“对着一碗鸡蛋面流泪的女人很少了，一般都是趴在一个男孩子的肩膀上大哭，或者抱着她的好朋友哭。你却对着一碗鸡蛋面流泪。告诉我，你是不是很难过？”那个男人突如其来地说道。
“是的。”
“什么事情叫你这样？”
“很多事。”
“比如说？”
“我也不知道，也没有很多事，没有事叫我难过。”
他的鸡蛋面上来了，“放这吧，谢谢。”在地摊上对这个老板娘说谢谢的人应该很少吧，然后他大口大口的吃起来，当玉芝不存在。过了一会他朝玉芝动了动拿筷子的手，玉芝也会意，也吃了一口。忽然地，她觉得鸡蛋面也并没有那么难吃，虽然还是没有鸡蛋。他们开始吃起饭来，其中玉芝有一次发出了很响的声音，她抬头看对面的这个人，发现他并没有在意，反而回应她更响的吃饭的声音，他们各自都笑了。玉芝竟然把一整碗的鸡蛋面全部吃完，她抬头抹嘴，发现并没有纸巾，他早已吃完，递给她一块纸巾，玉芝接了过来，但是并没有用，而是把它放在包里，用手背往嘴上蹭了蹭。她又笑起来，他也笑。
“今天晚上不想回学校了。”
“想干什么？”
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忽然他问过来这个问题，玉芝有些害怕，因为第一次与陌生男人谈话。“想去海边看海。”
“你喜欢那里的海？青岛的，海南的，湛江的，还是厦门，上海的？”
“都没去过，没见过海，只在电视上看到过，你是中国人？”
“是的。来吧，我带你去。”说完，他起身去付账，见玉芝还坐在那里不动，走过来又说，“来吧，我带你去看海。”玉芝站了起来，决定跟他走。大不了一死。
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他们步行去那里，一前一后始终没有说话，中年男子也始终都没有朝后面看玉芝是不是还跟着，就这样他们来到了一个比较偏僻的马路上。这里很少有车辆经过，也没有路灯，但是能看到路就是路，单纯的一条路，什么也没有，就是一条路，而这条路几乎从没有人走过。还要一直往前走，这期间玉芝把包从一个肩膀移到另一个肩膀上，中年男子还是没有回头看她一眼，像玉芝根本就没有跟过来一样，而且他越走越快。不知道走了多长时间，在他们面前忽然就出现了一座高楼，她并不能清楚地计算出这幢楼房有几层。整幢楼上漆黑一片，显然没有人住过。中年男子终于看了玉芝一眼，然后他开始一层一层的爬楼梯，玉芝也跟着爬了上去。很累，是真的很累，然而中年男子并没有显出累的样子，玉芝也没有喊出来，所有的语言都是多余的。终于爬到了顶层，他示意玉芝跟他一起站在房顶的边上，并没有栏杆。玉芝不敢过去，然而中年男子伸出手，执意让她过去。她走了过去，不敢看。
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“不要怕，把眼睛闭上，想象你是站在海边，这片海是生你养你的地方，你就站在她的面前。”玉芝闭上眼睛，楼顶的风很大，把她的头发衣服都吹起来，她能听到风从她耳边经过的声音，也吹到她的鼻孔里，她把嘴张开，又吹到她嘴里，经过嘴吹到她身体里。她想要大声喊出来，伴着这风声，以及越来越近的海浪的声音。可是使不上劲儿，只听到很小的声音，那一声“啊——”只停留了几秒钟就被淹没了。玉芝喊了好久，一样是被淹没，终于她喊累了。她蹲下来，觉得很累。中年男子也蹲下来，看她，玉芝给以回应，她们走到楼顶中间，玉芝坐了下来，靠在他的肩上，她又一次流泪了。
“我觉得很孤独，我还很小，才三十八岁。这么小小的我，却叫我有这么大的孤独。”
“每个人都有过你这样的感受……你是困了，睡吧。”中年男子搂过玉芝的肩膀。玉芝也发觉她的确很累，就慢慢睡着了。
醒来的时候是在出租车里，中年男子拍醒玉芝叫她下车，天已经亮了，太阳已经很亮了。她走下车觉得太阳很刺眼，可是她前面已经是学校大门口了，新的一天重新开始。“去上课吧，你就是一个学生而已，也有很多人跟你一样也是学生，你有的感觉他们不一定就没有，可是你看，学生的数量还是在一年一年的增加，从没少过。要知道地球少了你，一样的存在！要学会自己在心里面给自己一条路走，或者给自己一个房间，所有的事情都能在那里解决。不管以后你是什么身份，都应该这样做。去吧。以后所有的事情你都能够解决。”
中年男子就这样对着玉芝挥了挥手。
想知后事如何？请阅读第【一百零五】章分解
"Egg noodles into a bowl of very few women in tears, and generally lie on the shoulders of a boy crying, or cry with her friends. You have a bowl of egg noodles into tears. Told I, you are not very sad about it? "the man said suddenly.
