娘为我闯了大祸,她却像没事似的。在我面前,娘又恢复了一副怯怯的神态,讨好地看着我。我明白这就是母爱,即使神志不清,母爱也是清醒的,因为她的儿子遭到了别人的欺负。当时我情不自禁地叫了声:“娘！”这是我会说话以来第一次喊她。娘浑身一震,久久地看着我,然后像个孩子似的羞红了脸,咧了咧嘴,傻傻地笑了。
那天,我们母子俩第一次共撑一把伞回家。我把这事跟奶奶说了,奶奶吓得跌倒在椅子上,连忙请人去把爸爸叫了回来。爸爸刚进屋,一群拿着刀棒的壮年男人闯进我家,不分青红皂白,先将锅碗瓢盆砸了个稀巴烂,家里像发生了九级地震。这都是范嘉喜家请来的人,范父恶狠狠地指着爸爸的鼻子说:“我儿子吓出了神经病,现在卫生院躺着。你家要不拿出1000块钱的医药费,我他妈一把火烧了你家的房子。” 1000块？爸爸每月才50块钱啊!看着杀气腾腾的范家人,爸爸的眼睛慢慢烧红了,他用非常恐怖的目光盯着娘,一只手飞快地解下腰间的皮带,劈头盖脸地向娘打去。一下又一下,娘像只惶惶偷生的老鼠,又像一只跑进死胡同的猎物,无助地跳着,躲着,她发出的凄厉声以及皮带抽在她身上发出的那种清脆的声响,我一辈子都忘不了。
最后还是派出所所长赶来制止了爸爸将施暴的手。派出所的调解结果是,双方互有损失,两不亏欠。谁再闹就抓谁!一帮人走后,爸看看满屋狼籍的锅碗碎片,又看看伤痕累累的娘,他突然将娘搂在怀里痛哭起来,说:“疯婆娘,不是我硬要打你,我要不打你,这事下不了地,咱们没钱赔人家啊。这都是家穷惹的祸!”爸又看着我说:“树儿,你一定要好好读书?要不,咱们就这样被人欺负一辈子啊!”我懂事的点点头。
1986年夏,我以优异成绩考上了高中。积劳成疾的奶奶不幸去世,家里的日子更难了。恩施罗洲的民政局将我家列为特困家庭,每月补助40元钱,我所在的高中也适当减免了我的学杂费,我这才得以继续读下去。由于是住读,学习又抓得紧,我很少回家。父亲依旧在为50元打工,为我送菜的担子就责无旁贷地落在娘身上。每次总是隔壁的婶婶帮忙为我抄好咸菜,然后交给娘送来。
30公里的羊肠山路亏娘牢牢地记了下来,风雨无阻。也真是奇迹,凡是为儿子做的事,娘一点儿也不疯。除了母爱,我无法解释这种现象在医学上应该怎么破译。
1989年4月27日,又是一个星期天,娘来了,不但为我送来了菜,还带来了十几个野鲜桃。我拿起一个,咬了一口,笑着问她:“挺甜的,哪来的?”娘说:“我……我摘的……”。没想到娘还会摘野桃,我由衷地表扬她:“娘,您真是越来越能干了。”娘嘿嘿地笑了。 娘临走前,我照列叮嘱她：“注意安全。”娘，“哦哦地应着！”。送走娘,我又扎进了高考前最后的复习中。
第二天,我正在上课,婶婶匆匆地赶来学校,让老师将我喊出教室。婶婶问我娘送菜来没有,我说送了,她昨天就回去了。婶婶说:“没有,她到现在还没回家.”我心一紧,娘该不会走错道吧?可这条路她走了三年,照理不会错啊.婶婶问:“你娘没说什么？”我说没有,她给我带了十几个野鲜桃哩。婶婶两手一拍:“坏了！坏了,可能就坏在这野鲜桃上.”婶婶问我请了假？我，“嗯，了一声。”
我们沿着山路往回找,回家的路上确有几棵野桃树,桃树上稀稀拉拉地挂着几个桃子,因为长在峭壁上才得以保存下来。我们同时发现一棵桃树有枝丫折断的痕迹,树下是百丈深渊。婶婶看了看我说,“我们到峭壁底下去看看吧!”我说,“婶婶你别吓我……”婶婶不由分说,拉着我就往山谷里走…… 娘静静地躺在谷底,周边是一些散落的桃子,她手里还紧紧攥着一个,身上的血早就凝固成了沉重的黑色。
我悲痛得五脏俱裂,紧紧地抱住娘,说:“娘啊,我的苦命娘啊,儿悔不该说这桃子甜啊,是儿子要了你的命……娘啊,您活着没享一天福啊……”
我将头贴在娘冰凉的脸上,哭得漫山遍野的石头都陪着我落泪……
1989年8月7日,在娘下葬后的第100天,中国人民大学烫金的录取通知书穿过娘所走过的路,穿过那几株野桃树,穿过村前的稻场,径直“飞”进了我的家门。我把这份迟到的书信插在娘冷寂的坟头:“娘,儿出息了,您听到了吗?您可以含笑九泉了!”
