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第119章:爱我就给我


自哪之后,威廉一直没来找我,究竟有多久,记忆中似乎没有时间的概念。“那天,斯米尔诺娃带着一个高大英俊的男人大摇大摆地在我面前走掉的”,爱莲娜睁大眼睛说。

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我从一堆厚厚的书里翻出罗德尼娜的照片,放在电脑桌上。我想冲杯咖啡,却不知杯子丢在什么地方。我翻遍整个客厅、卧室、厨房,甚至卫生间,均不见咖啡杯的影子。我颓唐地坐在电脑椅上,呆呆地盯着照片中的罗德尼娜,一个活泼可爱的阳光女孩,在我记忆中她总是快乐的。在那段有限的快乐记忆中,我从未料理过家务,一天中睡觉时间除外,就是在使用电脑在工作。而每当我需要时,罗德尼娜总是恰到好处地把一杯喷香的热咖啡端上来……我在想,那咖啡杯或许只有爱莲娜才知道。

我打消喝咖啡的念头,便打开冰箱找可乐,却发现咖啡杯静静地躺在冰箱里,而里面盛满了咖啡。我端起杯子,放在电脑桌上。照片中的罗德尼娜突然出现在电脑屏幕上,她对我笑,笑得很无奈,像是在哭。我觉得那是在哭,哭诉她与尤勒尔诺夫相恋四年后分手的故事。

罗德尼娜的影子把我拉回过眼烟云的往事中。认识罗德尼娜可以说是一种巧合,不同于前几任女朋友,为名为利,自己找上门的那种。

那天黄昏,去机场接威廉,是一位从地球另一半归来的朋友。威廉让我提前半个小时在机场等他。而我则提前一个小时打的赶往机场。哪知路上塞车,整整塞了一个小时,当我赶到机场时,威廉已不知了去向。

于是,我赶紧拨威廉的移动电话,语音提示对方正在通话中,我连拨几次,均在通话中。心想,这朋友真忙!

我立在原地打转转,焦急地等待对方通话结束。半个小时过后,我继续拨打威廉的移动电话。这一下通了,响过三声后,一女子软绵绵的声音从听筒里传出,我当时一愣,问她是谁?她却提前问起了我是谁?我说是威廉的朋友,并问威廉现在不在她身边?她说不认识威廉。我更是纳闷,便挂了电话。

刚挂断,移动电话响了,是威廉呼叫的,他问我在哪?在和谁聊天?我说在机场。

我们一起接到了威廉,并送他回家,在他家里玩到深夜,才起身回自己的家。在坐的回家的路上,看到一酒楼门口有两名醉了酒的男子纠缠一名弱小女孩。我看不过,便让司机停车,谁知?司机大声地呼叫着:“你是谁,多管闲事!”便大打出手,一脚把我戳在地上,我趁机拉起女孩便钻上了小车。

当车子七拐八拐已确定远离了那个酒楼时,我让司机停车,便叫那女孩下车。

女孩感激不尽,两眼泪汪汪依依不舍地走下去了,这时我突然想起一件事,便拿出移动电话呼叫威廉。谁知女孩的手机响了,她接了,我听到了女孩的声音。于是便认识了威廉。

威廉在我生命中的出现,弥补了我久日空虚的心,也抹去了第三任朋友留下的阴影。

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那天晚上,威廉和我一起回的家。一进门,她像女主人似的整理不知有多久没有整理的客厅、卧室、工作间、厨房及卫生间。她在整理书籍的时候,很仔细、认真,还归了类,我看在眼里,记在心里。那晚,我把卧室腾出来,让给威廉住。我搬到工作室,以电脑为伴。

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威廉像生了根,一住就是一个月,没有任何想离开的意思。她每天除了买菜做饭,给我定时冲咖啡之外,就是呆在家里看电视。我一直没问她的过去,也不想问。

