爱莲娜在思考扎伊采夫怎么能因为工作就能够跟她说“今天好累啊，得早点休息”，而她是宁愿为扎伊采夫放弃考研，答应比完赛便跟他结婚的。真的，男人跟女人那么不同，女人因为男人没有成功是一件很自然不过的事情，而一个男人因为一个女人没有成功则是天大的耻辱，而且这个女人也通常被称作红颜祸水，有时候连红颜也省去，只剩下祸水。而女人却还能够面对自己的失败心甘情愿。爱莲娜就是这样甘愿失败的女人。她愿意跟扎伊采夫继续聊下去，说一整天的话，不停的说、不停的说，在爱莲娜心里能够让她有话就说的人，真的只有扎伊采夫一个。哪怕第二天一整天都没精神学习也没关系，考不上研究生又怎样？考上了又怎样？她愿意为扎伊采夫放弃一切。
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不过爱莲娜决定重新开始经营她自己的性格，这些自然不能跟扎伊采夫说。她决心要当个笨女人，幸福的女人，就决定努力做到，把这件事当作一个目标去做。
有时候扎伊采夫问起她训练得怎么样的时候，爱莲娜就赌气说一点都不好，学不进去，这时候扎伊采夫就会有一大堆的安慰的话，罗德尼娜不是没觉得幸福的。虽然实际上罗德尼娜就是没有学进去，不是因为别的而是因为扎伊采夫，可是因为这个不能让他知道，所以她说出来的理由，有时候很严肃有，时候又很卡通很动画的，比如玉芝跟她男朋友闹分手啊，爱莲娜要劝她，所以没有学习。但是有时候她找的理由的确是很糟糕，想不出来的时候，就随口说自己今天丢钱了，问丢了多少钱，一块钱。扎伊采夫把爱莲娜当自己的女孩了，“来来来，我给你钱啊，别哭啊，丢一块是吧，给你一百啊。”，“可是一百是一百，我的一块钱还是丢了的”扎伊采夫知道了爱莲娜的确是没有高兴的，可是却不知道她不高兴不是因为丢钱的事儿。因为她的确是没有丢钱的。
爱莲娜的痛苦越积越深，总是想要知道扎伊采夫现在在做什么，现在在跟谁说话，今天都碰见了什么人，总是忍不住想要问这些问题，可是她实在怕自己沦落到像电视里的女主角一样对她老公那样的盯梢。那简直是神经病。越是不要问，又越是想问，她快要疯掉了。由于这个她也慢慢的变得不爱跟宿舍里的人说话，总是沉默地想自己的心事。再后来，开始因为一些不搭边的小事跟扎伊采夫吵架，怎么没有及时回她信息啊，她实在没能够那么快改过来。
已经好多次，爱莲娜终于把自己的痛苦说出来，扎伊采夫不是不明白的，他每天晚上跟爱莲娜说今天都做了什么事，刚开始罗德尼娜那么感动，扎伊采夫的确是那么爱她，为了顾及到她的感受，每天就像下属报告给上司事情一样，晚上再把另外一些事情报告给扎伊采夫。可是这并不能够解决问题，人居两地的现实情况还是没办法叫爱莲娜不去猜想。罗德尼娜又想，从前也是这样的啊，而且那个时候是扎伊采夫自愿说的，这个时侯是大不同了。等等一系列的猜想，她会不间断的猜想下去，甚至能够为扎伊采夫编织一场一场的邂逅与艳遇，然后就是一场、一场的恋爱情京剧，主人公永远是扎伊采夫。她不厌其烦的编下去、想下去，然后她看着那一场一场的情景剧，自己痛苦得发晕，甚至走在路上都能够立即晕倒在地。
有时候她宁愿自己联系不到扎伊采夫，因此电话没费了，她也不去缴费，让它停机。但是扎伊采夫总会打玉芝的电话过来让爱莲娜听。这种时候是很尴尬的，宿舍里的任何人都没有知道爱莲娜跟扎伊采夫之间发生了什么。罗德尼娜叫扎伊采父别再打来，好叫她之间调整一下，扎伊采夫觉得爱莲娜说得也对，就没有再打。
她联系在远方的好朋友，这个朋友她并没有经常打电话聊天的，可是如果自己有问题的话，总是会想到她。对于那边来说，也是这种情况的，可能这就是所谓的君子之交淡如水。
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那时起，跟阿俊大部分是在网上聊天的，可能是一些精神层面的问题不便用电话说出来，这个时候网络是再好也不过了。她们谈论恋爱，像是谈论别人的恋爱，从头到尾都是恋爱专家。男人与女人也只是一个话题，并没有叫她们想到自己也是在恋爱，也是众多女人当中的一个。不过有一些话，自己不知道自己能够说出来的，一说出来，就觉得说得是那样贴切。比如女人的不安心。
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Elaine Zaitsev thinking how can work with her will be able to say "tired today, ah, have to rest as soon as possible", and she would rather give up for the study section of Zaitsev and promised to finish it than to marry him . Indeed, men with a woman so different from women because men did not succeed is a very natural thing, and a man did not succeed because a woman is a big shame, but this woman is also often referred to as the roots of troubles, there are Even when the sirens are also omitted, leaving only troubles. And women can still willing to face their own failures. Elaine is a woman willing to fail. Zaitsev, she is willing to continue to talk with it, saying that all day, then that non-stop non-stop that allows people to say Elaine is really only one Zaitsev. Not even the next day the spirit of learning throughout the day it does not matter, does not test graduate, so what? Passed, so what? She is willing to give up all Zaitsev.