Mother as I got into big trouble, like she is just like nothing. In front of me, your mother resumed a Qieqie demeanor, please look at me. I understand that this is the maternal love, even confusion, maternal love is clear, because her son had been bullied by others. At that time I could not help but called out: "Mother!" This is the first time I will call her to speak. Mother shuddered, looked at me a long time, then shame blush like a child, a blanket a grin, silly smile.
Day, mother and son for the first time we were home support an umbrella. I said these things with her grandmother, Grandma scared fall in the chair, quickly asked people to go to my father called back. Dad had just entered the room, a group of middle-aged man takes the knife and stick broke into my house, regardless of indiscriminate, first broken pots and pans smashed a rare bus, at home, as occurred in 9 earthquake. This is Fan Jiaxi family who invited Fan father fiercely father’s nose, pointing, said: "My son is a crazy scare, hospitals are now lying. Otherwise your house out 1000 dollars in medical expenses, I his mother burned your house. "1000? Dad was 50 dollars a month ah! Looked murderous Fan family, Dad’s eyes slowly red-hot, his eyes staring with a terror Niang, a hand flew off his waist belt, right about face Mother went to the play. What they look at your mother like a panic drag on the mouse ran into the dead end of the game is like a helplessly jumping, dodging, she issued shrill voice and rubber whip on her to issue the kind of crisp sound, I’ll never forget.
Director of the police station finally came to stop the violence his father to hand. Stations of the mediation result, both sides have lost, the two do not owe. Who comes again to grasp who! Gang left, Dad look messy house full of pots and pans pieces and then take a look at a scarred Mother, Mother in his arms he suddenly cried bitterly and said: "crazy horrible woman, I did not insist on beating you, if I would hit you, this could not make land, we pay money to people ah. This is to blame the poor house! "Dad then looked at me and said:" The tree of children, you must study? Otherwise, let it be bullied on the life ah! "I am sensible of nodded.
Summer of 1986, I admitted to high school with honors. Overwork death of the grandmother, the family’s life even more difficult. Yan Shi Luozhou the Bureau of Civil Affairs will be my home as a special hardship case families, the monthly subsidy of 40 yuan, I have the appropriate high school where my tuition relief, this way, I can read on. As the live reading, learning another Zhuade Jin, I rarely go home. His father is still working for the 50, I send food to the burden of the duty-bound to fall Niang body. Every time is always right next door to my aunt to help a good pickle copy, and then sent to the Mother.
Gut 30 km mountain deficit Mother firmly put down, rain or shine. Is really a miracle, those who do for his son’s mother not at all crazy. In addition to maternal love, I can not explain this phenomenon in medicine should be how decipher.
April 27, 1989, is a Sunday, Mother came, not only to bring me the food, also brought a dozen wild peaches. I took a bite, smiled and asked her: "very sweet, come from?" Niangyue: "I ... ... I pick ... ...." Did not think Mother would Abstract Wild Peach, I sincerely commend her: "Mother, you are really capable of more." Niang Hey smile. Mother Before I left, I told her according to the column: "safety." Mother, "oh to be with!." Saying good-bye Mother, I dashed into the entrance before the final review of.
The next day, I was teaching class, aunt came hurriedly to school, so I shouted to the classroom teacher. Aunt asked my mother to send food to No, I said gave her yesterday on the back. Aunt, said: "No, she is not home." My heart a tight, Mother of the Road will not be wrong, right? Can she go this route for three years, should not Good too. Aunt asked: "Do you Mother said nothing? "I said no, she brought me a dozen miles of wild peaches. Aunt handed a beat: "bad! Bad, may be bad on this wild peaches." Aunt asked me, took leave of absence? Me, "ah, a cry."
We look back along the mountain road, the road does have trees at the home of wild peach trees, peach trees to hang on the sparse number of peaches, as long cliff was able to survive. We also found a trace of peach with The branches break under the trees is Baizhang abyss. Aunt looked at me said, "we went to the cliff below check it out!" I said, "aunt you do not scare me ... ..." aunt without any explanation, I go out into the valley, pulling away ... ... your mother lie on the bottom , are scattered around the peach, her hands still Jinjinzuanzhao one, who has long been the blood coagulation has become a heavy black.
I have to feel exhausted all sad crack, clinging to your mother, said: "Mother, ah, ah My Bitter Mother, child regret should not say that this peach sweet, ah, is the son of the Mother of your life ... ... ah, you live Fu did not enjoy the day ... ah ... "
I will head on the cold in your mother’s face, cried with me all the mountains and plains of the stones cry ... ...
August 7, 1989, buried in the Mother after the first 100 days, the Chinese People’s University admission notice gilt traversed across the Mother Road, through which several strains of wild peach trees, through the village before the rice field straight to "fly" into my house. I inserted the letter late and lonely graves in the Mother: "Mother, child Offer, you hear it? You can Hanxiaojiuquan it!"
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