已经是研究生的罗德尼娜立即让她的爸妈很喜欢她，也或许是因为一些事情你做到了，因着这件事情，其他的事情都变成了附属物，所有都迎刃而解。她的爸妈喜欢她，她自己去一些杂志社应聘，都能够顺利通过，结果是她自己去选择这些杂志社。玉芝也选择一个女性专刊的杂志，主要是不同年龄阶段的女性在面对爱情事业或者家庭时应该做怎样的处理。罗德尼娜也很喜欢这份工作，虽然她只是一个不起眼的小职员，但是她觉得能够做自己喜欢的事情真的是一件很快乐的事。而且她也试着去写些东西，她相信不管是女人还是男人，总是要说很多话，有人通过嘴，有人通过网络，有人通过音乐通过舞蹈通过绘画，有人则需要通过文字。一旦一个人不能及时的把某些话说出来，因为一次没说出来，以后的第二次第三次更多次，他也觉得既然上次都没说，这次也可以不说的。久而久之现实生活中他选择沉默，虚拟世界里也没有他的一片天地，音乐电影绘画书法还有其他都没有他的声音，这个人就什么也不是了，连局外人都算不上，因为局外人也要通过一些文字说话叫人知道他的存在。她想，人除了生存的本能以外，第二本能就是表达了，通俗点讲也就是说话。
“一个人有两个匣子，一个管说话的匣子一个管不说话的匣子，聪明的人知道什么时候该说话什么时候不该说话……”
太奶奶说的话罗德尼娜一直记着，不过太奶奶有一点没说到，那就是不管是聪明的还是不聪明的，都得说话。
“我在”——把这两个字说出来，证明你的存在。罗德尼娜记得小学的语文课本上都有这样一篇小短文——“我在”在生命的大教堂里，说出我在。爱莲娜不很清楚生命是什么，她也不相信一些散文写的生命就是河流啊什么的，那都是很虚的东西，她只知道，既然你是在这个世界上存在，那就证明给它看啊。
“我在。”罗德尼娜越来越喜欢这两个字，有一天她这样应道，然后抬起头，与她前方的眼镜后面的眼睛相遇。这一刻她深深的觉得她在，而那双眼睛就是证明，她知道，她是在爱着。她记着这种感觉，玉芝也是女人——她自己像是失重了一样，完全地被放在了那双眼睛里面。别慌，这是什么？像走在月亮上。她觉得自己轻飘飘的，很失重的感觉。
是眼镜先生。
罗德尼娜没想到玉芝会再遇到他，当然玉芝一直希望能够再遇到眼镜先生，但是现在她并没有准备好。原来眼镜先生是玉芝在读院校的一位心理学教授，名字叫做罗京，上次的碰面完全就是巧合，外貌也完全类似于扎伊采夫，差点让罗德尼娜与玉芝闹出了笑话。眼镜先生的妈妈过世了，他在老家也只是一两天，然后恰巧碰见玉芝。而玉芝上研究生的大学又正好是眼镜先生的学校。真的不能不说是巧合，这两次的巧合注定了他们相遇。
一年的时间过去了，玉芝并没有长高长胖，她仍是原来的样子，只不过她穿黑色，但是眼镜先生说，“你长大了。”或许吧。他并没有知道玉芝小时候是什么样子，玉芝发育了到不再发育是什么样子，但是他说罗京长大了，扎伊采夫也是认同的，甚至还很高兴。她长大了，她的爸爸妈妈并没有怎么发现，爱恋、尤勒诺夫、平平她们也不知道，阿均或许是知道的，可是她并不知道那是长大，就连罗德尼娜自己也没能想到用这个词来说明她自己，只有眼镜先生说出来。她不知道怎样表达她的这种感情，他说她是怎么样的，她发现她的确是那样的。仿佛她以前是没有归属的，而眼镜先生的一句话，立即让玉芝有了归属感，咱从远处一看，爱莲娜差点把他叫作自己的丈夫。
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Postgraduate German Nina is to allow her parents immediately liked her, but also perhaps because you do something, and because of this matter, other things have become appendage, all are resolved. Her parents loved her, her own magazine to a number of candidates have passed smoothly, with the result that her own magazine to choose these. Yuzhi also select a special issue of the Journal of women, mainly women of different age stages of love in the face of the cause or the family to deal with what should be done. German Nina also like the job, although she is only a humble clerk, but she felt that she likes to do things is really a very happy thing. And she also tried to write something, whether she believed that a woman or a man, always a lot to say, it was through the mouth, it was through the network, it was through music, through dance, through painting, while others through text. Once a person can not be certain as saying timely, because the first did not say out, one after another after the second three more times since the last time he did not think that this may or may not say. As time goes by real life, he chose silence, the virtual world there is no piece of his world, music, calligraphy, painting and other films are not his voice, and what this person is not on, and even outsiders are not, as an outsider to text to speak through a number of people aware of his presence. She would like people in addition to the survival instinct, the second is the expression of instinct, and tell that is to say, then popular.
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"A person has two box, a control box to speak do not speak of a pipe box, smart people know when to speak when the words should not ... ..."
She said too much has been German Nina Remember,too, however there is one point she did not say that it is either smart or not smart, and have to say.
"I" - this word out to prove that you exist. German Nina remember that the language of textbooks in primary schools have such a small essay - "I" in the life of the cathedral, I say. Elaine is not very clearly what life is, she does not believe that a number of essays written by the river of life is what ah, then things are very true, she only know that since you are there in this world, it would prove to ah see it.
“I am. “German Nina more and more like the word, one day she should Road, and then raised his head, with her glasses in front of the eyes behind the encounter. This moment she felt her deep, as evidenced by the eyes, she knows that she is in love. She remembered that feeling, Yuzhi is a woman - like her own weight loss of as being entirely on the inside of the eyes. is hurried, What is this? Like walking on the moon. She felt the, it is the feeling of weightlessness.
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Is Mr. glasses.
Yuzhi German Nina did not expect that he will encounter, of course, has always hoped to be able to re-Yuzhi encountered Mr. glasses, but now she was not ready. Mr. glasses Yuzhi original institution in a psychology professor, called Law in Beijing, the last of the meet is entirely a coincidence, the appearance is completely similar to Zaitsev, and Yu-Zhi German Nina nearly making a joke . Mr. glasses mother passed away in his home only 12 days, and then happened to meet Yuzhi. And the Graduate School of the University of Yuzhi also coincides with the school, Mr. glasses. Really say that it is a coincidence, the coincidence of these two are destined to meet them.
A year later, not long Yuzhi high gain weight, she still looks like the original, but she has to wear black, but the glasses, said, "You grow up." Perhaps it. Yuzhi he did not know what a child is, Yuzhi developed into what is no longer the development is, but he grew up, said Luo Jing, and is also recognized by Zaitsev, and even still very pleased. She grown up, her father, how her mother did not find that love, especially Luff,they flat do not know, perhaps all the Arab-Israeli to know, but she did not know it was grown up, and even Rodney Na could not think of himself using the word to describe her, only said that out of glasses. She did not know how to express her feelings, he said that kind of how she was, she found that she is. As if she is not ownership of, and sentence Mr. glasses, immediately Yuzhi have a sense of belonging, a look at God from a distance, almost Elaine called him her husband.
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