罗德尼娜拿起酒瓶，把面前的杯子斟满，又叫服务生拿来两块冰加上。白酒性热，喝下去，咽喉部火辣辣的感觉；而冰性寒，触之让人一激凌的爽意。把冰块加在酒里，是我一直以来的喜好。每当生活不顺、情绪低落时，我就会独自走进街角那个叫“欣意”的酒吧，喝上两杯加了冰的烈酒，享受那种冰火两重天的刺激，然后又去训练场了。
扎伊采夫鲁莽地喝了一大口，激凌了一下，说是如一瓢水泼在头上的感觉，痛快淋漓，他还是第一次这样喝。我笑了笑，说很多次，你是少年了，你还是原来的样子。他说其实他改变了很多，变得越来越收敛了，甚至是畏惧，今天是在老同事面前，才放得开。
一阵悲戚从心底升起，岁月就是这样磨人的吗？从初时的“初生牛犊不怕虎”慢慢变得畏首畏尾。我又何尝不是这样。在经历一些挫折后，担心的事情越来越多，有时就连过马路，也是走两步停一下，左顾右盼，警惕万分。
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望着罗德尼娜结实的臂膀，宽阔的胸膛，当年可是高大帅气的体育健女，又何曾怕过什么。面对众多男孩子的崇拜、迷恋，她可是稳如泰山、不为所动的呀。而如今，那满脸的悲伤、憔悴的神色，究竟是经过了生活怎样的打磨？
“就算你当时错了，那也是青春惹的祸。更何况你是真心爱她的，又与她结了婚。再说起初她对你也是颇有好感的吧。这样的婚姻本来是可以经营得美满幸福的。难道你结婚后又做了什么对不起她的事，以至于那份自责把自己折磨成这个样子？”
“你说得对，也不对。起初我也这么认为，我对她百依百顺、小心翼翼，总以为自己的真心能够融化她心中那块寒冷的坚冰，可无论我如何努力，快十年了，尤勒尔诺夫败得一塌糊涂。至于对不起她的事，应该也算没有做过。只是两年前与一个女孩相爱，但没有进展，理智早已让我们分道扬镳。”
“人们说女人结婚尤其是有了孩子后就会慢慢地安下心来过日子，就像野马套上了笼头就会被驯服一样。”
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“可她是个例外。也许是因为一直以来妈妈带孩子的缘故，她对孩子也是那种不冷不热的态度。”
“竟然还有这样的母亲。我想她的心也许是真的死了。”
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“对，死了。这个词很适合她。”
“因为她把全部精力，放在事业上，根本不爱家！”
想知后事如何？请阅读第【八十七】章分解
Rhode Nina pick up the bottle, filled the cup before, also called the service used to add 2 ice. Of hot liquor, drink it, the feeling of burning throat; and ice and cold, touch the people of a stimulated Shuang Yi Ling. Add the ice cubes in wine, has always been my preference. When life is not running smoothly and depressed, I walked into the corner that will own called "Xin Yi," the bar, drink two glasses of ice added to spirits,Ices the fire twofold day to enjoy the kind of stimulus, and then training ground to the.
Zaitsev recklessly drank a big mouth, irritable Ling, then poured the water is poured, such as the feeling in the head,Happy dripping , he is the first time that such a drink. I smiled, and said many times, you are a juvenile, you still look like the original. He said he changed a lot in fact, become more and more restrained, and even fear, this is in front of old colleagues,Being able to let loose only.
A grief rising from the bottom of my heart, time is weary of it? From the beginning of the "fearless newborn calf " gradually become timid. I did not like this. After some frustration, worry about things more and more, sometimes even crossing the road, but also take the two-step stop, glance right and left, very alert.
Rhode Nina arm looked strong, broad chest, was tall and handsome but women’s sports health, but also afraid of what ever. Faced with the worship of many boys, obsessed with her but as stable as Mount Tai, the you unmoved. Today, it’s sad face, haggard look, what is the kind of polished life?
"Even if you were wrong, it is the fault of youth. Moreover, you are truly love her and married her. Say at first she was quite a good impression of you is right. This marriage could have been run happy. Do not you get married and then I am sorry what has been done by her, so that self-blame their suffering in this way? "
"You are right, not right. At first, I think so, I am of her obedience, very carefully and really always thought that their own piece of her heart to melt the ice cold can be no matter how hard I am, almost a decade , and Jules was defeated Mikhail mess. As for her I am sorry, it should be considered also not done anything. just two years ago with a girl in love, but no progress has been made, let us reason parted ways long ago. "
"People say that married women with children in particular will slowly after an heart to live under, just like wild horses will be put on the halter as tame."
"She is an exception. Maybe it is because children have been because of her mother, her child is the kind of lukewarm attitude."
"There was such a mother. I think she is really the heart may be dead."
"Yes, dead. The word is very appropriate for her."
"Because of all her energy on the business, do not love home!"
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