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第41章:爱我就给我


“您了解我们的特殊处境,”他说,“我发现,参加聚会的各位对您在场感到不满。我本人可是说什么也不想……。”

“阁下,”我夺过了话题说,“千万请您原谅;我早该想到才是呀。不过我知道,您会准许我失礼的。我本早想告辞,却让一个恶灵给留住了。”我微笑着补充道,同时鞠了一躬。

C伯含意深长地紧紧握着我的手。我不声不响地出了一帮贵族聚会的大厅,到得门外,坐上一辆轻便的电动车。向着M地驾驶而去。在那儿,我一边从山上观赏落日,一边读我的诗篇,听他歌唱******又是如何的款待*******了。看来一切都是如此的美好啊。

旁晚回到住所吃饭,在客厅里已只余下几个人。他们都挤在一个角落里掷骰子,把卓布都翻了过去,这当儿为人乐观、勤俭、诚恳、极具爱心的李振群走进来,脱下她干农活回来的草帽,一见我就靠拢来低声说:

“你碰钉子了?”

“我?”我问。

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“可不是,C伯把你从聚会里赶出来啦。”

“见他们的鬼去!”我说。“我倒宁肯出来呼吸新鲜的空气呐。”

“这样就好了,你能不再乎?”他说,“可令我讨厌的是,眼下已经闹得满城风雨。”

“不会吧,我们那有这么大的魔力。”

“这就是我们合作起来的动力,看我们一起做得多好呀,连雀巢也放在校园里飞翔。”

到这时候,我才感觉不自在起来。所有来进餐的人都盯着我瞧,我想原因就在这里吧!这才叫恼人呵,就是有活给我们干,可就没有薪金给我们,最起码也得给老总——我,一个人的薪金呀。

甚至于今天,我走到那儿,那儿的人都对我表示同情;我还听见一些本来嫉恨我的人在洋洋得意地讲:“这下瞧见了,那种妄自尊大的家伙会有怎样的下场。他们凭着点儿小聪明就自以为了不起,把一切全不放在眼中……。”诸如此类的混帐话还有的是。我真恨不得抓起刀来,刺进自己的心窝里去;要知道你们尽可以说什么自行其是,不予理睬,可我倒想看看,有谁能忍受占了上风的无赖们(或者说是是人们叫的经理)对自己与他人说东道西。他们的话要是凭空捏造,事后制造条件,谋害他人(或者说对他有竞争力的同事),唉,那也倒罢了,我们实在也是没有什么办法,因为他的权力与物力及财力大于一切。

C伯接着说算了,不要计较这么多,这是社会的现实,那个愿意把胶椅让出来?说到底就是权力相争、地位相斗、有权就有钱。我给你讲个故事开开心吧。

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在我还年轻的时候,我与我的爱人(她是个离过婚的女人)相爱了,因为彼此之间需要,我们很快就适应了,在生活的繁琐和工作的压力中,我们像大多数夫妻一样过着平淡而实在的日子,彼此之间的亲情代替了激情,这其中,我们努力赚钱买了一套商品房,双方的老人陆续去世,我们又把他们的后事一一料理好了。倒是她带来的儿子争气,学习成绩从小学到高中一直在年级名列前茅,让我们感受到了生活的希望。不知不觉我们已经步入了老年人了,我开始华发早生,而妻子曾经光洁的脸也松弛和斑驳许多,终于,儿子以优良的成绩考取了北京的一所大学。儿子走了,家里突然空旷了许多,过去我们来去匆匆,似乎都是为了儿子,每天要按时起床,按时上下班,为了儿子而煮饭,周末还要陪儿子去家教。可现在,回到家里,我们夫妻俩回到家里,两人吃过饭后,突然间不知该做些什么了。有时感觉到空荡荡的,有时突然间有想起了,在一起做爱,原来我的爱人也还要享受性福,她的力量让我无法低估。

“呵!C伯你原来,还真有一套,爱情也会有重来时,你不感觉到:爱上别人曾爱过的女人吗?C伯回应道:这是她的自愿,我的相投,彼此相爱才能结合,虽然后来只是培养她带来的儿子。”

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“C伯你不感觉到:为她培养带来的儿子而感到烦恼吗?”

