怎么回事，好朋友？我竟自己害怕起自己来！难道我对她的爱，不是最神圣、最纯洁、最真挚的爱么？难道什么时候我心中怀有过该受惩罚的欲念么？——我不想起誓……可现在这些梦！呵，那班相信鬼神能跟我们捣乱的人，他们是大正确了！这一夜——讲起来我的嘴唇还在哆嗦——这一夜我梦幻着把她搂在怀里，紧紧贴在自己的心口，用千百次的亲吻堵住她那说着绵绵情话的嘴；我的目光完全沉闷在她那醉意朦胧的媚眼中！主啊，我在回忆这令人销魂的梦境时，心中仍感到幸福，这难道也该受罚么？爱恋啊！爱恋啊！——我已经完了！我神智昏乱，八天来一直糊里糊涂，不知写的是什么，只知道眼睛里满是泪水。我到哪儿都不自在，又到哪儿都感到自在，只要能有合理的收入就行。我无所希望，无所欲求。看起来，我真的该去了。
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亲爱的读者呀，我在牵挂着你们，虽然我不能说我写得最好，但是我还是放不下这支会讲话的笔，当你买回一本书时，展读之余，掩卷而思，只悄悄想一想，都应该知道，一本书要经过多少人的辛苦努力，作者在一盏孤灯之下搜索枯肠、苦思苦想、字斟句酌，打字人员还要聚精会神敲敲打打、排版、看效果，印刷工人要佝着身子检字印刷，还有切割、装订、搬运、销售前后服务人员，等等繁杂的过程——这么多人曾为你“效劳”，你还不心存感激吗？
于是，我又继续写下去，“她的存在，她的命运以及她对我的命运的关切，从我业已干枯的眼里挤压出了最后的几滴泪水。”
我常常记得成功学权威陈安之先生说：“我觉得我在人生当中，最渴望成为的人就是一个感恩的人。一个成功的人，必定是一个感恩的人。一个感恩的人必定是一个成功的人。我每每想起我的老师安东尼,罗宾，我的眼泪就要掉下来。”事实上陈安之先生也是这样做的，他总想在最短的时间内帮助到更多的人成功。在每一次的课程结束时，他总会放一曲《感恩的心》“感恩的心，感谢有你……。”
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亲爱的好朋友呀！请揭开帏幕，让我们走到幕后去吧！一了百了，干吗还迟疑不决啊！因为不知幕后是个什么情形么？因为这一去便回不了么？也许还因为我们的灵智能预感到，那后边只有我们一无所知的黑暗和混淆是非罢了。
想知后事如何？请阅读第【七十二】章分解
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Matter how good friends? I was afraid of their own to come! Do I love her, not the most holy, most pure, sincere love you the most? Is it when I feel punished over the desire of what? - I do not want to swear ... ... now they can dream! Oh, that ban, we believe that the spirits could make trouble, they are a big right! This is a night - to talk about my lips still tremble - the night I dream of her arms, firmly affixed to his heart, with hundreds of sub-block kiss her situation if she continuous mouth ; I totally dull look in her tipsy in the twilight of winks! Main ah, I remember this is a dream of ecstasy, the hearts are still well-being, is that really you should also be punished? Ah love! Ah love! - I’ve finished! I mentally Hunluan, eight days has been confused, I do not know what to write, know eyes full of tears. Where I have uncomfortable, where they are comfortable, as long as they can have a reasonable income on the line. I have no hope, no desire. It seems that I really had to go.
Yes, dear readers, I worried about you, though I can not say that I am the best written, but I still Unable to get rid of this speech will be the pen, when you buy a book, read, and Yanjuan Think of only quietly think about it, should know that a book how many people go through the hard efforts of the author in a solitary under desperately, trying hard think carefully worded, typing staff would also like to concentrate on Qiaoqiaodada, typesetting, To see the effect, printing workers found the body of Koh-printing, and cutting, binding, handling, before and after sales service, and so complicated process - you have so many people, "the service", you do not you be thankful for ?
As a result, I continue to write it, "her presence, her fate, she told me, as well as the fate of concerns, from what I have dry eyes squeezed out of the last few drops of tears."
I will always remember the success of the school authority of Mr. Chen Anzhi said: "I think I am in life, most people who aspire to be a Thanksgiving. A successful, must have a Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving, a person must be a success . I often think of my teacher, Anthony, Robin, my tears will be falling. "As a matter of fact Mr. Chen Anzhi also to do so, he would like in the shortest possible time to help more people succeed. In each of the end of the course, he always put a "Thanksgiving Heart" "Heart of Thanksgiving, thank you ... ...."
Yes dear friends! Please open a backdrop, let us come to go behind the scenes! Resolved once and for all, why still hesitant ah! Because I do not know what the situation is behind you? This is because you can not go back to it? Perhaps because we have a premonition that the intelligent soul, that we know nothing behind only the dark and just confuse right and wrong.
I wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
