A小姐充满活力地向着周围的人说，“我已经向‘红院’里要求辞职，（可千万不要将我今天讲的话告诉我丈夫，因为我没有告诉她我在‘红院’里干活。）希望能得到批准；我没有事先征得你们的同意，凉必你们不要怪罪于我吧。我反正是非走不可了：而你们为劝我留下不可能讲的话，我也都知道了……对了，请你把此事尽可能委婉地告诉我母亲，我自己是无计可施，如果不能使她称心，那就只求她原谅。”
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自然，这必定会叫她难过；眼看自己的儿子业已开始的做友邦顾问和公使的美好前程就此断送，前功尽弃！你们爱怎么想就怎么想好了，任随想出几多我可以留下和应该留下的前提，一句话，我反正得走。为了让你们得知到我的去向，我就告诉你，这儿有一位博士，他很乐意和我结交。当他得知我辞职以后的打算之后，便邀请我到他的养猪场上去，和他共度明媚的春天。他答应到时候让我自便，加之我们在一起还相互有某种程度的理解，我就想碰碰运气，随他一块儿去。
我的母亲啊，感谢你对我的养育之恩。部长的两封来信。我迟迟未作回答，是因为我把这封信压了下来，一直在等到辞呈批了下来；我担心母亲去找部长，使我的打算难以实现。眼下可好了，辞呈已经摆在眼前。我不想告诉你们，上边是多么的不愿意批准它。以及部长在信中说了些什么话；否则我们又该抱歉了起来。老板给赠给我五千元，作为解雇金，我感动得几乎掉下了眼泪来。这就是说，我不需要母亲再给我寄给我最近信上要的那笔钱了。
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我明天就要离开这里；因为我的故乡离途经的某地只有六里路，我于是打算再去看看它，回忆回忆那些业已逝去的充满幸福梦想的日子。想当年，父亲故去以后，母亲领着我离开可爱的家园，把自己关进城里；如今我又要走进她曾领着我出来的同一道门里去。再见，威廉，我在途中会给你短信的。
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我怀着朝圣者的敬慕的心情，完成了我的故乡之行；一些意想不到的情感曾在我的心中油然而生。在出城向S地走一刻钟处的那株大橙子树旁，我叫的士停了下来。我下了车，打发的士车继续往前走，自己准备步行，以便随心所欲地唤起对往事的回忆，尽情地加以重温。瞧我又站在这大橙子树下啦！小的时候，我曾无数次地以它为散步的终点和目的。世事无常！当初，无知而幸福的我多么渴望到那陌生的世界里去，为我的心找寻丰富的营养，无尽的享受，使我郁闷焦躁的胸怀得以舒畅，得到满足；如今，我从广大的世界上归来，我的朋友呵，可希望已一个个破灭，理想也尽皆消亡！我看见那养猪场在山腰旁，那些山峰仍讥立眼前，我曾多少次希望去攀登它们啊！我曾几小时几小时地坐在这大橙子树下，心儿却已飞过山去，尽情地神游在山后的森林与峡谷中；在我眼前里，它们显得如此亲切，如此神秘。每当到了回家的时刻，我又多么恋恋不舍，不愿离开这可爱的所在呵！
离城越来越近了。所有古老的、熟识的花园小屋都得到了我的问候，而新建的却令我反感，一如其它所有人们造成的变化。我穿过城门，一下子就感觉自己到了家。好朋友，我不想细谈；这些对我具有极大威力的事物，讲出来却十分单调泛味。我决定下塌在市集的广场上，紧靠着我们家的老屋。我在散步时发现，我们被一位认真的老太太寨在里边度过了童年时代的教室，如今已经变成一间杂货店。我回味着在这间小屋里经过的不安，悲伤，迷惘和恐惧。——几乎每跨一步，我都能遇上吸引我注意的事物即使一个朝圣者到了此城，也找不到如许多值得纪念的地方，他的心也很难充满如许多朝圣的激情呵。仅再举千百件经历中的一件为例。我沿河而下，走到了有一个农场的地方；从前我也常来这儿，我们男孩子们练习用扁平的石块在这里的河面上打着水飘儿，还记得那位国家干部吗？他就是出自此地。我还记忆犹新的是，我有时站在江边目送着江水，心中充满了奇妙的预感，脑子里想象着江水正要流去的不可思议的地域，但很快便发现自己的想象力到了尽头；尽管如此，我仍然努力想下去，直到终于忘情在一个看不见的远方。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【四十四】章分解
Miss A dynamic towards the people around said, "I have to ’Red House’ request, the resignation (not to be today, I would say to tell my husband because I did not tell her I ’Red House’ fields .) Hopes to get approval; I do not agree with your prior consent, the cooler you will not blame me. I go anyway: You and I have been advised to say impossible, I also know that the ... ... Yes, please bring this matter as far as possible, tactfully tell my mother, I can not do anything themselves, if they can not make her happy, then just forgive her. "
Naturally, this will definitely call her sad; see his son, which has already begun to do our allies and advisers, Minister of the better prospects on this ruined, wasted! Love how you would like to think how good, and any random thoughts that I can stay and how many should stay on the premise, saying, I have to go anyway. In order for you to know my future, I will tell you that here there is a Dr. and he and I will be happy to make. When I was informed that he intends to resign after, then invited me to go to his pig farm, and his bright spring tide. He agreed to let me Zibian that time, plus we are also with some degree of mutual understanding, I would like to take a chance, go together with him.
