他看不出，她感觉不到，她正在酿造一种将把我和她自己都毁掉毒酒；而我呢，也满怀欣喜地接过她递过来装我于死地的酒杯，一饮而尽。为什么她要常常——常常吗？不，也不常常，而是有时候——，为什么有时候她要这样温柔地望着我，要欣然接受我下意识的情感流露，要在额头上表现出我对我的痛苦的同晴呢？
昨天，在我离开时，她握着我的手说：“再见，亲爱的维持！”
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亲爱的维持！这是破天荒第一次听到她叫我做亲爱的，叫得我周身筋骨都酥软了。我真的蒙在鼓里了吗？
她接着在回忆起了她的家庭。毫不犹豫地向我倾诉：
我和美景的结合是因为我感觉到他人很实在，没有花言巧语。他那时候给我写了很多信。其中有一段我一直念念不忘，他说物质世界里应该有纯真的感情。她拿出自己的手机给我看，她一直把这句话保存在手机里，她说，前段时间还拿出来给美景看过，美景很吃惊，他没料到她把它保留到现在。
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事情并没有因此而结束。虽然我原谅了他，但从他的手机上看，他与另一女人并没有断绝来往。他偷偷摸摸爱着的女人的收入并不高，可她的衣服可以每个月不重样。美景说自己从不主动打电话给她，但我从拨出电话记录里看到，事实并非如此。我没有亲眼见过他们，但是单位里的人都会说起。为此，美景还警告过单位里的员工，让他们不要在我面前搬弄是非。家里的人都要我辞退这个他偷偷摸摸爱着的女人，可我不想丢这个脸，因为这女人是我看到她的才华招回来的，也怕这样做反而把他们逼到一起，其实我还在给他们机会，但他们并不领情。我经常感到美景的电话奇怪，而美景常常脑羞成怒，叫我不要管制他。有一回，我觉得灰心丧气，一个人跑了出去。我想去看看大海，打的到达后没要司机找钱，象大老板似的。我心里自爱想钱有什么用呢？那位好心的司机一直在后面跟着我，他可能怕我想不开。一小时后还是那位司机把我送回来，坚持不要我再给钱。现在，我依然还会听到风言风语，但我没有证据，美景也死不承认，反而说我多心。我想离开，可是啥不得孩子。我真不知道该怎么办了。
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她一脸的无奈，她最后说：“只要他们保证以后没有来往。我不会在意过去。但是那怕我这样说，美景还是不承认，他说我脾气古怪……”
她讲得精疲力竭，我多想……。
亲爱的维持！我把这句话一直在重复了无数次，唉！爱情的力量真是无穷无尽，直到夜里要上床睡觉时，还自言自语地叨咕了半天，最后竟然冒出了一句：“晚安，亲爱的维持！”说罢自己禁不住笑起自己来。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【五十九】章分解
He can not see, she can not feel that she is making a will and I will destroy her own Venom; and I, who is also pleased to pass to take over her death, I loaded the wine, a drink and To do. Why should she often - often it? No, not often, but sometimes - and why she sometimes has to be so gently looked at me, I want to embrace the expression of emotion in their subconscious, in the forehead to show me to my suffering with this clear?
Yesterday, I left, she shook my hand said: "Good-bye, dear to maintain!"
Dear maintain! This is the first time she heard me do my dear, David Card, I have bones weaken the whole body. I really kept in the dark it?
Then she recalled in her family. Did not hesitate to talk to me:
The combination of beauty and I am because I feel that other people are really, there is no rhetoric. At that time he wrote me a lot of letters. I have been a period of one mind, he said that the material world, should have pure feelings. Come up with her own mobile phone to me, saying she had been kept in this cell phone, she said, also some time ago to come up with to read the beauty, beauty was surprised that he did not expect her to retain it until now.
Things did not end. Although I forgive him, but his cell phone, the woman he and the other did not cut off from. He secretly in love with a woman’s income is not high, her clothes every month can not re-like. King said that he never take the initiative to call her, but I set aside from the phone records to see where this is not the case. I have not seen them, but the unit would begin. To this end, the beauty unit, also warned the employees so that they do not sow discord in front of me. Family, I have to dismiss him secretly in love with this woman, I do not want to lose this face, because it is the woman I saw her come back recruit talent, but also afraid to do so to force them together, in fact, I In them, but they do not appreciate. I always feel strange beauty of the phone, and the beauty of the brain often shame into anger, he told me not to control. Once, I feel discouraged, a person running out. I’d like to go take a look at the sea, hit the driver should not arrive after the money, as if the big bosses. I would like to feel self-love of money what is the use? The good intentions of the driver has been followed by me, I am afraid he might take things too hard. An hour later, or drivers who came back to me, I will not insist on giving money. Now, I will still hear Fengyanfengyu, but I do not have evidence, also refuses to recognize the beauty, but say that I am suspicious. I would like to leave, but not what the children. I really do not know how to do.
She’s helpless face, she said: "There will be no guarantee that as long as they travel. I do not care about the past. But even if I say this, or does not recognize the beauty of his erratic temper, I say ... ..."
She spoke exhausted, I think ... ....
Dear maintain! I am saying this has been repeated many times, alas! The power of love is endless, until the night to go to bed, and Tao Gu is also talking to himself for a long time, went so far as the final out: "Good night, dear to maintain!" Having their own could not help but laugh to.
I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
