我求求你……你听我说吧，我这个人算完了，再也忍受不住了！今天幻想着坐在她的房里……我坐着，她弹着琴，弹了各式各样的曲子，可支支曲子全都触动了我的心事！全都！全都！……你看怎么办？……她的小妹妹在我怀里打扮布娃娃。热泪涌进我的眼眶。我低下了头，目光落在她的结婚戒指上……我的泪水滚落下来……这当儿，她突然弹起那支熟识而美妙的曲调，我的灵魂顿时感到极大的安慰，往事立刻一件件浮上心头，我回忆起了初次听见这支曲调的美好日子，想到了后来的暗淡时日，想起了最终的不快和失望，以及……我在房里来回急走。心儿紧迫得几至于窒息。
“看在上帝的份上，”我嚷道，情绪激动地冲她跑去，“看在上帝的份上，别弹啦！”
她停了下来，怔怔地望着我。
“维持，”她笑吟吟地说，这笑一直刺进了我心里，“维持，听说你病得很厉害啊，连自己最喜爱的东西也讨厌起来了。回去吧，我求求你安安静静！“
我一下子从她身边走开，并且……上帝呵，你看见了我的痛苦，请你快快结束它吧。
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“难道你的意思是叫我不要写了。”“不、不是这样，我是希望你写得完美一些，看看有否编辑部看中你的名著，给予你真正的爱，真正的付酬的爱。因为我们都看过你的诗词等作品，真的是很有含意，内涵深刻，非同一般。”
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“哦，或者你过奖了，谢谢。”
“嗯！不要谦虚谨慎吗？开放点、你会写得更好的！”
“谢谢！”
她的形象四处在追逐着我！不论我醒着还是做梦，都充满我整个心灵！现在，当我闭上双眼，在这儿，在聚集着我的内视力的额头中，便显现出她那双黑色的明眸来。就在这儿啊！我无法向你表达清楚。每当我阖上眼，它们就出现在这里，在我面前，在我心中，静静地如一片海洋，一道深谷，填满了我额头里的所有感官。
人，这个受到赞美的半神，他究竟算个什么！他不是在正好需要力量的当儿，却缺少力量么？当他在欢乐中向上飞升，或在痛苦中向下沉沦时，他都渴望自己能融汇进无穷的宇宙中去，可偏偏在这一刹那，他不是又会受到羁押，重行恢复迟钝的、冰冷的意识么？
想知后事如何？请阅读第【六十九】章分解
I beg you ... ... you hear me say, this man I count the end, could no longer put up with it! Today, sitting in her fantasy of the room ... ... I sat, she Qin impact, the shells of all kinds of music, song support teams are touched my heart! All! All! ... ... How do you do? ... ... Her little sister in my arms up doll. Tears into my eyes. I lowered his head, eyes fell on her wedding ring on my ... ... ... ... tears rolled down this moment, she suddenly flew up teams that are familiar and beautiful melody, the soul of a sudden I felt great comfort in the past Once a floating pieces of my heart, I recalled the first time to hear this melody of the good old days, think of a bleak time later, the thought of the end of the unhappy and disappointed, and I am in the room ... ... Jizou back and forth. Heart was urgent number of As suffocation.
"For God’s sake," I cried, emotional and washed her back and forth, "For God’s sake, do not bomb!"
She stopped, looked at me and Zheng Zheng.
"Maintain," she said smiling, laughing This has been a Cijin my heart, "to maintain, you are very sick, ah, even their favorite things up hate. You go back, I beg you, an quiet Quiet! "
I once walked away from her, and ... ... Oh God, you see my pain, please let it end as soon as possible.
"Do you mean to tell me not to write." "No, this is not the case, I hope you write is perfect, just to see whether you see the editorial department of the famous, to give you real love, real pay Love. Because we all read your poetry, and other works really well meaning, in-depth connotation, is unusual. "
"Oh, you or flattering, thank you."
"Ah! Modest and prudent not it? Open, you will write better!"
"Thank you!"
Her image in the chasing me around! Whether I am awake or dreaming, I have a whole heart! Now, when I close their eyes, here, gathered in a vision in my forehead, then she showed her to Mingmou black. Ah here! I can not tell you clearly. Every time I closed eyes, they appear here, in front of me, in my mind, was quietly as the sea, a deep valley, filled my forehead all the senses.
, By the praise of God and a half, what he really count! He is not exactly in need of the moment force, but lack the strength you? When he was in the joy of soaring upward, or pain in the sink, he had his own desire to integrate into the infinite universe, but in this moment, he will not be in custody and re-restore the slow, cold The sense of it?
I wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
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