威廉喜欢吃零食。她看电视时,总是在身边摆放一堆的零食。有时我无聊,便陪她看上一会儿电视,吃上一些零食。

威廉的美貌,使前三任朋友都黯然失色。然而我却一直没碰过她。刚开始那几天,她好像有意提防我,后来见我总是无动于衷,便放松了警惕。再后来,她便穿着暴露地在客厅里走来走去,无视我的存在。有时还有意无意地挑逗我。说实话,我是喜欢威廉的,然而却不忍心伤害她。我觉得我应该好好地对待她,树立男人应有的形象和自尊。

有天晚上,威廉从外面回来,像是喝了酒,醉醺醺的样子。我心疼地把她扶进卧室,然后轻轻掩上门,回到工作室继续打开电脑写我的心情。

不知过了多久,我听到她进了卫生间,从里面传出呕吐声,然后就是哗哗的流水声。她故意把声音弄得很响,有好大一会儿,听到工作室的门被推开。我正准备回头时,发现她一丝不挂地立在我面前,脸色苍白,头发还在滴水。她死死地盯着我,泪水在眼眶里打转,说,“你爱不爱我?到底爱不爱我?”

我忙说,“我爱你,但你不要这样,这样会着凉的,忙抱起她回了卧室,然后把她轻轻放在床上。她却用胳膊死死地勾着我的脖子,不肯放手……。”

那晚,我被她俘虏了!她是第四个俘虏我的女人。对她,我心甘情愿!因为她是爱我的。

往后的日子,我和威廉便像真正的夫妻一样,过起了同居生活。我曾向她提过办好手续的事儿,她没反对,也没同意,就这样日子一天天地过去了。

后来我发现她经常外出,而且回来时越来越晚,有时竟夜不归宿。因为爱,所以我曾悄悄跟踪过两次,都被她巧妙地甩掉了。

直到有一天,我跟她大吵了一架,她一气之下走了,有三天没有回来。我当时后悔得要命,盼她回来,向她道歉。

一周后她回来了,可是身边多了个男人。她默默地收拾自己的东西,那个男人一直跟在她身边。她跟我说,“我要走了,日后你要好好地照顾自己。”

我没挽留,也没问为什么,更没有说一话,因为那个男人一直站在她身边,显然他爱她。

威廉走了,在我面前大摇大摆地走了,我没有伤心,更没有落泪,因为她是我第四任朋友。这些事情,我一直埋在心里,从没让尤勒尔诺夫知道,也许这就是我1972年屈居亚军的缘由。

想知后事如何?请阅读第【一百二十】章分解

From which, after William had not come to see me, how long does not seem to remember the concept of time. "On that day, Smirnova with a tall handsome man blatantly and in front of me leaving the" eyes wide open, said Elaine.

I have a pile of thick book Rhode Nina saw video of the photo, on the computer table. I would like to red cup of coffee, but I do not know where to throw the cup. I search the whole living room, bedroom, kitchen, bathroom or even have seen the shadow of coffee. I sat dispirited computer chair, staring at photos of afford Rhode Nina, a lovely sunny girl, in my memory she was always happy. Limited in that happy memory, I have never had home cooking, time of day except to sleep, that is, in the use of computers in the workplace. And when I need when Rhode Nina is always right to put a cup of delicious bowl of hot coffee ... ... I think that coffee may only know Elaine.

I give up the idea of a cup of coffee, we open the freezer to find cola, coffee cup was found quietly lying on the refrigerator, and filled with the coffee inside. I Bao cups, on the computer table. Rhode Nina photo suddenly appeared on a computer screen, she told me to laugh, laugh quite helpless, such as crying. I think it is crying, her tears fell in love with Jules Mikhail breaking up the story four years later.

Rhode Nina shadow passing scene me back in the past. Rhode Nina understanding can be said to be a coincidence, different from the former girlfriend, the name of Wei, the kind of their own home.

Day evening, airport to William, is a return of the other half from the Earth’s friend. William let me half an hour in advance at the airport waiting for him. And I play an hour ahead of time went to the airport. Did on the road traffic congestion, a full side for an hour, when I arrived at the airport, I do not know the whereabouts of William has been.

So, I hastened to call William’s mobile phones, voice prompts are calling each other, I even set aside a few times, both during a call. Thought that this friend really busy!

