扎伊采夫想必已经睡了，这时候他除了她再也想不起要联系谁。这种闷闷的黑色让他透不过气，他的身体也像是被箍住了，被压缩的，而且容她的范围越来越小，简直想把她装进比较大点的黑色塑料袋里。她使劲儿伸出胳膊和腿，可是被装进黑色塑料袋的感觉始终没有消失。她知道那种大的黑色塑料袋是干什么用的，好一点是把所有暂时不用的东西装进去，囤积起来，差一点是把不用的东西打包扔掉，或者扔到垃圾箱里，或者卖给废品收购站。这是爱莲娜对黑色塑料袋的印象。她深深感觉自己不是被扔进垃圾箱就是被卖给废品收购站的。很久她都在与一个塑料袋作战，在外人说出来这是要笑掉大牙的。不过的确是这样，她一旦这样想过，就再也抹不掉。不过她到底不知道谁胜谁败了，因为第二天醒来的时候，她昨晚显然是睡着了的。
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大清早就有同学跟她联系，要她什么时候去车站接她。有的忙了，这下还好。她又躺了一会，也并不是没醒，只是还不能够立即起床，她一个人睡的时候，刚睡醒都是不怎么高兴的。当然跟扎伊采夫睡在一起不会这样。没跟他在一起也不在家的时候，她总是一遍又一遍的想起扎伊采夫。晚上的时候人已经来的差不多了，大家一起说自己的遭遇，碰见的人碰见的事儿。
斯米尔诺娃跟他男朋友互相见了各自的家长了，还准备让两方家长也见见面，说是等过段时间都比较闲，挑个好日子见见。大家都为斯米诺娃高兴。而玉芝，她在暑假里换了三个男朋友，有一个还是黑社会的大哥。人长的特别帅，对她也很好。不过这个并不是她现在的男朋友，现在跟她在一起的是她小学的同学，已经工作了，在银行里上班。后来玉芝跟我们说，她暑假里怀过一次孕，我们问是哪个人的，她说就是那个黑社会的。黑社会并没有给她钱叫她去打胎，是她的一个异性朋友陪她一起去的。我们都为她不值，可是她自己不觉得她有什么吃亏。我们也不好追究，的确想下来，为她吃亏的男的也不知有多少。
自觉地互问到爱莲娜了，她确实觉得没什么可说的。就说一直在家里和训练班中，也就算过去了。
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因为大三了，快要毕业，去上课的人越来越少，不过也有要考研的学生，他们反而是更加的用功了。爱莲娜不打算再考，她的确很想去杂志社工作。这样她能去扎伊采夫在的地方，他们都商量好了的。
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大三下学期，已经有学生在工作了，不过都是家里的安排，因为可能当初选体育的滑冰专业并不是他们的初衷，有的同学是休学，去学别的东西了。可是爱莲娜却是空前绝后的害怕。扎伊采夫并不能安排爱莲娜，他越来越忠于他的工作，或许这是没错的。他想爱莲娜可以到他的那个城市工作，就他们俩租房子住。一切花销自然落到扎伊采夫的头上，他觉得自己应该努力挣钱。可是他太努力了，每天晚上打电话过来都是一句“今天好累啊，得早点休息。”爱莲娜已经厌烦了这样的开场白，刚开始扎伊采夫除了训练之外，还会问及些公司里的事，然后叫她早些睡，但是后来扎伊采夫这里有事情想要问过她才解决，总是不能心平气和的说话了。她会想如果扎伊采夫就在身边多好，当她很晚回来的时候，也像别人一样被男朋友接走，她不用再因为坐不成公交也不好打到车而烦恼，也不用再一个人拍宿舍管理员阿姨的门。不过这些她也都能一个人解决，但是有些事情，她真的很想依赖一个人。早一点跟他说，觉得还是不要跟他讲吧，他是那么忙，不要烦他吧。事情不知道怎么解决了，罗德尼娜怪扎伊采夫不早跟他说，结果是他们两个吵起嘴来。
次数多了，本是很想打电话给对方，结果打了就只有不高兴，后来朱深什么也不说了，电话里大部分都很沉默，扎伊采夫可能觉得要多沟通，因此找些公司里的事情讲，但是分明就觉得别扭，以前他讲那都是跟他有直接关系的，但是现在分明就是没话找话了。再或者就是这样，“你现在在干嘛？”“听你电话。”“哦。没有做些别的？”“听电话。”
有时候她发现扎伊采夫不能给予及时的一句话，因此先是自责，自责一两句也就够了，他反而没完没了的说，这样让爱莲娜更加恼怒，说对不起有什么用？伤害已经造成，何苦还再要说那么多算不得解释的对不起来，如果对不起真的有用，她愿意是她自己跟扎伊采夫说这些，而不是爱莲娜跟他说。
已经很可怕了。爱莲娜去找她自身的原因，她爱他，可是他叫她伤心叫她恼怒叫她觉得煎熬，她真的不知道她有男朋友跟没有男朋友有什么分别，有了徒然让她想要依靠，却又不给她依靠。有了徒然叫她想念，可是她再也想不起扎伊采夫对她有什么用处，有的只是泛滥成灾的伤心。真的她觉得以后是很虚的东西，扎伊采夫在为她们的以后着想，拿这个“以后”叫她甘愿接受他们的现在，可是现在她没觉得幸福，以后她就会觉得幸福了么？她痛恨以后，不相信以后，要给，就现在给，要爱，就现在爱，现在之后的“给”之后的“爱”，她不能现在感觉到。现在真真切切在她身边的是无助与孤独，这是没有办法不承认的，骗得了别人骗不了自己。或许是扎伊采夫太闲了，她把自己身边所有的事情都忽略掉，然后叫扎伊采夫说她太闲了。当她忍住不去联系扎伊采夫时，扎伊采夫却又打来电话问想他了没有，爱莲娜这样说：“我太忙了，没空想你。”，“哦。你现在的训练怎么样？能否保证第一”，“我的上帝，这怎能做出肯定？”
想知后事如何？请阅读第【九十八】章分解
Zaitsev must have fallen asleep, this time she could no longer he who can not remember to contact. This black is depressed his breath, his body was like a band lives in was compressed, and allow the scope of her getting smaller and smaller, she simply wanted to point more into the black plastic bag Lane. To make energy out of her arms and legs, but was feeling into a black plastic bag has not disappeared. She knew the kind of large black plastic bag is used to do, so it is not all the time being loaded into things, hoarding, and almost anything is not packed away, or thrown into the trash, or sell purchasing waste. Elaine This is the impression of a black plastic bag. She felt deep into the trash is not being sold for scrap purchasing. A long time with her in a plastic bag operations, said in an outsider is trying to make any music out. But indeed this is the case, she once thought so, it no longer cannot erase. But in the end she did not know who wins and who loses, because the next day wake up, she apparently fell asleep last night’s.
