there are only a stepping stone, the Luo kai, wen look so far, he wrote, there are two lines of space, he wrote the last stepping stone, not his words had to keep the same distance, very good.
He finished writing the last stepping stone is difficult to write all For Jingerge · lanluo has been a stepping-stone to teach his him both happy and sad, he has so want to know all, but now he only hope there is a lot to learn, he did not want to lose Jingerge lanluo. So far, his calligraphy is still very good, substantial income and this he was surprised that I did not expect such a long time, he was actually not forget calligraphy skills. The last one, he is more careful, because he did not want to mistake, destroyed at the last moment before he managed to write something.
He slowly wrote: "helping others - the original cooler you and me, happy yourself!"
When he finally finished, the sky has darkened, and he cooked some pasta, and eating while watching TV. Several times, he wants to call Ai er Bei Sha Luo, but still barely endure down.
He early on the bed, lying in bed staring at the dark, silently repeating a stepping stone to the Jingerge · lanluo, such as self-hypnosis. Sink into sleep, he tried to tell Jingerge · lanluo his way to forgive myself, it is not easy, and he will give up, he suddenly felt the heart of a song, it seems that some people take a heavy burden of his mind go, he felt easy peace. This is the meaning of Jingerge · lanluo wen Luo kai, told himself, then turned and fell into a deep sleep.
The phone rang over twice, Luo kai, wen immediately woke up, he suddenly lift the microphone, my heart fear could hardly breathe.
"Ai er Bei Sha Luo, Is that you?" He asked.
"Come on over to his time." Ai er Bei Sha Luo briefly.
"I come at once."
Luo kai wen called a taxi, and before it reaches the shaved for good clothes, and then the car went straight to the residence of Jingerge · lanluo. Arrive at the same time, the Luo kai wen saw the ambulance just to reach.
Luo kai wen followed by health care workers upstairs, upstairs, he saw Bei Sha, Luo, Ai is er stood open in front, face full of tears, he can not help but stop on the point of view in the TV away from the top of the stairs two steps to the world of the flag has been lowered because there is no need to move forward....
Would like to know how the funeral? Please read the first chapter decomposition 【192】