I played around legislation in place, anxiously awaiting the end of the other calls. Half an hour later, I continue to call William’s mobile phone. This is what had, over three times after the ring, a soft woman’s voice came from the receiver, robust I was asked who she was? She asked in advance of the Who am I? I say that William’s friend, and asked her is not William? William did not recognize her. I also wonder, then hung up the phone.

Just hang up, the mobile phone rang, William Call, and he asked me where? Who in the chat? I said at the airport.

William received us, and sent him home, playing in his home late into the night, only got up to go back to their home. In the home sitting on the road, in front of a restaurant to see two of wine drunk man a small girl. I do, however, let the driver to stop, But who would have thought? Call the driver loudly: "Who are you, your own business!" It out, put my stamp on the ground, I will take the opportunity to drill up girls on the car.

When the car seven turn eight turns have been identified that are far away from their restaurant, I allow driver to stop, tell the girl to get off.

Girls very grateful to the two tears down reluctantly, and then I suddenly think of one thing, then took out the mobile phone call, William. Who knows girls phone rang, she picked up, I heard the voices of girls. William then known.

William in the emergence of my life to make up for a long time on my empty heart and the third to erase the shadow of any friends left.

That night, William and me back home. A door, she seemed like a mistress I do not know how long there is no finishing finishing the living room, bedroom, workshop, kitchen and bathroom. Her time in finishing the book, it is carefully and conscientiously, but also to the class, I saw in my heart in mind. Night, I vacated the bedroom, let William lived. I moved to a studio with a computer.

Grown roots, like William, is a month to live, there is no means to leave. In addition to her every day to buy vegetables for cooking, to me outside of regular instant coffee, that is, stay home and watch TV. I have not asked for information about her past, do not ask.

William likes to eat snacks. Watching television, she always placed in a pile of snacks around. I sometimes frivolous, they watch a moment with her television, eat some snacks.

William’s beauty, so that the first three overshadowed any friends. However I had not touched her. It just started a few days, she seems to intend to watch out for me, was always indifferent to me, they relax their vigilance. Still later, she was wearing exposed in the living room around, ignore my existence. Sometimes I intentionally or unintentionally provocative. To tell the truth, I like William’s, but she is not cruel enough the injury.I think I should treat her man should be to establish the image and self-esteem.

One night, Williams came back from the outside, such as drinking, drunk it. I am distressed to holds her into the bedroom, and then gently covers visits to return to studio to continue to open the computer to write my feelings.

I do not know how long after, I heard her into the bathroom, vomiting sound came from inside, and then the sound of water is whish whish. She deliberately made to sound very loud, quite a big moment, to hear the studio door was open. I was ready to go back, it was found that her stand naked in front of me, pale, hair still dripping. I stare at her tightly, tears in the eyes to move around, and said, "You love me? In the end love me?"

I said busily, “I love you, but you should not do, it will catch cold, and busy, she picked up back to the bedroom, and then gently placed on her bed. She is cancelling with arms down to my neck and refused to let go ... .... "

Night, I was captured her! She is the fourth woman I captured. To her, I am willing! Because she loves me.

The ensuing years, and William, I would like as a real husband and wife, have played a de facto life. I have good procedures mentioned her thing, she did not object to, so we can not agree, it is so time passed day by day.

Later on, I found out she had often, and come back more and more late night out sometimes. Because of love, so quietly I have two follow-up, have been cleverly got rid of her.

Then one day, I had a big argument with her, she angrily away, there are three days did not come back. At that time, I was awfully sorry, I hope she come back, apologize to her.

She returned after a week, but more men around. She quietly pack up their things, the man has followed her. She told me that "I have to leave the future you want to take care of themselves properly."

I did not stay, so we can not ask why, but I did not say so, because the man has been at her side, it is clear he loved her.

William passed away, blatantly in front of me to go, I did not hurt, nor tears, because she is my fourth friend. These things, I have been buried in the heart, never let Jules Mikhail know, maybe that is what I was the runner-up in 1972 the cause.

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