第二天，我到了编辑部里，埋头做着我的编辑与写稿的工作，门踟的一声响，我抬头一看，却发现晶爽V一见我脸就通红了，我也有点不好意思，但我还是轻轻地对她说了声“谢谢”。
正当我沉浸在初恋的甜蜜中时，却发现晶爽V好象变了，见了我也不再说话，对我礼貌客气得像见了陌生人，我虽然觉得奇怪，但也没有怎么在意。
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半个月后，我的奇怪终于有了答案：武汉正在飘雪的时候，她的手上已经戴上了叶子早早就为她买的那双手套——她们车成了公开的恋人。
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我的心快要踤了，难道我苦等的是这种结果吗？好长一段时间，我都不敢去编辑室，都是在外面写稿，我怕见晶爽V那俊秀却冷漠的脸，我怕叶子那满足而夸张的大笑。我明白一厢情愿地爱一个人是没有任何意义的，我虽然喜欢她，而她却只能给我一个长辈般的关怀，是我误解了她。
这样一想，虽然很心痛，我也就释然了。但我不能没有女朋友，我要让晶爽V知道除了她我还会找到更优秀的女人做朋友，一个北方的女孩对我一直很好，她幽默而且很神气，也很善解人意。上大二不久，我们就开始成为了好朋友，虽然我深知，我从没有真正地投入接受过她，自从受到她的打击之后。
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以后，我在编辑室里和晶爽V见面时，我们都会有说有笑，或者是微笑着点了点头，但那例行公事的笑容有着冬天般的寒冷，我们的关系就这样冷冰冰地持续到她大学毕业的前夕。
1991年7月2日是晶爽V离开武汉城里被分配到北京的日子。她走那天，记者团的全体成员，以及她的好同学、老乡都去车站为她送行，我夹在人群中看着她和送行的人手握着手聊着，看着他一脸真诚的忧虑。我的心也仿佛被什么东面楸痛，毕竟她是我的初恋啊！我突然发现她的目光越过那么多人在焦急地寻找，我很迷惑：她的男朋友不就在身边吗？当她的目光移到我的跟前时，总要做一下停留。现在回想起来，那种停留有着多么非富的内含呀！我分明感到，在注视我时她对别人的敷衍和心不在焉。
火车快要开了，她恋恋不舍地上了火车，本来他的座位不靠窗，但他换了靠窗的位置，她和车下送行的人一一握别，我发现了她眼中的泪花，突然，她大声地站在远处正注视着我喊着：“罗俊，过来？”我过去了，发现她看我的眼神中有一种明亮的伤痛和热烈。我踮起脚尖，以便能听清楚她的话，而她，把她的那健美的身躯和英俊的面孔从车窗中伸出来，俯身到了我跟前，在我光洁的额头，重重地一吻，长长地一吻，顿时车上车下死一般的寂寞，我不知所措地闭上了双眼，这时，我听见了掌声，潮水般热烈的掌声，那是同学们在为她的行为鼓掌呢！她用一种只有我一个人能听见的声音说：“这是我两年来唯一的缺憾，今天，我补上了。”看着她含情脉脉的眼神，我似乎失去男人的个性，眼泪禁不住往下流。
火车开了，载着她越走越远，而她眼神中的难舍难分却十分清楚地印在了我的脑中。回到宿舍，我摸了摸额头，她的热吻似乎还在。我打开了箱子，拿出了那个我一直不敢动也不愿动的音乐盒，打开盖子，将小人儿放在圆盘上，顿时，那首古老的经典英文歌曲充满了整个屋子，音乐声中，我又想起了那个迷途的夜晚，还有我情窦初开的生日，我沉浸在音乐中，感情在乐曲中起伏，我将头埋在掌中，任泪水悄悄滑落。“她既然那么喜欢我，为什么不表白呢？”难道她还一个男孩冲动地对她说：“我爱你吗？”，这是一般人的表达方式，我军文学人才，难道还有什么特别吗？我正陷入沉思默想中，音乐结束了，突然响起了一个声音，一个我再熟悉不过的声音，那磁性的声音曾多少次牵我梦魂：“罗俊，我爱你，做我的男女好吗？如果愿意，就请送我一支笔与一张纸，画上你那含情脉脉的眼神，一但笑起来,就会让它形成一条线，因为这条线代表着一生的牵挂！”
想知后事如何？请阅读第【六十七】章分解
The next day, I went to the editorial department, working hard at doing my writing and editing work, a sound hesitant door, I looked up and found crystal V Shuang I see a face on a red, and I a little bit embarrassed , But I gently told her that the sound of "Thank you."
