尤勒尔诺夫脸上刚泛起的笑意渐渐淡去，转而一种悔恨、一种彷徨甚至委屈写满了他的面庞。楚楚可怜的男人，原来男人也可以这样楚楚可怜，虽然马上他爱上了另一个女人。
“我伤害了她。但我爱她，真的很爱她。”尤勒诺夫突然抬起眼睛直勾勾地盯着我，似乎我的脸上会有他期望的肯定的答案。
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“我相信。”我真诚地说，“男人表达爱的方式通常与女人是不大相同的。”
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“可她不原谅我。不听我的解释也不接受我的道歉，更不接受我的悔改。我当时愿意做任何她乐意我做的事情。可她像一块刚由雪转化的坚冰，把她放在我的心窝里也不能将之融化。那段时间我真是痛苦万分，扯自己的头发，用头撞墙，甚至用指甲把自己的胸口抓得稀烂……。”此时，我遇上了扎伊采父，两人在冰场上的配合完美绝伦，成就了我事业上的第二个高峰期，夫妻双双夺得多个世界大赛冠军，从哪时起便传为体育史上的佳话。
“但你们后来结婚了。”我忍不住插嘴道。
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“是啊，就在爱莲娜痛苦绝望得快要死掉的时候，扎伊采夫突然平静地跟我说结婚吧。我当时那个惊喜！就像从地狱一下子升到了天堂！她还是相通了，她原谅了我，她愿意嫁给我。意外的惊喜冲昏了我的头脑，我居然没有看出她平静的背后暗藏的动机。我兴冲冲地把这个天大的好消息告诉父母，然后着手筹备婚礼。我想在趁她还没有改变主意前先把她娶回家，用我如火的爱燃烧她、浇灌她。我要用实际行动向她表明我是如此地爱她。”罗德尼娜忽紧忽慢地诉说着，我的眼神忽而飘忽，忽而迷茫。
“你的爱像暴风骤雨，像洪水猛兽，是可以浇花也可以将花摧残的那种。”在爱莲娜看似平静的叙述中，我直听得惊心动魄，是因为你的关爱，我进入了更加刻苦的训练之中，从那时起，我们便有了跆拳道的念头。
“你说得对。可那时年轻，我根本意识不到自己个人及前景的问题。我一心想着她，只想拥有她，忽略了太多的事情。也许你不信，我当时居然不知道她爸就是那个主办城市的市长。后来我才明白，她嫁给我只是因为她怀了勒尔诺夫的孩子，而她父亲作为市长的面子是容不得半点瑕疵的。你说我多傻，这么简单的逻辑当时楞是没有弄明白。”当年的尤勒尔诺夫掐掉手中的烟头，招手叫服务生拿来一瓶威士忌。
记得是有一位朋友说过，倾诉是人的减压阀。那些郁积在心中的苦闷、痛楚通过倾诉果真会一点点地缓解甚至消失。明显地感觉到罗德尼娜的气力足了些，脸色也慢慢地活泛了起来。
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Jules Mikhail smile of his face again just faded, and instead of a remorse, loss and even a written grievance to his face. Delicate and charming man, that man can do delicate and charming, although he immediately fell in love with another woman.
"I hurt her. But I love her, really love her."Uhler Knoff suddenly raised his eyes staring straight to me, my face seems to be sure he looked forward to the answer.
"I believe that." I truthfully say that, "to express love the way men and women are not usually the same."
"I can not forgive her. Do not listen to my explanation does not accept my apology, but did not accept my repentance. I was happy, she is willing to do anything I do. She just like a piece of ice into the snow, I put her in the heart of the melt can not. During that time I was extremely painful, pulling their hair, with the first wall, and even nail their own pulpy grasp his chest ... .... "At this point, I have come across Zairi mining on the father, both in the field with ice absolutely perfect, my career achievements in the second peak of more than husband and wife both won the World Championship, where it when the history of mass sports a much-told tale.
"But then you get married." I can not help but interrupt Road.
"Yes ah, Elaine suffering in despair to die faster when suddenly Zaitsev calmly told me to marry you. That I was pleasantly surprised! Like hell all of a sudden rise from the paradise! She had the same She forgave me, and she was willing to marry me. surprise and made the colossal mistake of my mind, I could not see her calm hidden motive behind. I excitedly to this day the good news to tell their parents, and then preparations for the wedding. I would like to take advantage of her has not changed his mind to marry her before the first home, with my love of fiery burning her, fed her. I want real action to her that I love her so. "Luo then suddenly Rhode Nina speak slowly, my eyes sometimes unpredictable, sometimes confused.
"Do you like a hurricane of love, like a scourge, it can water the flowers can also spend the kind of devastation." Elaine appears calm in the narrative, I heard straight soul-stirring, it is because you care, I entered a more hard training, and since then, we will have an idea of Taekwondo.
"You’re right. Can be young then, I do not see their personal awareness of the problems and prospects. I wanted her, she just want to have neglected too many things. Maybe you do not believe, I actually do not know at the time Her father is the mayor of the host city. Later, I realized that she marry me only because she was pregnant with Uhler Knoff children, and her father’s face as the mayor is no room for the slightest flaw. you say that I am more than silly, so simple logic treng is not understood at that time. "Pinches Mikhail Jules was the hands of cigarette butts, used staff waved called whiskey bottle.
Remember it was a friend of mine said that talk is a relief valve. In the hearts of those pent-up depression, pain, through a little bit of talk will really ease or even disappear. Clear that adequate strength Rhode Nina something, face it slowly pan up live.
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