是的，就是这样，正如自然界已经转入冬天的今日，我的心中和我的周围也已经拥有一派冬意。我的树叶即将枯黄，而邻近我的那些树木却在落叶了。我上次刚到此地，不是对你的讲了一个青年农民么？这次在北京我又打听他的情况，人家告诉我，他已经被解雇了；此外就谁也不肯再讲什么。昨天，在通往邻村的路上，我碰见了他，与他打招呼，他于是给我讲了他的故事，要是我现在在讲给你听，你将很容易理解，这个故事为何令我感动不已。可是，我干吗要讲这一切，干吗不把所有令我担忧、令我难受的事情藏在自己的心中，而要让你和我一样不痛快呢？干吗我要给你一次又一次的机会，让你来怜悯我。骂我呢？随它去吧，这也许也是我命中注定了的！
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经我问起，这青年农民才带着默默的哀愁——我看还有几分羞怯——讲起他自己的事。但一讲开，他就突然象重新认识了自己和我似的，态度变得坦率起来，向我承认了自己的错误，并开始抱怨他的不幸。我的朋友，我现在请你来判断他的每一句话吧！
他承认，不，他是带着一种回忆往事的甜蜜和幸福的神情在追述，他对自己女东家的感情如何与日俱增，弄到后来六神无主，不知道自己该做什么，该说什么。他吃不进，喝不下，睡不着，嗓子眼好似给堵住了一样。人家不让他做的事，他做了；人家吩咐他做的事，他又给忘了，恰似象有个恶灵附了体，直到有一天，他知道她在楼阁上，便跟着追了去，或者更确切地说，被吸引了过去。由于她怎么也听不到他的请求，他自己也不知怎么搞的，竟想对她动起莽撞来；不过上帝作证，他对她的存心始终是正大光明的，别无其他欲念，只是想娶她做老婆，让她和他一起过日子而已。因为已经讲了相当久，他开始结巴起来，就想一个还有话讲但又不好出口的人似的。最后，他还是很难为情地向我坦白，她准许了他对自己作一些小小的亲热表示，他仍然是象过去一样地去爱她，尊重她，要不是为了叫我相信他并非完全是个头脑发昏的家伙，他才不会把这些事泄密出来呐。
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喏，好朋友，我又要重弹我永远弹不厌的老调了：要是我能让你想象出这当时站在我跟前、眼下也仍象是站在我眼前的人是个啥样子的，那该多好呵！要是我能正确地讲述一切，让你感觉出我是如何同情他的命运，不得不同情他的命运，那该有多好呵！总之由于你了解了我的命运，也了解我本人，你就会十分清楚地知道，是什么使我的心向着一切不幸者，尤其是这个不幸的青年农民。
我在此重读此信息时，发现了自己忘记了讲故事的结尾；而结尾是如何，我们是很容易猜想的。女东家没有同意他，她的弟兄也插了手。此人早就恨他，早就巴不得把他捧走，生怕自己的姐姐一改嫁，他的孩子们就失去了财产继承权；他本身没有子女，所以他们眼下是大有望头的，这位舅老爷不久便赶走了年青人，并且大肆张扬，闹得女东家本人即便是再想找他回去也不可能了，眼下她已经顾了一个长工；而为着这个长工，据说她又和她的弟弟闹翻了。人家断定她会嫁给他，可是他弟弟却死也不答应。
我对你讲的这一切绝无夸大，绝无涂脂抹粉；相反，倒可以说讲得不好，不来劲，而且是用我们听习惯了的无伤大雅的语言在讲，也就失去了原有的情趣。
这样的爱情，这样的心情，这样的忠心，这样的热诚，才不是诗人杜撰得出来的哩！如此纯真的情感，只存在于那个被我们称为没教养的人，实际上是被教养成一塌糊涂的人！因为他们小城的那里是挂着羊头卖狗肉（其实是一个国有重要的国家机关或者说是公司，却在做着私人的买卖，或者说黑暗中操作，转换一下形式，也就是杀人不见血的场所，因为法律对于他们来说已经没有用，知法犯法、无恶不作的鬼地方公司），亲爱的读者，你们知道那里是这样就行，千万不要说出去，否则，你会是与我一样的下场，毕竟那里不容存在实事求是、学雷锋、干实业、为人民群众着想的人，那里的人都是花钱或者说用公款在干像间牒一样的地下工作。亲爱的读者，请你继续毕恭毕敬地读完这个故事吧，我求你。今天由于我写下了它，心情格外的平静；再说，你从我的字迹里也看得出，我可不是象平时那样心慌意乱，信手涂鸦的呵。我们是经过细致的调研、推敲而总结出来的结果。除非你喜爱在那里做牛做马或者说有亲朋好友呆在上头或者里面有人在关照着你，象春天的太阳一样温暖着你。读吧，亲爱的威廉，并且在读的时候想着，将来也会一样，或者说创造出自己的实业；只是我不如这个贫苦的不幸者一半勇敢，一半坚决，我几乎没有拿自己与他相比的勇气。
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若想知后事如何？请阅读第【四十八】章分解
Yes, that is the case, just as nature had been transferred to the winter of today, my mind and my surroundings have also been one of winter. My brown leaves soon, and I am near to those of the deciduous trees are. I first came here last time, you are not speaking of a young farmers what? This time in Beijing and I asked him, they told me that he had been fired; In addition to what no one refused to talk about it anymore. Yesterday, leading to the village on the road, I met him and greeted him, so he told me his story, if I tell you now, you will easily understand why this story touched me About. However, I have to say why all of this, why do not all worry about me, I am uncomfortable things hidden in their hearts, and let you and I do not like it happy? Why I want to give you time and time again the opportunity for you to have mercy on me. Criticize me? Go with it, this is what I may be the fate of the!
