“这傻小子！”她怜悯地笑了笑，大声地说，“他指的是他神志昏乱的那段时间，他常常夸耀它。当时，他关在疯人院里，神经完全失了常。”
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这话于我犹如一声霹雳，我塞了一百元人民币在老妇人的手里。仓促逃离她的身边。
“你那时是幸福的啊！”我情不自禁地喊着，快步奔回城去。“那时候，你自由自在地如水中的游鱼！——天堂里的上帝，难道你注定人的命运就是如此：他只有在具有理智以前，或者重新丧失理智以后，才能是幸福的么？——可怜的人！但我又是多么羡慕你的神经失常，知觉紊乱呵！你满怀着希望到野外来，为你的女王采摘鲜花，在这个冬天里！你为采不到鲜花而难过，不理解为什么竟采不到。而我呢，从家里跑出来时既无目的，也无希望，眼下回家去时依然如此。你幻想着，要是瑞士雇用你，你就将成为一个了不起的人。幸福啊，谁要能把自身的不幸归因于人世的障碍！你感觉不出，感觉不出，你的不幸原本存在于你破碎的心中，存在于你被搅乱了的头脑里；而这样的不幸，全世界所有的国王恐怕也帮不了你啊。”
谁此刻要是潮笑一个病人到远方的圣水泉去求医，结果反倒加重自己的病痛，使余生变得更加难以忍受，谁就不得善终！谁要是蔑视一个为摆脱良心的不安和灵魂的痛苦而去朝拜圣墓的人，谁同样不得善终！要知道这个朝圣者，他的脚掌在荆棘丛生的道路上踏下的每一步，对他充满恐惧的灵魂来说都是一滴镇痛剂；他每坚持着朝前走一天，晚上躺下时心里都要轻松得多。——难道你们能把这称作是梦想么，你们这些舒舒服服坐在软凳上的清谈家！——妄想！上帝呵，你看见了我的眼泪了吧！我又要找饭吃了（已经有好几天没吃过饭了，总是喝米汤，也就是说用二两米煮一天的饭，由此可想而知），我的作品你看到了吗？我写得如何啊，有谁能给一些指点？我真的觉得很不错，因为我推敲了好几天才写一集，我多么希望这能求生，上帝呵，爱我吧，请你给我该得的一切！
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啊！生活是多变复杂的，人世间如果有谁能把这复杂多变的生活，刻划出一条人人都可行的象数学公式一样的那该有多好呀，然而事实上发生的一切，往往出乎意料之外，这就是实实在在的生活，难怪她叫喊着：“你的良心被狗吃了！”。嗯！因为你，我相信了命运；也是因为你，我相信了缘分；也许这一切都是上天注定，冥冥之中牵引着我们。多少次，多少次，好想说：爱我就给我。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【六十三】章分解
"This Shaxiao Zi!" She smiled and compassion, loud, "he said, referring to his mind the Hunluan During that time, he often boast about it. At that time, he locked up in lunatic asylum, often nerve completely lost."
I would like this to break out, I plug the 100 yuan in the hands of the woman. Rush to flee her side.
"You are fortunate that time ah!" I could not help shouting, Ben Hui quickly to the city. "At that time, you are free to fish in the water! - Paradise of God, are you doomed to the fate that is the case: He only has a good sense before, or to lose their senses, in order to be happy you? -- - Poor people! But how I envy you the nerve disorder, perception disorder Oh! You to a field full of hope, you pick the queen of flowers in the winter! You can not take for the flowers and sad, not Why can not understand mining. I, from the home came out when there is no purpose, and that there was no hope at the moment when the home remains the same. You imagine, if you employ Switzerland, you will become a great person. Well-being, ah, who can own the world, unfortunately due to the obstacles! You can not feel, not feel you had the misfortune exists in your hearts broken, you have been in existence confuse the minds; and such Unfortunately, the king of all the world I am afraid you can not help ah. "
Who is at the moment if a wave of laughter in the distance to the patient’s doctor to San Chuen, on the contrary add to the results of their illness so that the rest of his life even more unbearable, hospice will not! Who is out of contempt for a conscience disturbed by the suffering of the soul and go to worship of the Holy Sepulcher, who is not the same hospice! The pilgrims have to know that his feet in numerous thorns on the road to the next step for each step, his soul full of fear is a drop of analgesic; he insist on taking forward the day when the heart to lie down at night Must be much more easily. - Are you able to dream of what it is called, you sit comfortably at home talk of the stool soft! - Wishful thinking! Oh God, you see my tears of it! I find the food (have not eaten rice for several days, always rice drink, that is to say by 22 meters a day of cooking rice, which can be imagined), my work you see it ? How do I write ah, who can give some advice? I really feel good because I am weighing the matter for several days to write a set, I would very much hope that it can survive, Oh God, I love you, please give me the all too!
Ah! Life is complicated and changeable, if the human world can have this complicated and ever-changing life, a depiction of all possible mathematical formula the same as that of the more Yes, in fact happened, however, often Unexpected, and this is real life, no wonder she was screaming: "You were the conscience of a dog eat!." Ah! Because you are, I believe that the fate; because of you, I believe that the fate; All this may be destined to heaven, traction Mingmingzhizhong us. How many times the number of times, said Hao Xiang: I love me.
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I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
