终于爱莲娜还是决定要考体育研究生,奥运会参赛资格没那么好拥有,他自己也只是会滑冰而不会用花样来吸引观众,事到临头,她也发现她当初选这个专业是不怎么成熟的。她把这个想法说给扎伊采夫,扎伊采夫刚开始说是他可以养活她的,他不希望罗德尼娜考研,但是又说,这种事情他也不能做主,罗德尼娜以后的路得她自己选。如此说了一些道理,爱莲娜忽然觉得扎伊采夫已经变成了高中时做学生思想工作的老师了。她拿着电话,听扎伊采夫说,扎伊采夫说了多少句话,她就有多少个希望。
那就考研吧,就这一条路,扎伊采夫给的路是真才实学的,靠本事吃饭的,他自己都没能把那路说得再真实些骗过他自己,自然也不够说服爱莲娜了。
他们两个都很不愉快,这次肯定有是挑明的不愉快了,像小女孩恐惧黑洞洞的房间里怎么可能有鬼,恐惧了很长时间,也拿世界本没有鬼的话说给自己听,结果点了灯看,就是有鬼。
在这个时候,要做出决定的时候,尤勒诺夫已经不是爱莲娜的宝贝了,这不是爱莲娜说了算,而是扎伊采夫,他显然不要为爱莲娜的以后负责。扎伊采夫已经是很实在地为爱莲娜工作了,如果爱莲娜决定考研,还要再上两三年。真的,不知道这三年里又会发生什么,以后是虚的,以后的以后会更加的虚,不只是爱莲娜觉得虚,扎伊采夫也知道了这样的真实的虚。他们都想到这一点,虽然没有说出来,可是真真切切的是看见那虚了。
最后还是扎伊采夫说,“考吧,我以后就有个研究生的老婆了,咱们的孩子也会是研究生博士生。”然后他们又说到孩子的事情上,“以后就生两个小孩,一男一女。女的就跟你姓,叫罗斯文,男的跟我,扎斌俊。”爱莲娜说:“好啊。”
挂完电话爱莲娜不知道要做什么,她倒了杯水,喝的时候其实是不想喝,结果她一下子喝完了,又倒了一杯,以为还会喝得很光,却再也喝不进去一点一滴了。她不知道自己应该是什么心情,她是很希望扎伊采夫说她不要考研的,比完赛就结婚,可是他并没有提到这一点,只说能养活她,或许这就够了,但分明是没有底气。
爱莲娜很伤心,她为什么要把以后挑明?不明不白的时候有两种可能,挑明了就只有一种,而且那不是可能,是肯定。
点了灯的女孩应该怎么办呢?灯没亮的时候鬼并没有真的动作起来要吓她,而这次是灯亮了,那就不只是吓,是她要怎样逃命。她是应该点灯还是不应该?
发生了,点灯的动作已经发生了,已经没有应该与不应该。
宿舍里没有人要考,只有玉芝,她的爸爸妈妈非得让她考研,可是她纯粹是为了应付家人,买来了考研用的书,然后把新书弄皱,还要注意后面一定要是新的,别弄过了头。家人问到的话,什么也不说,直接把书带到家里面叫她爸妈看,但是她并不怎么回家的,回的话都是回她男朋友家。她听见电话里爱莲娜要考研,就很高兴地说:“你要考么?别买书了,我这有,不然都浪费了。都是钱。”虽然玉芝本不缺钱花,而且简直就是奢侈,但是把钱用来买考试用的书她是再也舍不得的。就这样,爱莲娜请玉芝吃了顿饭,算是有考研用的书了。这下就是不得不考了,因为玉芝替她做了最后的决定。
从此后爱莲娜就边比赛边加入了考研的大队伍,每天都必定要学点习,再也不要像以前那样无聊与伤心,默默在心底纠结。她跟扎伊采夫的关系,也因为扎伊采夫虚拟出来的她们的孩子,她们的孩子的名字,继续新一轮的不明不白。明知道一样是虚,但爱莲娜第一次选了尤勒尔诺夫,这次选了不是尤勒诺夫。她爱扎伊采父,她不想因为不明不白的事情就跟扎伊采夫结束掉。说能够养活她真的已经够了,是她对扎伊采夫的期望太高。从此她希望自己做个笨女人,相信一切,现在、以后,如果过去是在以后之后,她也要把过去加进来,她要相信。她知道幸福是相信与不相信,相信就会幸福,不信就注定孤苦。她确信她的爱就永在扎伊采夫,已经是因为他的一句话,她便可以去原谅一切了。她在心底重新开始了跟扎伊采夫的关系,她重新开始经营她自己的性格——笨女人,幸福的女人。
晚上的话,扎伊采夫还是打电话过来,他好似还是依旧,问爱莲娜今天学的怎样什么之类的,然后其他的事情都很少跟爱莲娜说了,女同事啊男老板啊,还有那些大大小小的事。那个女同事,扎伊采夫跟爱莲娜说他最近身体健壮方面还不错,但是不能张嘴也不能看见有异性在身边。扎伊采夫是对她反感的,爱莲娜深知这件事情,可是这么久没听到他对她的反感,她还是会猜疑,说不定会由反感转而好感了。还有总是,爱莲娜还要继续聊下去的时候,扎伊采夫都会说睡吧宝贝,要不然没精力学习,这些关心她的话,不知道为什么在这个时候,在爱莲娜的身上,会那样的让人觉得寒心。她是在心里面重新开始跟扎伊采夫的关系了,但扎伊采夫不是这样,一点都不是。她是因为尤勒尔诺夫害怕失去想重新开始,但扎伊采夫是什么?她明确知道尤勒尔诺夫跟她想的不一样,也因此她更加努力,创出更大的奇迹。
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Elaine finally decided to post-graduate examination of sports, the Olympic Games is not so well qualified to own, but he will not be used for skating and tricks to attract the audience, a matter that is imminent, she found that she had chosen the profession is not very mature of. She said the idea to Zaitsev, beginning Zaitsev said that he could support her, he did notwant Rhode Nina study section, but added that this kind of thing he can not master, Rhode Nina Ruth after her election. So that a number of reason, Elaine Zaitsev think all of a sudden has become a high school student thinking of doing the work of the teachers. Her with a telephone, listening to Zaitsev said Zaitsev, said the number of words, how many she had hoped.
