她现在打动我的，是一种美好得多的目光，是一种饱含着无比亲切的同情、无比甜蜜的怜悯的目光。为什么我不可以跪倒在她的脚下呢？为什么我不可以搂着她的脖子，以无数的亲吻来报答她呢？为了避开我的盯视，她坐在钢琴前，伴着琴声，用她那甜美、低婉的歌喉，轻轻唱起了一支和谐的歌。我从来还未看见她的嘴唇象如此迷人过；它们微微地嬗动着，恰似正在吸吮那象清泉般从钢琴中涌流出来的一串串妙音；同时从她的玉口中，也发出来神奇的回响。——是的，要是我能用语言向你说清这情景就好了！——我再也忍不住，便弯下腰去发誓说：可爱的嘴唇啊，我永远也不会冒昧地亲吻你们。因为你们是天界神灵浮泛的所在啊！——然而……我希望……哈，你瞧，这就象立在我灵魂面前的一道高墙……为了幸福挖得翻过墙去……然后下地狱补赎罪过！——罪过？我有什么罪过？难道我们之间爱情也有罪？难道我们之间为了创作的脑力劳动者在求财而发生的种种……
我有时对自己讲：“你的命运反正就是这样了；祝祷别人都幸福吧——还从来没象你这样受过苦哟。”随后，我便读着一位苦代诗人（歌德）的作品。读着读着，仿佛窥见了自己的心。我要受的罪真是太多了！唉，难道在我以前的人们都这样不幸过么？
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她扭转了一下腰肌，接着在倾诉着她爱的不幸：
有一天，美景出去谈生意喝醉了，司机把他送回了家。我刚把他拖到沙发上，他的手机就响了，我接起来喂了一声，那边不说话就挂了，我打过去对方也不接，此时的我看见一条短信：“你身体不好，要少喝酒”看看发件箱，我的他的回复竟然是：“为了我们俩，我会小心的”这无异于晴天霹雳！原先我一直以为只是那个女人在自作多情地给我的他发消息。我呆坐在沙发上。夜深人静他的酒醒了，他开始摸了摸我，他的私处硬梆梆的，可是那晚我不给他，我问他是怎么回事，他说是昨天在单位里因感冒被那个女人看见了，那个女人才提醒了他，那只是同事之间的来往而已。我却不能就如此安心，直接到单位去找那个女人，没想到她很平静，声明他们只是工作关系，让我不要多疑。我提醒她要多多考虑她自己的家庭，就走了。要是从此没有以后的事，我也许会忘了她，可是手机又出现了问题。那天儿子拿过美景的手机要玩游戏，美景很紧张。儿子建坚持要玩，他把手机按到游戏菜单下递给了他的儿子。不一会儿，儿子拿着手机过来给我，说他看见了那个女人的裸照。我拿过一看，果然是一张那个女人的照片，而且还是刚刚洗完澡的样子，让天下所有的男人都会动心。我几乎不敢相信自己的眼睛，拿着手机去质问美景，没想到他很吃惊的样子，说自己根本不知道有这样的一张照片。他想了想又说，这部手机新买的，那个女人借用了一个星期，他怕我生气，就没敢和我说，可能这是那个女人自己拍的，他还说，要是他真知道里面有照片，早删了，还会让我们发现？我还是感觉到不对劲。
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从此我和美景就没有亲热过。有天在家，我翻起了美景的手提包，美景说我把他管得太厉害了，争吵间他竟然打了我，说我蛮不讲理，无理取闹。我被他的一巴掌打傻了。这事被老人家知道了，我们的老人家都说要看管好他，现在的男人就是坏——“吃饱了看着锅里还有”。我于是不知如何是好，我们之间已经有半年没亲热过了，更不要说做爱了。我该怎么办了，我又没有收入，全家就是靠着他。
我听了她这一切，也深表同情，但我们都是靠写作为生，或者说是业余爱好者想获得多点收入的同病相邻人，我又耐他何？
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唉，此刻我思绪不宁，会言失其序，还是少说吧，不幸！不幸！不知无常之妖道，不知此道要弄到什么地步才终止？此祝我们都康乐罢了。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【六十一】章分解
Now she touched me, is a much better vision, a very full of a kind of sympathy, compassion very sweet eyes. Why can not I kneel at the foot of her then? Why can not I arms around her neck to kiss numerous to repay her? In order to avoid my gaze, she sat before the piano, accompanied by sound, with her sweet, low-wan voice, softly began to sing a song of harmony. I have yet to see her lips so as charming too; changes and succession to move them slightly, like sucking it is like clear spring-like flow out from the piano in a string of Miaoyin; at the same time from her mouth-yu, also sent to the magic A sensitive subject. - Yes, if I can use language to tell you that this scene is like a Qing! - I can not help, he vowed to go down, said: lovely lips ah, I will never venture to kiss you. Because you are heaven where the gods Fu Fan ah! - However, I hope ... ... ... ... Ha, you see, this legislation is like my soul before a wall of the well-being ... ... in order to dig a jumping over the wall and then go to hell ... ... Bushu sin! - Sin? What sin have I? Can we love between a crime? Are we going to create between the mental and wealth in the occurrence of the various ... ...
I sometimes of their own: "Your destiny is in any case such a; best of good fortune and happiness of others are right - as you have never been so hard yo." Subsequently, I read on behalf of a bitter poet (Goethe) works . Read read, see if his heart. I would like to by the crime is too much! Oh, can I have in the past people have been so unfortunate what?
