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第87章:爱我就给我


“噢,等等。人们不是说孩子是夫妻间的纽带,夫妻生活是夫妻间的润滑剂吗?难道……”话到嘴边尤勒尔诺夫有些后悔而犹豫了,这不是在窥探别人的隐私吗?虽然我们是可以敞开胸怀交谈的好同事、好朋友,但我离开的这十年里,由于距离及各自事业家庭的关系,交往也只是淡淡的。十年里,各自又经过了生活的磨砺,那饱经风霜的心还能一起欢快地跳动吗?尤其在现如今这个世风日下、尔虞我诈的社会里,人们的心都包裹在坚硬的壳里,防贼一样地时刻提防着别人。纵然他今天对我倾诉了这许多,那也许是因了距离产生的美感和信任、酒吧里舒缓的气氛、酒精的作用或者其它什么所产生的神奇影响。

罗德尼娜看出了我的犹疑和顾虑,端起杯子撞了一下我的酒杯,然后说:“我今天约你来这里就是要把郁积在心中多年的块垒全吐出来的。你不知道这多少年来,我一直像个哑巴一样,天天吃着黄连却闭口不言。因为自尊,因为面子,因为那些看上去光彩而高大的形象。我希望在向你倾诉后,能够拔开迷雾,找到我后半生的出路。我实在受不了这样的生活了,再这样下去我一定会发狂的。”罗德尼娜一口气说了这许多,像是初恋情人急切的表白。

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“难得你这么信任我。”我被他的信任感动着,我为他的境遇痛心着,如果可能,我一定会竭尽全力帮助他摆脱困境。然而终究能力有限,我想我承载不动他太多的期望。

“不是说当局者迷,旁观者清嘛。我只希望你能告诉我你所看到的真实。”罗得尼娜诚恳地说,眼神里流露出孤独、无助、悲伤。“说到夫妻生活,真是难以启齿、令人汗颜。”

我不由张大了眼睛,看来问题出在这里,他们居然也能一起生活了将近十年。

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“你可别以为我有什么障碍。唉,其实现在是否有障碍连我自己也说不清楚了。”罗德尼娜的眼神迅速地暗淡下去。他顿了顿,似乎下了很大的决心,接着说,“因为结婚以来,我们根本就没有过夫妻生活,也许是因为事业的缘由。”

我似乎看到了他那因疼痛而紧缩成一团的心在瑟瑟发抖。我努力压制着自己的惊讶,以免再写些什么对他造成伤害,或者说被人认为是误导他人。这可真是石破天惊、闻所未闻的奇事啊。我的心像突然被撕裂,直疼得一句话也说不出来,慢慢地在纸上写着什么。

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"Oh, and so on. It is not to say that children are the bond between husband and wife, married life is the lubricant between husband and wife do? Is ... ..." Jules Mikhail words to the mouth and hesitated some regret, it is not spy on others in right of privacy? Although we can talk a good open-minded colleagues, good friends, but I left this decade, as the cause of the distance and their respective families relations, exchanges are only faint. Decade, their life after they honed, that weather-beaten cheerful heart still beating with it? Especially in the wind is now the world the next, cheat one another’s society, people’s hearts are wrapped in a hard shell, the against thief as to guard against the others at all times. Even if he talk to me today that many, that may be generated due to the distance between the aesthetic and trust, and the bar atmosphere of ease, the role of alcohol or any other impact resulting from the magic.

Rhode Nina see my hesitation and concern, Bao hit my cup of wine, and then said: "I come here today is about you should be in the hearts of many years of pent-up all-out to the pine. You do not know This over the years, I have been like a dumb, like eating every day is silent Huanglian. because of self-esteem, as the face, because those who looked the image of glory and tall. I would like to talk to you later, be able to unplug the fog, After half a lifetime to find my way out. I really can not stand such a life, go on like this I will definitely crazy. "Rhode Nina breath that I have made that many, such as first love expressed urgent.

"I trust you are so rare." I was impressed with his confidence, I am sad for his situation, and if possible, I will make every effort to help him out. Limited capacity, however, after all, I think I bid too much expectation he carries motionless .

"Too close to the problem not to say that, why observer. I just want to tell me you can see the real you." Sincerely Nina Rhodes said that the eyes reveal loneliness, helplessness and sadness. "Talking about married life is really difficult to tell, it is shame."

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I am not too much of the eye, it appears that the problem here, they can actually live together for nearly a decade.

"I do not think that you can have any obstacles. Well, in fact, even now there is an obstacle that I have not had."Rhode Nina eyes go dim quickly. He dun le dun, it seems that a lot of determination, then said, "because of marriage, we have been husband and wife there is no life, perhaps because the cause of reason."

I seem to find his ball because of the pain and tightening of the heart in shaking chinese zither chinese zither. I tried to suppress his surprise, so as not to re-write of his injury, or were considered to be misleading. This is really ground-breaking, ah Wonders unheard of. My heart is torn, like a sudden, straight to pain is also unable to say a word, slowly, what is written on a piece of paper.

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