扎伊采夫的回答让我感到意外。
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“平平两年前就离开这里了。我知道，她是为了躲避我和我们的爱情。她是个好姑娘，她不愿作为第三者破坏我的家庭。我们从没有谈婚论嫁。我只告诉过她我的家庭不是很和睦。分别那天，我们相拥而泣。不需要太多的语言，我们都知道彼此的心。此生无缘，但我们的爱将铭刻于心。她还是个不谙世事的姑娘，有些婚姻中的事情她并不知晓。我也不想缠住她。我希望她好，尊重她的选择。”
说到平平，爱莲娜滔滔不绝，甚至有些语无伦次，想到哪说到哪。看得出，平平在爱莲娜心目中的分量。他是小心地把平平放在自己心中最柔软的地方的。
五星级酒店里传来了邓丽君那首有名的《何日君再来》，如泣如诉，歌声里充满了无限的期盼。此时，平平也如爱莲娜一样想着对方吗？她会像歌中唱的那样，期盼与爱莲娜的重逢吗？享受两个女人在一起的畅想的景况？
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我们默默地对坐着，沉浸在那丽君那甜美婉转的歌声里，沉浸在自己的思想里。
不知过了多久，我把酒斟上，与罗德尼娜干了。“我总算明白了，是平平让你重新思考了自己的处境。”我打破沉默，断然地说道。
“是的，我已荒废了自己的青春，不想就这样再浪费掉自己的一生了。我再也没有耐心等待罗德尼娜的回心转意了。我渴望正常的婚姻，渴望正常的夫妻生活。”爱莲娜说着有些兴奋，像宣誓一样带着庄严的表情。
“可以理解，也合情合理。”我肯定地说。
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“可我伤害了她。如果提出离婚，势必又伤害她一次，还有她的家人。虽然她对我冷若冰霜，但我心里依然爱她。我不明白自己怎么这么贱，或许此生她就是我的蛊。我打心眼里希望她开心，希望她好。我实在不愿意再次伤害她。”罗德尼娜矛盾着。
“其实在这样的婚姻里，我想她也是痛苦的。离婚对于你们是明智的选择。你也大可不必太过担心会伤害到她，现在的时代不同了，闪婚闪离早已不是什么新鲜事。在一些发达地区，离婚像吃饭一样正常。也许早离早解脱，你们会各自拥有后半生幸福的婚姻生活呢。”我真诚地说，希望能打消他心头的顾虑。
他的眼底渐渐泛出光来。我知道，那是希望之光。
我们又要了加了冰的威士忌，大口大口地喝着，享受着那种冰火两重天的刺激。
待我们相互搀扶着、大笑着走出酒吧时，街上静悄悄的，只有霓虹灯在冷冷清清地闪烁着。放眼望去，东方已现鱼肚白。
罗德尼娜，我的好朋友好同事，希望你能迎来阳光灿烂的生活，拥抱光明幸福的未来。我在心底对他说。
曾记得否童年，是五彩缤纷的，是纯真甜美的，当我一想起童年生活的那个小插曲，至今回味起来，还是其乐无穷。
那是一次罗德尼娜在扎伊采夫的堂妹家玩。堂妹的眉毛长得有弯又长，头发又长又柔，我的鬼主意就出来了。我问：“你妈妈有没有帮你剪过头发和眉毛？”，“没有呀，怎么眉毛也要剪？”堂妹一脸疑惑地答道。我立即说：“哎呀，你妈妈也真是的，再不剪你就会变成长头发长眉毛的长毛怪了。”堂妹吓了一跳，急得快要哭出来：“那该怎么办呢？”我笑了笑说：“没事儿，就让我帮你剪吧。”就在堂妹的眉毛上“咔嚓、咔嚓”地剪了起来，一会儿功夫就剪好了。接着我又开始剪头发，我动剪一刀，西剪一刀，终于大功告成。我左看看，右看看，还是觉得不够满意，我又对堂妹说：“我再来帮你染个发吧，这样会更好看的。”我又拿来了调色板，沾点蓝色，又沾点红色，再加点黑色……。我还在一边自我欣赏：“你姐姐做的发型可是现在最新潮的，连理发师也做不到的哦。好了，你就看看你自己的新形象吧？”我连忙递过去了一面镜子。看带镜子上的自己，堂妹的笑容凝结了，随即“哇”的一声大哭了起来，我慌了神，连忙去哄她，但任凭我如何解释，堂妹也依然大哭不止。这一情景被正从外面回来的妈妈撞见了，问：“这究竟是怎么回事呀？”我学着很有学问的样子说：“我怕她的头发和眉毛太长了，帮她修理一下，免得成了长毛怪啊。”妈妈严肃地批评了我：“眉毛是不会长那么快的，你比她大呀，要这样的话你的眉毛不就可以扫地了？来，婶婶帮你把头发弄好吧。”在妈妈的一番整理下，堂妹妹终于又变回原来清爽可人的模样了。看着自己的“杰作”，我不好意思地低下了头。
每当我打开记忆的天窗，除了比赛场上的滑稽动作之外，童年的这一件事总是会浮现在我的眼前，想起那时的天真无知，我都会忍俊不禁地笑了起来。
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Zaitsev’s answer surprised me.