"Yes."
"What do you call?"
"A lot of things."
"For example?"
"I do not know, nor did a lot of things, no matter saddened me."
The surface of the eggs, he has come, "put it right, thank you." In the spread of the wife should be said that very few people I would like to thank you, and then eating him up in gulps,when Yuzhi does not exist. After a while he moved towards Yuzhi chopsticks moving hand will Yuzhi Italy, and also to eat a mouthful. All of a sudden, she also feel that the egg surface is not so unpalatable, although no eggs. They began to eat rice, one of them, once Yuzhi a very loud voice, her look at the person opposite and found that he did not care, but in response to the meal she voices ring, they each smiled. Yuzhi even to a whole bowl of egg noodles all finished, she wipes mouth rise,and no tissue was found, he had finished, she handed a piece of paper towel, then Yuzhi over, but did not use, but put it in bag, to the mouth with the back rub the rub. She laughs, and he laughed.
"Do not want to go back to school this evening has been."
"Want to do?"
He asked them all of a sudden this problem, Yu-zhi, some fear, because when we first started talking with unfamiliar men. "Want to go to the seaside to see the sea."
"Do you like the sea, where? Qingdao, Hainan, Zhanjiang, or Xiamen, and Shanghai?"
"Never been to, never seen the sea, only seen on television, you are Chinese?"
"Yes. Come on, I’ll show you." Then he got up to pay, see Yu-Zhi is still sitting there, motionless, came said, "Come on, I’ll take you to see the sea." Yuzhi stood together and decided to follow him. Big deal in death.
They go there on foot, one after did not speak, middle-aged man did not always look towards the back of Yuzhi is not also follow, so they came on a remote road. Very few vehicles here and no street lamps, but the road is the road to see, a simple way, what did not, that is, one way, and this road is almost no one came from. Also has been moving forward during this period Yuzhi shoulder bag from one shoulder to another, the middle-aged man did not look back at her, like Yuzhi did not come with the same, and he getting faster and faster. Do not know how long gone, in front of them all of a sudden there was a high-rise, she can not clear out of this building there are several buildings. Darkness upstairs the whole building, it is clear that no one lived. Middle-aged man finally saw a Yuzhi, and then he started to the stairs step by step, Yuzhi has also climbed up. Very tired, really tired, but made no mention of middle-aged man looks tired, Yuzhi did not shout out, all the language is redundant. Finally climb the top floor, he indicated Yuzhi roof with him standing on the edge, there is no railing. Yuzhi dare the past, middle-aged man hand, however, insisted on her past. She went, did not dare look.
"Do not be afraid, eyes closed, imagine you are standing on the coast, this sea is raised with you to your place, you stand in front of her." Yuzhi closed, the roof of the strong winds, the her hair blowing up clothes, she could hear the wind from her ears through the voice, but also blows her nose, her mouth open and her mouth blown, mouth blown through her body. She wanted to shout out, accompanied by this wind, as well as getting closer to the sound of the waves. However, so do not kick, only to hear a small voice, and that is a "ah -" only stayed for a few seconds was flooded. Yuzhi shouting for a long time and it will be submerged, and finally she had shouts tired.She squatted down to feel very tired. Also squat middle-aged man to see her, give Yuzhi response, they come to the middle of the roof, Yuzhi sat down, leaning his shoulder, she once again in tears.
"I feel very lonely, I was very young, only 38 years old. I am so small, they told me there is so much loneliness."
"Everyone has this feeling of you ... ... you are sleepy,Rests. "Yuzhimiddle -aged man on the shoulder. Yuzhi also find that she is tired, it slowly fell asleep.
Time to wake up in the taxi, the middle-aged man told her to take up Yuzhi off, the sky is already bright, the sun is very bright. Feel that the sun off her very eyes, but she is already a school in front of the gate, and a new day start all over again. "Go to class now, you are a student but also a lot of people are also students like you, you do not necessarily feel that they have not, but you can see, the number of students or one-year increase in a year, never less than . need to know your little planet, the existence of the same! to learn how to own their own inside the mind of a road, or a room to themselves, all things can be there to solve. no matter what capacity you are after, they should do so. Go. after all the things you are able to resolve. "
Middle-aged man in front on this Yuzhi waved.
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