今天下午我本想舒舒服服地睡一觉,醒来就照照镜子,觉得自己睡觉时是最美的时候,可惜不能让你看一看。下楼拿着你两年前的信上来,看过之后又觉得幽幽恍似梦中,我想告诉你,信不恶心,而且表达方式很婉转,反而能帮助消化。现在,你的笑容又浮在我的眼前,闪闪烁烁,令我意乱情迷。
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那天,在公司里你问我关于你的信和在信中的告白,使我包裹已久的矜持与冷默顿时崩落了,使我再也不能尽力去护守心理的那道设防。一方面我诧异于你的爱好、你的胸怀、你的博学,一方面我也害怕自己是否足堪承受你的爱。
其实,在我内心的底层,仍是对你有着愧欠感,如果不是先前的那些感情事件,我会对你更有着全然完整、热烈的情意。我对贵公司的付出(目前为止)远远大于从前的某一些人(但是我始终都是感激这些人,因为这些人可以做你的打手,也就是说现代的国家的公费私有的保镖),而且我是基础扎实的人(老老实实做事的人,因为你不喜欢,我又不愿意同流合污),而你未受一丝伤害,说辞退一个人就辞退(从爱情的角度上来说:就是想爱就爱、想离就离),权比法大,象玩游戏似的,这样公平吗?请你不仿自问。请你给我时间,让我慢慢地忘掉过去,慢慢地迎接你给我们带来的新的挑战,我们为你而付出。
有时候,他会很情绪化或内心的感觉起伏不定,或许是恋情(应聘录用、招兵买马)的失败阴影犹在,尽管他用理智克制,但偶尔在你面前还会任性起来。感谢你对他的包容,实在令我“哑口无言”。
昨天的谈话,使我惧怕自己达不到你心目中理想的感情境界——彼此相融,不依靠、不占有、不主宰对方。我害怕自己放纵的写法,更怕误了自我充实以致于间接损害到我们的感情,最终我还是听你的话,叫我不做贵公司的工作,我们就不做了,你们还要我怎么样,难道想要我们的命吗?太厉害了,这里的权威主义者,但我还要感谢您,感谢您为我所做的一切,感谢我自己及时为你所写出的辞职信,因为这样您就会很高兴地向您地领导请功了,或者说你已经辞退了那个懒汉之类的。总的来说我很高兴地告诉你,我们不会闭门造车、也不会固步自封,我们永远都要注重细节、提高我们的服务质量。
你或许不知,最让我对我们的感情有喜悦、踏实感觉的是在我们共同学习的那一段时光。记得两年前的某一天,我们一起看画展,红色的地毯上金色灯光下的你,对我有着莫名其妙的引力。我想,以后我们应一起去看些剧展、展览,或一起象现在一样爬爬格子,不是很好吗?
最近我们都是到网巴或者商场免费教一下这些玩乐者或者营业员做点有益的工作,可是这又有谁能理解这一切呢?当然,有时也会有很善解人意的,偶尔会施舍一餐饭吃的老板,感谢上帝,让我近日来拥有了那么多的美好的事物。
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在此请你好好学习,听你的执权者的话,否则,你或者又要伤害更多的人!祝福你(贵司)商祺。让我们彼此之间的服务从心开始!
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想知后事如何?请阅读第【七十一】章分解
This afternoon I wanted to sleep comfortably and wake up to look at themselves in the mirror and feel that they go to bed when the time was the best, but can not let you take a look at. Two years ago, you took down the stairs onto the letter, read after Huangsi feel faint dream, I would like to tell you that the letter is not nausea, and very mild expression, but to help digestion. Now, you smile and floating in my eyes, shining Shuoshuo I Yiluanqingmi.
On that day, the company you ask me about your letter and in his letter of confession, so I wrapped the long-reserved and immediately Lengmo caving, I can no longer care to make every effort to observe that the psychological Road maximum security. On the one hand, I am surprised at your love, your mind, your learned, on the one hand, I fear that if they are to bear Zukan you love.
In fact, in the bottom of my heart is still owe you a sense of shame, if not the feelings of those previous events, I will have you completely full, warm feelings. I have to pay your company (so far) is far greater than a certain number of people in the past (after all, but I am grateful to these people because these people can do to your man, that is the modern state’s private bodyguard at public expense), I am a firm and the people (those who work honestly, because you do not like, I do not want to associate), and you are not the slightest injury, said the dismissal of a person on the dismissal (of love from the perspective of speaking: that is like Love to Love, would like to leave from), the right than the law, such as playing games like that this fair? You do not like ourselves. Please give me time for me to forget the past, you slowly bring us to meet the new challenges, we pay you.
Sometimes, he will be very emotional feeling inside or fluctuating, perhaps love (recruiting candidates, recruit) still ringing in the shadow of the failure, even though he restraint as well as a rational, but occasionally in front of you it will be willful. Thank you for his accommodation, and they make me "speechless."
Yesterday’s remarks made me worry that they can not do you have in mind the feelings of the ideal realm - blending with each other and not to rely on, not to occupy, not to dominate the other. I am afraid to indulge their own ways of writing, but also afraid of the misuse of self-enrichment result in indirect damage to our feelings and eventually I was listening to you, you told me to do the work that we do not, you kind of how I would also like to Do we want to kill it? Too much, here’s authoritarianism, but I would also like to thank you, thank you for everything I did, I thank you in a timely manner to write a letter of resignation because it would be very happy you are to your place Please leadership of the gong, or you have dismissed the lazy type. On the whole I am pleased to tell you that we will not work behind closed doors will not rest on its laurels, we must always pay attention to details and improve our quality of service.
Maybe you do not know, let me most of us have the joy of feeling, the feeling at ease in our common learning that a period of time. I remember one day two years ago, we look at the exhibition, the red carpet of golden light you, I have inexplicable gravity. I think we should be together after the show to see some shows, exhibitions, or as together now climbing Page Zi, is not very good?
We have recently been to Pakistan or the network of shopping centers to teach these free play or salesperson who do useful work, but who can understand it and do all this? Of course, sometimes there are very Shanjierenyi, occasionally eat a meal of charity boss, thank God, let me in recent days have so many good things.
Here you can learn, you listen to the enforcement of the right to do the job, or else, or you have to hurt more people! Bless you (your company) are Brooke. Let us each other’s services start from the heart!
I wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