"Two years ago, flat on the left here. I know that she is to avoid me and our love. She is a good girl, she do not want a third party damage as my family.Discussed that the marriage discusses marries we have not. I just She told my family is not very good. were that day, we but sobs embracing. does not require too much language, as we all know each other’s heart. This Health and missed, but our love will be engraved on the heart. She is still a non - girl world, some marriages do not know her. I do not want to haunt her. I hope she, and respect her choice. "
Speaking of flat, endless Elaine, even incoherent, I was thinking about what happened, said. See that flat in the eyes of the weight of Elaine. He is careful to put their minds to the most ordinary soft places.
Five-star hotel in from the first well-known that Teresa Teng’s "When will you come again,"As if weeping and complaining, voice filled with unlimited hope. At this point, the flat, like Elaine, as you think of each other? Like the song she would sing out, look forward to the reunion with you Elaine? Two women together to enjoy the situation of the Imagination?
We sat in silence on, immersed in the sweet Lijun voice mellowed, immersed in their own minds.
I do not know how long after, I pours out wine, and did Rhode Nina. "I finally understand, is so flat you to rethink the situation of their own." I broke the silence, said flatly.
"Yes, I have abandoned their young, so do not want to waste away a life of its own. I can not wait for a change of heart Rhode Nina. I want a normal marriage, husband and wife want a normal life." Elaine said some excitement, like a solemn oath with the same expression.
"Understandable, but also fair and reasonable." I am sure that.
"I hurt her. If the divorce is bound to hurt her once again, as well as her family. Although she told me frosty, but my heart still love her. I do not understand how their so cheap, perhaps the Health and she is my insanity.Da xin yan li I hope she happy, I hope she good. I really do not want to hurt her again. "Rhode Nina the contradictions.
"In fact, such a marriage, I think she is suffering. Divorce for you is a wise choice. You need not worry about too much harm to her, a different era now, flash flash from marriage are nothing new matter. In some developed regions, like eating like a normal divorce. perhaps as early as from the early release, you will each have a happy marriage life after this life. "I sincerely hope that it can dispel the concerns of his heart.
His light to the fundus gradually spilling over . I know, it is hope.
We have the added ice whiskey,In gulps and drinking, enjoying the kind of stimulus ices the fire twofold day.
When we have another arm, and big laughs out of the bar, quiet street, only the flashing neon lights in a desolate land. Looking ahead, the East has now Fish-belly white.
Rhode Nina, my good friend, good colleagues, I hope you can usher in a bright and sunny life, happy to embrace a bright future. I said to him in the bottom of my heart.
Not recall his childhood, is colorful, it is pure and sweet, when I think of childhood, that episode has a recollection of them, or Fun for all.
It was a Rhode Nina Zaitsev cousin in the family to play. Cousin have curved eyebrows grow long hair long and soft, I came out of wicked scheme. I asked: "Have your mom help you cut-off hair and eyebrows?", "Not you, how to cut eyebrows?" Cousin looked puzzled and replied. I immediately said: "Oh, your mother is also, and do not cut your long hair will become a long-haired long strange eyebrows." Shocked cousin, anxious about to cry out: "That’s how to do? "I smiled, said:" all right, let me help you cut it. "cousin of the eyebrows in the“carbazole, carbazole”to cut up, while efforts to cut it. Then I began to have my hair cut, I dynamic shear knife, knife cut the West finally done. I look left, look right, or not satisfied with that, I also cousin said: "I come help you a hair dye it, it will look better." I used the palette, dip at the Blue color, red spots and James, coupled with black spots ... .... I was side self-admiration : "your sister to do but now the latest wave of hair, and even the barber can not have Oh. Well, you see a new image of your own, right?" I passed a delivery man mirror. To see with a mirror on ourselves, cousin of the smile of condensation, and then "wow" out of the crying, I being scared quickly to coax her, but despite how I explained that more than cousin still crying. This scenario was to come back from outside ran into the mother, and asked: "Is this how you going?" I am learning to learn what is said: "I am afraid her hair and eyebrows too long, to help her repair look so ah has become a strange long-haired. "her mother criticized me seriously:" eyebrows will not be long so quickly, and you you than her, it is necessary to do your eyebrows if you can not sweep it? years, aunt to help Let your hair ready. "Finishing in a mother, the Church finally sister refreshing change back to the original shape of Keren. Looking at their own "masterpiece", I am embarrassed and lowered his head.
Whenever I open the memory window, in addition to the playing field antics, the childhood of this one thing will always come in my eyes, think of the innocent and ignorant at that time, I will simmer with laughter and laughed.
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