罗薇似乎看透了罗德尼娜的心境，便示意想做就做、想说就说，保持普通人的心态，我想我们会更快乐的。罗德尼娜点了点头，便伸手碰了碰罗薇，罗薇下意识地坐了过来，靠在姐姐的身边。罗德尼娜便开始述说关于她感情生活的故事：八年前，在一次电视台举行的联谊活动中，我重新赏识了扎伊采夫。扎伊采夫当时是我们这座城市C大的讲师。他个子瘦高，留着一种知识分子常理的分头。他的长相说实话虽然很一般。但是，因为体育教师多年历练出来的一种斯文气质，给人的感觉还是一个比较牢靠的男人。
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我是一个自小靠自己奋斗和实力，并且得到了省城私企业主支持，才争夺得数枚奥运会金牌荣耀的。多年的拼搏虽然积累下来了一定的财富。但是，因为一种风风火火的女强人形象也让许多男人望而生畏。
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世上哪个女人不怀春，没有那份深埋于心的脉脉柔情？一个人在这个城市，风里雨里默默的打拼了这么多年，尝尽了那份穿透骨髓的孤独与寂寞。有很多的时候，我都在祈祷我身边有一副可以让我依靠的，为我遮风挡雨的臂膀。有一个让我可以停泊的港湾。让我曾经一颗温情眷眷的女儿心，就在霎那间丢掉所有伪装的坚强。
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与扎伊采夫认识的时候，我已经年满29周岁。这个年龄虽然在省会并没有人说三道四。但是，在我永远无法割舍的农村老家。父母真的无法面对村民的质疑。所以，尽管我知道扎伊采夫曾有有过一段三年的婚史，他甚至还有一个男孩子被他前妻带着。但是，我还是对面前这个男人产生了浓浓的好感。没有丝毫犹豫的相信了扎伊采夫所表述的一切。
因为都是大龄青年的缘故，没有多长时间，我们便拜见了双方的父母。扎伊采夫的家在我们邻县的一个小集镇上。他的爸爸是当地的一位中学校长。他的父母当时见了我后非常的满意。他的父母表态说我是他们最中意的儿媳。因为，他们觉得我会处理事情，能硬起手腕管住扎伊采夫。也许恋爱中的女人都是弱智吧，我当时听了扎伊采夫父亲吃饭间无意吐露出来的这句话语，竟然不知道这其中还有什么寓意。
与扎伊采夫相恋半年后，我们就顺理成章地住在一起。扎伊采夫说他喜欢女孩，一定要我能争气给他生个女儿。也许是上苍对我的眷顾吧，我们住在一起没有多长时间，我就有了妊娠反应。到孩子六个月的时候，我们托熟人检查了一下。所以，女儿出生后，扎伊采夫非常高兴。他说他这一辈子总算也值了，既有了儿子又有了女儿。总算是了却他儿女双全的心愿了。
就在女儿两岁的时候，扎伊采夫所在的大学搬到了郊区的大学城。他也顺利的从国外教授的职称转为国内教授的职称。我们这个家庭看似一帆风顺，温馨幸福。外人却不知，在这表面的平静下却激荡着怎样的暗流。因为我的两个体育用品门店都在市区。所以，我就和扎伊采夫开始了周末夫妻的生活。平时我们两个都是各忙各的，只有到了周末的时候，我就驾车带上女儿去他那里团聚。
有一次，回到我们在大学的那套房子后，一进门我就感到了一阵头晕。随即连脸都没顾得洗，就到了卧室躺在床上休息。扎伊采夫就给了女儿一个毛毛熊玩具后，就开始打扫卧室的卫生。我正在闭目养神之间，突然感到床垫在激烈的晃动，一睁眼就看到扎伊采夫正费力的抬着床垫，往外费力的掏着什么东西。我很奇怪，因为他抬动的那个位置我刚好头躺在上边。就一边顺口问着他掏什么？一边俯下身子看他手里拿的什么东西。谁知道，扎伊采夫手里拿的赫然竟是一张红色包装的女性避孕药膜。
那天，我在卧室床头柜的抽屉里还发现了一瓶的口香糖，和一个已经用开了的女用避孕药膜包装。我把这些东西扔在桌子上，厉声责问扎伊采夫这些东西是干嘛的。一边说一边拿起手机就要给他的父母打电话。谁知扎伊采夫一见竟急得跪在了我面前。他说他不知怎么回事，当了体育教师后就爱和女体育学生在一起勾搭。因为他的身份不同，所以也总能凭着过人的口才，得到哪些涉世未深的女学生的青睐。
他还说他最初的家庭就是因为这个原因离散的。所以，他和我结婚时父亲特意嘱咐他，一定要珍惜来之不易的婚姻好好过日子。他的父母今年已经快八十岁了，他们一辈子在他身上操碎了了心。所以，他是不愿父母再遭受这样的一次打击的。他求我原谅他一次，给他一个改过自新的机会。
我沉默着一言不发坐在了窗前，望着窗外的漫天浮云，刹那间突然无法自抑的泪流满面。作为一个大龄女人，我渴望得到一个温暖的家，一座盛满了幸福与快乐的婚姻城堡。一个让我累了，困了时能给我依靠的坚实臂膀。但是，当遇到一个热衷于与女学生玩成人游戏的道貌岸然的丈夫时。我不知道，这个家真的还有没有存在的必要……
罗薇也对姐姐动心了，便交流了起来。记得刚进入大一时，我被单独分到了不同专业的另一班的宿舍，也许是网缘的凑巧吧，就这样认识了那个班的亚阳。阳性格很开朗，经常来男生宿舍找班上的男同学玩。我们之间的话题逐渐多了起来，交往也日渐频繁。阳很关心我，经常给我买一些东西，甚至直接送到宿舍来。那时候，已经有了男朋友，她对我甚至比对她男朋友还要好，但我只是感觉我们两个在一起很谈得来，彼此已是很好的朋友。
Luo Wei of mind seems to see through the Luodenina would indicate a wish to do it, Xiangyuejiuyue keep ordinary people’s mentality, I think we will be more happy. Luodenina nodded, then hand touched Luo Wei, Luo Wei subconsciously sit with him, leaning against her sister’s side. Luodenina began to tell the story about her love life: eight years ago, a television station in the social activities held, I again appreciate the Zaitsev. Zaitsev was our city C, the lecturer. His tall lanky frame, a kind of intellectual sense to keep separately. Tell the truth although he looks very ordinary. However, because PE teachers out of years of exposure and a gentle temperament, an impression or a more solid man.