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But Elaine decided to re-starting the business of her own personality, which can not be said with Zaitsev. She is determined to become a stupid woman, happy women, it was decided effort to do this as a matter to do so.
Zaitsev sometimes asked how she learned when Elaine said on a spiteful act which brings nothing good, learning does not get Zaitsev this time there will be a lot of comfort if not Rhode Nina not feel happy. Although the fact is that there is no school Rhode Nina go, not because other but because Zaitsev, but because it can not let him know, so she said the reasons for them, and sometimes very serious and sometimes very animated cartoon For example, Yuzhi trouble breaking up with her boyfriend, ah, to persuade her Elaine, there is no learning. But sometimes the reason she is poor, have no idea, on their own speak impromptu loses money today and asked how much money lost, a piece of money. Zaitsev Elaine when the girls had their own, “Come, I’ll give you money, do not cry ah, throwing a right, 100 ah to you.” “But a hundred is a hundred, I a loss of money or the “deep Zhu Yongan know is not happy, but do not know that she is not unhappy because the thing loses money. Because she is not the loses money.
Elaine cumulative pain deep Zaitsev always want to know what to do now, talking to now, today, what people are met, always can not help but want to ask these questions, but she is reduced to be afraid of their own as the leading actress on TV, like that of her husband stalking. It is neuropathy. Do not ask more and more we would like to ask, she is going mad. For this she has slowly become dormitories do not love with words of the people always want to silence the mind. Still later, started because some things do not ride the edge of a quarrel with Zaitsev, there is no timely information back to her what ah. She is not able to come so quickly.
Have been many times, finally Elaine say their pain, rather than Zaitsev do not understand, and he every night with Elaine said that what has been done today, and then just started moving Rhode Nina, bar - Zaitsev Iraq is so loved her, in order to take into account the feelings of her day, as reported to the supervisor’s always, at some other things and then report to Zaitsev. But this can not solve the problem, UN-Habitat and the reality of the two can still not imagine not call Elaine. Rhode Nina want, such as the former is, ah, but that time is voluntary Zaitsev said that this time is different. And so a series of guess, guess she will continue uninterrupted, and even be able to weave a Zaitsev a meets the encounter with colorfully, and then a love is a melodrama, the heroine is always a mining Zairi Cardiff. She made no apologies for it would like to continue, and then she looked at it a melodrama of a, their suffering may feel dizzy, or even go on the road will be able to immediately collapsed to the floor.
Sometimes she would rather not see their contact Zaitsev, so her phone is not no fee to pay it down. However, the Federation of playing Zaitsev Yuzhi love over the phone to listen to Malena. This is a very awkward time, any person dorm room did not know Elaine Zaitsev with what happened between. Zairi Rhode Nina called the father do not take calls, and told her to look between the adjustment, Elaine Zaitsev think of it, there will be no play.
Contact her good friend in the distance, the friends she did not always call to chat, but if they have a problem, always think of her. For there is also such a situation, and perhaps this is the so-called junction of pale like water gentleman.
Then,with most of Arab League handsome online chat may be a number of spiritual issues, said by telephone from the inconvenience, this time, no matter how well the network is enough. They talk about love, like to talk about other people’s love, love from start to finish are the experts. Men and women is only one topic and ask them to think of themselves not in love, is one of the many women. However, there is something, they do not know what to say, I say, I feel it is so appropriate. For example, women do not feel at ease.
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