She then reverse the muscle, then talk to her tragic love:
One day, out of the beauty business drunk driver sent back to his home. I loaded him onto the sofa, on his cell phone rang, I had to feed them out, there is not hung up on words, I do not play each other in the past received, at this time I saw a text message: "Your body Well, drink less, "look at the Outbox, my reply to his surprise:" For the sake of our son, I will be careful "This is tantamount to bolt from the blue! I had always thought that only the woman in your unrequited love and he gave me a message. I sat on the sofa. He Jiuxing the dead of night, he touched me, he’s a private part of the hard, but I do not give him that night, I asked him how it is going on, he said yesterday in the unit, as a result of a cold that was To see a woman, the female talent to remind him that my colleagues just between them. I can not feel at ease on the case directly to the unit to find the woman, did not think she was very calm, just a statement of their working relationship, I do not suspicious. She reminded me a lot to consider her own family, left. From then on, if not later, I might have forgotten her mobile phone but also a problem. The beauty of the day her son took the phone to play games, the beauty of very nervous. Jian son insisted on playing, according to his cell phone to the next game to the menu of his son. In a moment, with a son to me over the phone, said he saw the woman naked. I took a look at, really is a photo of the woman, but just look Xi Wanzao so that the world will be inviting all men. I almost could not believe my own eyes, holding a phone to question the beauty, did not think he was surprised by the way, said he did not know there is such a picture. He thought for a while and added that this new phone to buy, borrow the woman for a week, I am afraid of him angry, and I dare say, this is probably the woman’s own making, he also said that if he really know There are pictures of the early cut, so that we will find? I still feel wrong.
Since then I have no beauty and affectionate too. One day at home, I would endanger the beauty of the handbag, I said that the beauty of his pipe too, has a quarrel between him hit me that I am being unreasonable, vexatious. I was his hand hit a simple-minded. This was the old people know that our old people have to say good care of him, the man is bad - "full of pot looked there." So I do not know what to do, we did not have been half a year after the affectionate, not to mention the sex. How do I do, and I also have no income, the whole family is against him.
I listened to all this, she is also sympathetic, but we all make a living by writing, or amateurs like to get more revenue with the adjacent disease, I also resistant to what he?
Alas, at this moment I am restless thoughts, words will be lost sequence, or less Well, unfortunately! Unfortunately! I do not know Yao Dao of impermanence, I do not know what to get to the point where Road to an end? We all wish it recreation.
I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