After I asked this young farmers who only brought the sad - I do have a bit shy - talking about his own business. However, a talk-opened, all of a sudden he would like to know myself and I like that attitude has become frankly, I have to admit its own mistakes, and began to complain about his misfortune. My friends, I now call upon you to judge his every word you!
He acknowledged that, no, he is Huiyiwangshi with a sweet and well-being at the back expression, and his female boss’s feelings of how the growing Liushenwuzhu get later, do not know what to do, what to say. He does not eat into the drink at least, can not sleep, as if his voice to the eye, like a block. They let him do that he has done; he told them to do, he forgot to add, like evil spirits like to have a body of laws, until one day, he knew she was in the pavilion, will follow up the , Or rather, was attracted in the past. She is also due to how he did not hear the request, I do not know how he’s out, she would like her to move from rash; God to give evidence, however, he was her intention has always been above board, there is no other desire but His wife to marry her, let her live with him only. Because it has made quite a long time, he began to stammer a little bit up and wanted to put it but there are a good person like exports. Finally, he was very embarrassing to me to be honest, she was allowed to make his own small intimate that he is still the same as in the past to love her, respect her, but for me to believe that he is not entirely mind Fahun guy, he would not leak these things out na.
Well, good friends, I have to repeat I will not object to the shells of the same old tune: If I let you imagine it at the time I stood in front, at the moment is still as I stood in front of people who look like Gesha that the Oh well! If I can talk about everything correctly, you how I feel out of sympathy for his fate, he had sympathy for the fate of that how well the Oh! In short as you know my fate, and I know you will very clearly know that what makes my heart toward all those who, unfortunately, in particular, the unfortunate young farmers.
I re-read this information, found themselves forgotten at the end of the story; and how at the end, we can easily guess the. Female boss did not agree with him that her brother also play a hand. Who have long hated him and wished him long to win, for fear that his sister a remarried, his children will lose the right to inherit property; he does not have children, they are now expected to be the first large, the old uncle Soon to get rid of the young people, and much publicity, much female boss, even if I was looking for and then he can not go back, and now she has a long-term employment Gu; and for this a long-term employment, it is said she and her brother A falling out. She concluded that they would marry him, but his brother has promised not to die.
I have to tell you of all this is no exaggeration, no whitewash; on the contrary, it can be said to speak well, not in high spirits, and we are accustomed to listening to the innocuous language, it lost its original taste .
Such love, such a mood, such loyalty, such enthusiasm is not only a poet coined by the mile! So pure emotion, that only exists in our education not known, was actually a mess of people into education! Because of the small town where the hanging is trying to sell some (in fact a major state-owned or state organs, said the company, but in doing private sale, or to operate in the dark, change the form, that is, not murder Blood place because the law for them, no, to break the law, stop at no evil ghost of local companies), dear reader, you know where this is on the line, do not say that out, otherwise you will be with me in the end, After all, there should not exist and seeking truth from facts, learning from Lei Feng, dry industrial, for the sake of the people, there are people who spend money or to use public funds in stem as the same dispatch between the underground. Dear readers, please continue to read this story very respectful, and I beg you. I write today because of it, especially feelings of calm; say, from my writing you can see where I was not as nervous as usual distraught, the graffiti readily Oh. We are, after careful study, scrutiny and sum up the results. Unless you love to do, where oxen and horses, or have friends and family to stay inside the top or someone you care, as the spring sun warm you like. Reading it, my dear William, and the time when thinking about the future will be the same, or create their own industry; I am just as the poor are half Unfortunately, courageous, resolute half, I almost did not take his own when compared with the Courage.
I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
