没想到,就在我六岁的那年,离家5年的娘居然回来了。 那天,几个小伙伴飞也似地跑来报信:“小树,快去看,你娘回来了,你的疯娘回来了。”我喜得屁颠屁颠的,撒腿就往外跑,父亲奶奶随着我也追了出来。这是我有记忆后第一次看到娘。她还是破衣烂衫,头发上还有些枯黄的碎草末,天知道是在那个草堆里过的夜。娘不敢进家门,却面对着我家,坐在村前稻场的石磙上,手里还拿着个脏兮兮的气球。当我和一群小伙伴站在她面前时,她急切地从我们中间搜寻她的儿子。娘终于盯住我,死死地盯住我,裂着嘴叫我:“小树……球……球”她站起来,不停地扬着手中的气球,讨好地往我怀里塞。我却一个劲儿地往后退。我大失所望,没想到我日思夜想的娘，居然是这样一副形象。一个小伙伴在一旁起哄说:“小树,你现在知道疯子是什么样了吧?就是你娘这样的。”我气愤地对小伙伴说:“她是你娘!你娘才是疯子,你娘才是这个样子。”我扭头就跑了。这个疯娘我不要了。奶奶和父亲却把娘领进了门。
当年,奶奶撵走娘后,她的良心受到了拷问,随着一天天衰老,她的心再也硬不起来,所以主动留下了娘,而我老大不乐意,因为娘丢了我的面子。我从没给娘好脸色看,从没跟她主动说过话,更没有喊她一声“娘”,我们之间的交流是以我“吼”为主,娘是绝不敢顶嘴的。家里不能白养着娘,奶奶决定训练娘做些杂活。下地劳动时,奶奶就带着娘出去“观摩”,说不听话就要挨打。过了些日子,奶奶以为娘已被自己训练得差不多了,就叫娘单独出去割猪草。没想到,娘只用了半小时就割了两筐“猪草”。奶奶一看,又急又慌,娘割的是人家田里正生浆拔穗的稻谷。奶奶气急败坏地骂她:“疯婆娘谷草不分……”奶奶正想着如何善后时,稻田的主人找来了,竟说是奶奶故意教唆的。奶奶火冒三丈,当着人家的面拿出根棒一下敲在娘的后腰上,说:“打死你这个疯婆娘,你给老娘滚远些……”。娘虽疯,疼还是知道的,她一跳一跳地躲着棒槌,口里不停地发出“别,别……这样，千万别这样！”的哀号。最后,人家看不过眼,主动说“算了,我们不追究了。以后把她看严点就是……”。
这场风波平息后,娘歪在地上抽泣着。我鄙夷地对她说:“草和稻子都分不清,你真是个猪。”话音刚落,我的后脑勺挨了一巴掌,是奶奶打的。奶奶瞪着眼骂我:“小兔崽子,你怎么说话的?再这么着,她也是你娘啊！”我不屑地嘴一撇:“我没有这样的傻疯娘!” ，“嗬,你真是越来越不象话了。看我不打你！”奶奶又举起巴掌,这时只见娘像弹簧一样从地上跳起,横在我和奶奶中间,娘指着自己的头,“打我,打我”地叫着。我懂了,娘是叫奶奶打她,别打我。奶奶举在半空中的手颓然垂下,嘴里喃喃地说道:“这个疯婆娘,心里也知道疼爱自己的孩子啊！”我上学不久,父亲被邻村一位养鱼专业户请去守鱼池,每月能赚50元.娘仍然在奶奶的带领下出门干活,主要是打猪草,她没再惹什么大的乱子。
记得我读小学三年级时，我饿一个冬日,天空突然下起了雨,奶奶让娘给我送雨伞。娘可能一路摔了好几跤,浑身像个泥猴似的,她站在教室的窗户旁望着我傻笑,口里还叫:“树……伞……”。一些同学嘻嘻地笑,我如坐针毡,对娘恨得牙痒痒,恨她不识相,恨她给我丢人,更恨带头起哄的范嘉喜。当他还在夸张地模仿时,我抓起面前的文具盒,猛地向他砸过去,却被范嘉喜躲过了,他冲上前来掐住我的脖子,我俩撕打起来。我个子小,根本不是他的对手,被他轻易压在地上。
这时,只听教室外传来“嗷”的一声长啸,娘像个大侠似地飞跑进来,一把抓起范嘉喜,拖到了屋外。都说疯子力气大,真是不假。娘双手将欺负我的范嘉喜举向半空,他吓得哭爹喊娘,一双胖乎乎的小腿在空中乱踢蹬。娘毫不理会,居然将他丢到了学校门口的水塘里,然后一脸漠然地走开了。
Unexpectedly, I was six years old, your mother actually left home five years back. Day, several small partners dashed messenger came: "trees, quick look, your mother back, back to your crazy Mother." I am happy to go Pidianpidian’s, ran out and ran to his father As I have chased her grandmother out. This is the first time I remember seeing your mother. She was in rags, hair, some of the broken yellow grass at the end, God knows where in the haystack over night. Mother can not enter the house, but facing my house, sitting in front of the village level with a roller on the rice field stone in her hand, holding a dirty balloon. When I stood in front of her group of junior partner, she eagerly from us, search for her son. Mother finally watching me, doing the watching me, split lips told me: "little trees ... ... ball ... ball ..." She stood up and sowed in the hands of the balloon continuously to curry favor to plug into my arms. I kept on to go back. I am disappointed, did not think I been thinking of your mother, actually this is an image. Booing at the side of a small partner, said: "trees, you now know what kind of crazy, right? Is like your mother." I angrily on the small partner, said: "She is your mother! Your mother is crazy, you Mother is like this. "I turned and ran away. I do not want the mad Mother. Grandmother and father kept Mother led into the door.