Early in the morning the students have contact with her, when she needed to go to the station to pick her up. Some busy, and this under the better. She lay for a while, it did not wake up not only not be able to immediately get up, she a person when to sleep, just wake up are not very happy about it. Zaitsev course would not be sleeping together. Not with him when not at home, she always reminds me over and over again Zaitsev. At a time when people have to almost everyone say that they have been dealt with, meet people who meet the thing.
Smirnova boyfriend with his own parents met each other, and also prepared to allow the parents of the two sides meet, said that over time, etc. are relatively free to pick out a good day to meet. We are pleased to Smiggin Nova. And Yu-Zhi, summer vacation for her three boyfriends, there is a big brother or triads. People in particular long Shuai, is also very good to her. But this is not her current boyfriend, and now together with her was her primary school classmates, have been working in the bank to go to work. Yuzhi later told us that she had a summer vacation HUAI pregnancy, which we asked people, she said that the triads. Triad did not ask her to give her money to abortion is one of her friends with the opposite sex to go with her. We all feel sorry for her, but she do not think what she has a disadvantage. We do not hold good, it would like to down, for her at the expense of men do not know how many.
Inter-consciously asked Elaine, and she really do not think there is to be said. Say, has been training at home and also even if passed.
As a junior about to graduate, go to class less and less people, but also to study section of the students, they are more of a hard. Elaine does not intend to test, she really wanted to work in the magazine. So that she could go places in Zaitsev, they had a good discussion.
Under the third semester, students have been at work, but the arrangements are at home because it is possible that the election was skating professional sports was not their original intention, and some students is the school, to learn other things. But Elaine is unprecedented fear. Zaitsev and Elaine can not be arranged, he more and more loyal to his work, perhaps it is correct. Elaine he wanted to go to his work in the city, they were renters. All spending fell Zaitsev natural head, he thinks he should make an effort to make money. But he is too hard, every night is called from a "tired today, ah, have to rest as soon as possible." Elaine has been fed up with this kind of opening, the beginning Zaitsev In addition to training but also asked and some of the things the company, and then told her to sleep earlier, but there are things Zaitsev would like to ask her to solve, can not always speak with equanimity. She would think if Zaitsev good in him, when she came back very late, but also the same as the others were picked up her boyfriend, because she no longer bus ride is not no good to worry about cars hitting, no quarters of a person and then shoot the door of Aunt administrator. But they also can be a person of her resolve, but there are things that she really wanted to rely on one person. Said to him earlier that you told him or not, he is so busy, do not bother him. Do not know how to resolve the matter, and strange Rhode Nina Zaitsev said to him, not earlier, with the result that the two of them to has mouth noisy.
More than the number, the call would like very much to each other, the results on the only unhappy, then do nothing deep Zhu said, the majority of the phone are very silent, Zaitsev may feel the need to communicate, so look for some of the things the company said, however, clearly felt uncomfortable, in the past he said that they are directly related to him, but now is clearly a does not have the words to look for the words. Or is no longer the case, “you are now doing?” “Listen to your phone.” “Oh. Did not do something else?” “Listen to phone.”
Sometimes she found Zaitsev sentence can not be given a timely manner, the first self-blame and blame themselves for being 12 is enough also, he said, but endless, so let Elaine more angry, saying that what I am sorry use? Have caused harm, why so many still want to say I am sorry to lot of money to explain, really useful if I am sorry that she is willing to follow her own Zaitsev said that these, rather than said to him, Elaine.
Has been very terrible. Elaine to find the causes of her own, she loved him, but he called her heart told her to call her feel angry torment, she really did not know she had a boyfriend with no boyfriend, what is the difference, with only so that she would like to have to rely on, but do not rely on her. Have only told her to miss, but she can not remember Zaitsev no longer have any use for her, some just sad infestation. She really is very empty after that things Zaitsev for the sake of their future, take the "after" call her now willing to accept them, but now she did not feel happy, she will feel happy after the Mody ? She hated, the do not believe in the future, to give, we now give, to love, to love now, now after the "to" after the "love", she can not feel now. Zhenzhen now absolutely sure that in her helpless and lonely, there is no way this is not recognized, can not be stolen by others to deceive themselves. Zaitsev is perhaps too busy, and her own everything around ignored, and then called Zaitsev said that she has been busy too. When she did not hold back when contact Zaitsev, Zaitsev would like it made a phone call asking him not, Elaine said: "I’m too busy, you do not utopian." "Oh. You training in how to present? can guarantee that the first "," My God, how can we make sure that it? "
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