“有时会有的,但这都是命中注定,他摇了摇头!妻子一开始还是很不习惯的,因为有了儿子在身边,总觉得像是有一双眼睛在看着他们,她就像是必须分成两半,一半给儿子,一半给我,而更多的是给儿子,因此更不能像她年青一样而嫰了,我有时还看到她曾多次为了我而裸呢,她有一次还说,亲爱的,等儿子上大学了,她又会像没有结男人——我而裸,与我自由自在地生活了。”

若想知后事如何?请阅读第【四十二】章分解

"Do you understand our particular situation," he said, "I found that the party that you are not satisfied at the scene. But I do not want to say anything ... ...."
"Sir," I grabbed the topic of "never forgive you; I should have thought of it is. But I know that you will allow me the breach of etiquette. I would like to leave early, let an evil spirit to retain Of. "I smiled and added a bow at the same time.
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"You hit a snag?"
"I am?" I asked.
"No, C Peter you come out from the gathering in."
"They see the ghost!" I said. "I would rather come out to breathe fresh air na."
"That’s all you can no longer even?" He said, "I hate that now has caused uproar in town."
"Let not, then we have so much magic."
"This is our co-operation with the power to see us do more Yes, Nestle has not even fly on campus."
At this point in time, I feel uncomfortable with. All meals to people staring at me Look, I think the reason is right here! This is really annoying Oh, is that we live to do, they can not pay us, at least for a manager - I, a person’s salary it.
Even today, I went there, there are those who express sympathy for me; I have heard some of the resentment of the people I triumphantly: "This is under the see, the kind of self-important guy, how will end. With their small little clever thought on the great, all eyes on the whole do not ... .... "Such words are the bastard yes. I wish I could start with a knife, his heart going Cijin; know that you have to do what it can be said to act willfully ignored, I can Daoxiangkankan, who put up with the rogue who got the upper hand (or is It is called the manager) on their own and others talking-shop. They then fabricated out of thin air if, after the manufacturing conditions, murder another person (or his competitive colleagues), alas, it was just, we can also do nothing about it, because his power and material resources and financial resources greater than all.
C Peter went on to say that just should not care so much, this is the reality of society, and the plastic chairs that are willing to let out? In the final analysis is that the power struggle between, and fight the status, is entitled to the money. I tell you a story you happy.
I was still young at the time, I and my wife (she was a divorced woman) love, because with each other, we quickly adapt to a life of tedious work and pressure, we like Like most of the husband and wife and lived a very dull day, their family instead of passion, which we strive to make money to buy a house, the two sides of the elderly died one after another, we also care of their funeral on January 1 Well. But her son to live up to expectations, from primary to high school academic performance has been among the best in the first year, let us feel the life of hope. We have unwittingly entered the older, I started early as HUAFA Health, and his wife’s face was bright and clean and also to relax many of the mottled, finally, to his son who has passed the good results of a Beijing University. Son left home suddenly open a lot in the past we have come and gone, the son appears, for the purpose, on time every day to get up on time to and from work, in order to cook and son, but also over the weekend to accompany her son to tutor. Can now return home, the couple returned to our home, eating two meals, all of a sudden do not know what to do. Sometimes feel empty, and sometimes there is a sudden thought, with love, the love that I would also like to have sexual access to her strength so that I can not be underestimated.
"Oh! C Bo you turned out a really, would love to have the weight, you do not feel that: people fall in love with the woman you once loved? C Peter replied: This is her voluntary, my congenial , In order to love one another, although the train was only her son. "
"C Bo you do not feel that: In order to train her son are brought about by the trouble?"
"Sometimes there will be, but are doomed, he shook his head! Wife used to start or not, because of his son, always feel like there are a pair of eyes watching them, just as she is To be divided in two, half to the son, give me half, and more to the son and therefore can not be the same as her young and tender, and I sometimes see her on many occasions and I have to bare, she once Also, my dear, such as a son to college, she will not end like a man - and I am naked, and I lived freely. "



I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!