所有的事情都让人担心，更叫我生气，因为每天都要为柴米油盐而担忧。今天我在大街上碰见A小姐，忍不住招呼了她。一但我们离开人群远了点，我就向她发泄，对她最近的那次态度的不满。
“啊，维持，”她语气亲切地说，“既然你了解我的心，怎么还能这样解释我当时的狼狈不安呢？从我跨进大厅的一刻起，我就多么为你难受啊！我已预见到后来发生的一切，话到嘴边无数次，只差对你讲出来。我知道，S小姐和T小姐宁肯带着她们的男人退场，也绝不愿和你在一起。我知道，C伯也不好得罪他们……眼下可热闹啦！”
“眼下怎样了，A小姐？”我问，同时掩饰着内心的恐惧；而前天C小姐给我讲的一切，此刻就象沸腾的开水似地在我血管里急速地流动起来。
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“你可害得我好苦啊！”说着说着，可爱的人儿眼里就噙满了泪水。
我再控制不住自己，一直就准备跪倒在她的脚下。
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“请你有话就说出来吧，”我嚷道。
泪珠顺着她的脸庞往下淌，我完全失去了自制。她擦着眼泪，一点没有掩饰的意思。
“你知道我姑妈，”她开始讲，“当时她也在场，并且以怎样的目光盯着你悦！维持，我昨天晚上好不容易才熬过来，今天又为你挨了一次训。我还不得不听着她贬低你，诽谤你，一点儿也不能为你辩解，也不好为你辩解。”
A小姐说的每一句话，都象剑一样刺痛我的心。她体会不到，如果不提这一切对我来说将是多么大的仁慈。现在她又告诉我，人家还有哪些流言蜚语，以及谁谁将因此洋洋得意。她说，那些早就指责我傲气和目中无人的家伙，眼下对于我受的报应真是心花怒放，乐不可支，听着她，威廉，听着她以怀着真诚同情的声调讲这些……我当时气愤得肺都要暴炸了，眼下仍然是努火中烧。我那会儿真希望有谁能站出来指责我，这样我便可以一刀竭穿他；也许会见了血，我的心中会好受些。呵，我曾上百次地抓起刀来，想要刺破自己的喉舌，以舒心中的闷气。人们常说有一种宝马，当骑手骐赶过急，它便会本能地咬破自己的血管，使呼吸变得舒畅一些。我的情形也就如此，真巴不得切开自己的一条动脉，以便获得永恒的自由。
A小姐很快又转换了话题，因为A小姐总是喜欢喧嚷自己的家庭是如何的完美，爱情是如何的和谐，接着她又开始啰哆起来，说道：“每次，作为妻子——我和丈夫亲完热之后，我，便匆匆要穿上衣服。由于工作的压力和儿子又小，开始我也没有感觉到不适，只是觉得生活多一份沉重，少一份浪漫。也有怀念的时候，一次，上小学的儿子被外婆接回家去了，晚上，与丈夫默默无闻地吃完晚饭，我们四目相视，心里都有了渴望。上了床，由于没有儿子在身旁，妻子——我，在他的爱抚下，暂暂地开始肆无忌惮地呻吟着，我们体会到一种久违的激情。完事后，妻子——我，习惯性地拿起了睡衣，丈夫轻轻按住了我的手，我明白了丈夫的意思，妻子放下了睡衣，轻轻地偎在丈夫的怀里。可是却翻转不停，无法入睡。我也是一样，好不容易睡着，却恶梦连连，总梦见自己在冰冷的水中游泳，惊醒过来才发现丈夫已经穿上了睡衣。”
我听着、听着，感觉到有点平淡，于是也没有接小姐的话题，再谈下去，只是点了点头……。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【四十三】章分解
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All the things people are worried me more angry because every day Chaimiyouyan to worry about. Today, I met on the street, Miss A, could not resist greeting her. Once we leave the crowd far, I vent to her on her recent dissatisfaction with that attitude.
"Ah, to maintain" cordial tone, she said, "Now that you know my heart, so how can I explain the confusion at the time of this unrest? From the moment I stepped into the hall, I was on how hard you ah! I Have foreseen what happened later, to the mouth so many times, you just speak out. I know, S and T Miss Miss would rather take their man out, must also do not want to be with you. I know, Peter C is not good to offend them ... ... can be busy at the moment! "
"What a moment, A Miss?" I asked, at the same time a sense of fear to cover up; Miss C and the day before yesterday I said to all, as the moment of boiling water on my Side to the rapid blood flow up.
"You can Haide Kua me!" She said, the lovely eyes of the person on hold in mouth full of tears.
I would like to own himself, has been prepared to kneel at her feet.
"Please say if you come out," I cried.
Along the tears drip down her face, I lost all self-made. She wiped tears, is not meant to cover up.
"You know I aunt," she began, "She was also present at the time and attention focused on how to please you! Maintain, last night I managed to get through, you got time for training. I can not She is not listening to you play down, slander you, you can not be a little excuse, not a good excuse for you. "
Miss A said that every word, the same as the sword hurt my heart. She can not understand if they do not mention this to me is how much mercy. Now she told me what other people gossip, and therefore will Shuishui triumphantly. She said that those who have long accused me of arrogance and arrogant guy, for the moment I am really Xinhuanufang of retribution, Lebukezhi, listening to her, William, listened to her with a tone of sincere sympathy for those speakers ... ... I get angry at the time of lung All the explosive, hard at the moment is still burned in the fire. I really hope that that time has come forward who can blame me, so I will be able to blow through his exhaust; may be met with blood, my mind something good about them. Oh, I have grabbed a knife to hundred years, wants to pierce his mouthpiece in order to feel in the heart. It is often said that there is a BMW, when the riders out too Qi, it will try to bite through their own blood vessels, so that some breathing become comfortable. My situation is this, really look forward to an open their arteries, in order to gain eternal freedom.
A Miss quickly changed the subject, as Miss A clamor always like their family is perfect, love is the harmony, and then she began to quiver Hello, said: "Every time, as his wife - and I End-hot husband, I will rush to wear clothes. As a result of the pressure and small son, I have not started to feel unwell, just think of life more than a heavy, a little romantic. There are also memorable, First, the primary school was the son of grandmother went home at night, with her husband, unknown to eat dinner, we head the four-phase, as the heart of the desire to have. On the bed, in the absence of his son beside him, his wife -- I, in his caressing, temporary respite to the beginning of wanton groaned, we feel the passion of a long time. End afterwards, his wife - I habitually take up the pajamas, my husband gently holding down the Hand, I understand the meaning of her husband, a wife to lay down their pajamas, cuddle gently in the arms of her husband. But it turned non-stop, unable to sleep. I was like, finally fell asleep, nightmares, The total dreamed that in the cold water swimming, woke up and found her husband had been put on a gown. "
I listened, and listened, and felt a little flat, so do not miss the next topic, go back, just nodded his head ... ....
I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