I am an early age by his struggle and strength, and has been the provincial capital to support private enterprise owners, only battle Deshu Olympic gold medals and glory. Despite many years of hard work accumulated some wealth. However, because a rush around the strong woman image so many men are afraid of litigation.
What woman does not Huaichun the world, no share of tenderness deep in the heart of tenderness? A person in the city, wind rain Limo Mo of hard work for so many years, tasted the share of loneliness and loneliness through bone marrow. There are many times, I have one with me in prayer I can rely on for my shelter in the arm. I can park a haven. I have a loving daughter of Juan Juan heart, lost in an instant all the strong camouflage.
And Zaitsev know, I have over 29 years of age. Although this age no one in the provincial capital to make irresponsible remarks. However, I can never give up the rural home. Parents really can not face the villagers questioned. So, although I know that Zaitsev had had a history of three years of marriage, even a boy he was with his ex-wife. However, I still on the front of this man had a deep affection. Without the slightest hesitation in believing all expressed Zaitsev.
For the sake of all older teens, not long, we met with both parents Pianbai. Zaitsev home in our neighboring counties on a small market town. His father is a local secondary school principals. His parents met when I was very satisfied. His parents declared that I am their favorite daughter. Because they think I will deal with things, to harden the wrist manage and Zaitsev. Perhaps the love of women are mentally handicapped, my father was listening to Zaitsev out of the dining-room do not intend to tell the sentence discourse, which did not even know what it symbolizes.
Zaitsev fell in love with six months, we lived together on a matter of course. Zaitsev said that he liked girls, I have to do our best to give him a daughter. May God’s blessing on my right, we do not live together long, I had the pregnancy reaction. The child for six months, we Tuoshu Ren took a look. So, her daughter was born, Zaitsev very happy. He said he finally has the value of this life, and both his son, daughter. But he finally is the wish of the sons and daughters.
Just two years old when her daughter, Zaitsev University where the University moved to the outskirts of town. He also smooth the title of professor from abroad to the domestic title of professor. Our family looks smooth, warm and happy. Outsiders do not know, in this surface calm, but with what kind of undercurrent surging. I have two sporting goods stores in urban areas. So, I started on the weekend and Zaitsev couples life. Usually two of us are busy with, and only to the weekend, I drove him to bring his daughter to reunite.
One time, back to our house in the University after the set, a door for a moment I felt dizzy. Immediately with no care was washing the face, went to the bedroom and lying in bed. Zaitsev gave her daughter a stuff bears toys, I begin to clean the bedroom of health. I was close their eyes meditatively between the mattress suddenly feel the intense shaking, one eye opening to see Zaitsev carried mattresses are laborious, laborious dig something out of something. I was very surprised, because he lifting of that position I just head lying on top. Cut him on the side of the Shun Kouwen what? Leaned over the side to see his hand holding something. Who knows, Zaitsev hand holding a red package was actually surprised the female contraceptive film.
That, in my bedroom drawer bedside cabinet also found a bottle of gum, and one has already opened with the female contraceptive film packaging. I throw these things on the table, sternly scolded Zaitsev was doing these things. Went on, would pick up the phone to call his parents. Who knows Zaitsev actually anxious saw kneeling in front of me. He said he did not know how matter, when the PE teachers after the students with love and female sports ganging up. Because he is different, so it always relying on his extraordinary eloquence, by which inexperienced female students of all ages.
He also said his first home because of this discrete. So he and I got married father specifically told him that he must treasure the hard-won marriage to live. His parents quickly this year has been 80 years old, they would never speak to him a broken heart. Therefore, he is again subjected to such parents do not want a strike. He asked me to forgive him once, give him a chance of rehabilitation.
I sat in the window in silence without saying a word, looking at the sky a cloud, a flash can not be self-restraining the tears suddenly. As an older woman, and I longed for a warm home, one filled with happiness and joy of marriage castle. One I tired, sleepy and give me the time to rely on a solid arm. However, when faced with a female student interested in playing adult games a pious husband. I do not know the family really are no longer necessary ... ...
Luo Wei also sister tempted, and then exchange them. I remember just entered his freshman year, I was assigned to separate classes in different quarters of another profession, perhaps it is the net margin of coincidence, we know that this class of sub-yang. Yang character is very cheerful, often to the male dormitory to find the class of male students to play. As more and more topics between us up, exchanges are increasingly frequent. Yang is very concerned about me, and always buy me something, or even directly to the hostel to. At that time, already had a boyfriend, she told me even even better than her boyfriend, but I just feel the two of us together are able to talk to each other is very good friends.
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