Just when I immersed in the first love of sweet, they found crystal Shuang V seems to have changed, I met with is no longer speak to me as a kind of courtesy meeting with a stranger, although I find it strange, but it does not care how.
After half a month, I finally made the surprising answer: Wuhan is flurries, her hands have been put on the leaves early for her to buy a pair of gloves - they become open car lovers.
My heart is about the butt, should I wait for the outcome of this is it? Good for a long time, I do not dare to edit rooms, all writing on the outside, I was afraid of meeting Jing Shuang V handsome but cold face, I am afraid that leaves to meet and exaggerated laugh. I understand that wishful thinking to love a person is of no significance, though I like her, and she only give me as a elder care, I misunderstood her.
I would like to do, although the very heart, I will be relieved of. But I can not not have a girlfriend, I want to make crystal V Shuang In addition to her that I know will be found better to be friends with a woman, a girl in the north have been very good to me, her humor and a very spirited, very Shanjierenyi. In the near future on the sophomore, we started to become a good friend of mine, although I know that I have never truly accepted into her, since she’s been following the blow.
, In the editing room and my crystal Shuang V meet, we will Youshuoyouxiao or nodded with a smile, but the routine has a smile as the cold winter, our relationship was so cold and continued until her On the eve of the university.
July 2, 1991 Shuang V crystal is to leave the city of Wuhan was assigned to Beijing time. Her that day, all members of the group Reporters, as well as her classmates, all fellow to the station for her to see him off, I caught her looking at the crowd and the staff was seen off at Wo Zhuoshou chatting, watching his face and sincere concern. My heart also seems to be what the east of Catalpa pain, after all, she is my first love ah! I suddenly found her eyes across so many people anxiously looking for, I am confused: her boyfriend is not on my side? When she moved to the eyes in front of me, do you stay in total. We have also learned that the kind of have to stay how it includes the non-rich! I am clear in my attention when she was perfunctory and absent-minded others.
The train is about to open, and she reluctantly on the floor of the train, he would have no window seat, but he changed the location of the window, and her car was seen off at the next one by one people shake hands at parting, I found her in the eyes of tears, all of a sudden, she Loud standing in the distance are watching, I shouted: "Luo Jun, over?" I have passed, I found her eyes in a bright and warm pain. I tiptoe in order to be able to listen to her, and she, her body and that body-building handsome face sticking out from the window, leaned over to me in front, bright and clean in my forehead, and many a kiss, And a long kiss, and suddenly the car under the car’s lonely death, I know what to do and closed his eyes, when I heard the applause, warm applause as the tide, it is the students in acts of applause for her It! She is only one person I can hear the voice said: "This is my only regret the past two years, and today I make up the." Feelings tenderness at her eyes, I seem to have lost a man’s personality, tears Can not help down stream.
Train, carrying her further and further away, and she has eyes in the Nanshenanfen very clearly printed on my brain. Back to the hostel, I touched his forehead, she still seems to be the Rewen. I opened the box and come up with that I have been afraid to move do not want to move the music box, open the lid, small children will be placed on the disc, All of a sudden, that the first ancient Chinese classic songs as a whole house full of music Sound, I thought of that night’s Lost, and I Qingdouchukai birthday, I am immersed in music, music in the emotional ups and downs in my head buried in hands, and the tears quietly slide. "Since then she liked me, why do not declare?" Is she an impulse to the boys, she said: "I love you?" This is a general expression, the literature of our military personnel, are there any special right ? I am a Chensimoxiang, the music is over, a voice suddenly sounded, I am a familiar voice, that magnetic voice, how many times have I led Menghun: "Luo Jun, I love you, I do Men and women, please? If you wish, please send me a pen and piece of paper, draw your eyes Feelings of tenderness, but a laugh, it will form a line, because this line represents the life of About! "
I wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