Study section of the bar would be on the road Zaitsev is the way to the exposure of, and ability to eat, and he can not put it that way more real then deceive himself, naturally enough to convince by Elaine.
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Both of them are unhappy, this is certainly pick out the unpleasant, such as fear of the dark little girl how can something fishy about the room, fear for a long time, but also take the world if this is not a ghost said that listens to a for oneself result, point the light to see that there was something fishy.
At this time, to make decisions, Elaine Uhler Knoff is not precious, and this is not the final say Elaine, but Zaitsev, he is obviously not to the after Elaine is responsible for . Zaitsev is a very real work for Elaine, Elaine decide if the study section, but also again in 2023. Really, I do not know what will happen three years later is true in the future will be more of the later is true, think Elaine is not just true, Zaitsev also know that this kind of virtual real. They all think of that, although did not say it, but be absolutely sure is true to see that the imaginary.
Zaitsev finally said, "test it, I’ll have a post-graduate wife, and our children will be post-graduate doctoral students." And then they say things to children, "after the two children born , a man and a woman. woman with you name, called Northwind, men with me, bar-Jun-bin. "Elaine said:" good. "
End of phone hanging Elaine did not know what to do, she but actually cup water and drinking when in fact they do not want to drink, all of a sudden she finished and poured a cup of that drink will be very light, but no longer drink do not get a bit. She did not know what should be their own feelings, she was very much hope that she will not Zaitsev study section than finish on the marriage, but he did not mention this point, only to feed her, and perhaps this is enough, But clearly there is no confidence.
Elaine is very sad, and she later picked out why? Unclear when there are two possibilities to pick out only a clear, but it is not possible, is in the affirmative.
Point the light should be how the girls do? Bright lights when no ghosts do not really want to scare her into action, and this is the bright lights, it is not just a scare is what she wanted to flee for their lives. She should be light or not?
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Happened, the lights of the movement have taken place, there is no should not be.
There is no one to test, only Yuzhi, her parents have to let her study section, but she is simply in order to meet the family, bought used in the study section of the book, and then crumpled to the book, but also pay attention to the back must be new Do not get too far. Asked family members if, not saying anything directly to the book called her home to see Mom and Dad, but how she was not home, then back to her boyfriend are back home. She heard the phone Elaine to study section, is very pleased to say: "You have to test it? Other books, and I have, or are wasted. All the money." Yuzhi Although not short of money to spend, and It is a luxury, but the money used to buy her book examinations is no longer the reluctant. In this way, please Yuzhi has eaten Elaine rice, there is a study section of the book used. This next test is to have, because Yuzhi done for her final decision.
From then on Elaine after the game on the side edge joined the study section of the big team, every day we must learn to study, as in the past never bored and sad, silent entangled in the bottom of my heart. Zaitsev her relationship with, and because virtual Zaitsev their children out of their child’s name, to continue a new round of unclear. Know the same is true, but the first time Elaine elected Mikhail Jules, this electionhas not Uhler Knoff. Zairi mining father she loves, she do not want things unclear just off the end Zaitsev. That can really have enough to feed her, is she too high expectations Zaitsev. From then on she wanted to be a stupid woman, I believe that everything now, then, if the past is in the future, she will have to come in the past, plus, she wanted to believe. She knew that happiness is believed to be connected with do not believe that I believe will be happy, do not believe in having doomed. She is convinced that her love will never in Zaitsev, has been because of his sentence, she will be able to forgive all the. She re-started at the bottom of my heart with the relationship between Zaitsev, she again began to operate her own character - stupid woman, well-being of women.
Night, then call or come Zaitsev, or if he still asked Elaine how to learn anything today like, and then other little things like Elaine said, the boss of my female colleagues, male ah ah , there are those things big and small. The female colleagues, with Elaine Zaitsev said that he also recently physically fit and well and good, but can not open one’s mouth can not see the opposite sex in the side. Zaitsev is disgusted her, and Elaine know that this matter, but not heard for so long he was disgusted with her, she will still be suspicion, might be a good turn from the offensive. There are always, Elaine will continue to go on time chat, Zaitsev rests will say that baby, or else no effort to learn what they care about her, do not know why at this time, in the body Elaine will make people feel like chilling. She is inside the heart to start with the relationship between Zaitsev, but this is not the case Zaitsev, is not yes. She is afraid of losing because Mikhail Jules want to re-start, but what Zaitsev? Jules Mikhail She clearly knows her would not be the same as, and even more so her efforts to create a greater miracle.
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