At that time, dismissed Mother Grandma, her conscience had been tortured, with the aging day by day, her heart no longer hard not up, so take the initiative to leave the Mother, and I do not boss happy, because your mother lost my face . I never give a good face to see your mother, never spoken to her initiative, but did not call her "mother", the exchange between us is I "Roar," which, Mother was never afraid to talk back to. Home can not be white possessor of Mother, Mother Grandma decided to do chores training. Work in the fields, the grandmother would go out with your mother, "observe" and refused to obey and beaten. Several days later, my grandmother thought that your mother has been his training have largely been cut out on the Jiaoniang ragweed alone. Unexpectedly, your mother only took half an hour to cut two baskets, "ragweed." Grandma saw, vexation panic, Mother cut the field people are pulling students ear of rice paste. Grandmother angrily scolded her: "mad horrible woman aspartate, regardless of ... ..." grandmother is thinking about how the aftermath, the rice got the owner, and then said the grandmother deliberately instigated. Grandma furious, out in front of other people’s face about the root rod knock on the Mother’s waist, saying: "Kill You mad wife is good, you rolling farther to his aging mother ... ...." Mother though mad, hurt, or know, she hop-hop to dodging the wooden club, kept his mouth issued a "Do not, do not ... ... so, do not do it!" The wail. Finally, the people stand most of the initiative said, "Well, we did not pursue his complaint. After watching her serious point is ... ...."
This storm died down, distorted in the ground Mother sobbed. I said to her disdain: "grass and rice are unsure, you’re a pig." Carter, I got slapped back of the head, is the grandmother played. Grandma stared scolded me: "Little bastard, how do you speak? Be so, and she is your mother ah!" I was not impressed Zuiyi Pie: "I do not like stupid crazy mother!", "Oh, you’re more Xianghua was increasingly not. see I do not hit you! "grandmother raised my hand, when I saw your mother the same as the spring jump up from the floor, lay in the middle of my grandmother’s mother pointed at his head," hit me , hit me, "cried. I understand, your mother is called the grandmother hit her, do not hit me. Grandma held hands in the air hung slumped, mouth, murmured: "This crazy horrible woman, heart, love their children know ah!" I go to school soon, my father was invited to the neighboring village of specialized households keep a fish pond, earn fifty yuan a month. Niang still out work under the leadership of my grandmother, mainly grass playing pig, and she did not provoke any big trouble again.
I remember reading in third grade, I was a hungry winter, the sky suddenly began to rain, grandmother to your mother bring me an umbrella. Mother may be the way threw several setbacks, the whole body like a Nihou like, she stood beside the window of the classroom, looking at me giggle, mouth also called: "Umbrella Tree ... ... ... ...." Some students giggled, and I on pins and needles, on Mother resented teeth itch, Bushi Xiang hate her, hate her for giving me lose face, but hate to take the lead stir for Fan Jiaxi. When he was still exaggerated imitation, I grabbed the front of the writing case, threw him to drop the past, been Fanjia Xi escaped, he rushed forward grabbed my neck now flashing tearing up. I am so small, is not his opponent, which he easily to the ground.
Then they heard came outside the classroom, "wailing" bang shouts and tan gallop wildly like heroes come in, snatched Fan Jiaxi, onto the house. Say crazy big strength is really true. Mother hands to bully my Fan Jiaxi give to the air, he was scared Kudiehanniang, a pair of chubby legs kicking in the air chaos. Mother turned a deaf ear, he threw actually ponds on the school door, and then a look of indifference and walked away.
Would like to know how the funeral? Please read the first chapter decomposition 【137】