My mother, ah, thank you for the upbringing of my ex. Minister of the two letters. I have to answer for the delay because the pressure I put the letter down, until his resignation has been approved down; I am worried that the mother of Ministers to look for so that I intend to be difficult to achieve. Kehao at the moment, has tendered his resignation before us. I do not want to tell you how the top do not want to allow it. As well as the minister said in the letter what; or should we apologize again. I give the boss to 5000 yuan, as severance pay, I was moved almost to tears fall. In other words, I do not need to give my mother sent me a recent letter to the sum of money.
I will leave here tomorrow; because my home away from the passing of a certain place, only six miles, then I intend to go take a look at it, recalled the memories of those who have gone full of dreams of a happy day. In the early days, his father passed away, his mother led me to leave the lovely homes, locked himself in the city; now I have walked into her I had led out the door into the same. Good-bye, William, on his way I will give you the message.
I admire the pilgrims with heart, I completed the trip home; some unexpected feelings in my heart felt. In the city of S to take a quarter of an hour’s Department Nazhu large orange tree, I called a taxi to a halt. I alighted, to continue to pass the taxi move forward, ready to walk their own in order to arouse the whim of past memories, much to be again. I see this big orange tree stand up! Small, I have many times for it to take a walk to the end and purpose. Impermanence of life! At first, ignorance and how happy I am eager to go into an unfamiliar world, for my heart to find a wealth of nutrition, enjoy the endless, so I depressed the restless mind to be happy, be satisfied; Now, I have the overwhelming majority of the world Return, my friend Oh, I hope to have a burst, the ideal is also the demise of Jin Jie! I saw that the pig farm next to the mountainside, the mountain was still ridiculed front of legislation, how many times I have to hope they climb ah! I have a few hours to a few hours sitting in this big orange tree, the heart has to go over the Hill, the iQue in the mountains to enjoy the forest and valleys in; in front of me, they seem so nice and so mysterious. Whenever the time to go home, I reluctantly however, do not want to leave this lovely location Oh!
Getting closer to the town. All the old, familiar garden cottages have been my greetings, and I made a new offensive, as all the other people caused by the change. I cross the Shing Mun, suddenly to feel at home. Good friends, I do not want to go; they told me the power of great things, speaking out is very monotonous flavor pan. I have decided that staying in the market square, close to our old home. I found a walk, we were a serious old woman in the Walled childhood spent inside the classroom, has now turned into a grocery store. I savored it in a small house through the anxiety, grief, confusion and fear. - Almost every move, I can attract my attention when things even if one of the pilgrims to the city, could not find as many memorable places, his heart is full of difficult, as many pilgrims Oh passion. Let me cite just gone through thousands of pieces of an example. Along the river and I, went to a local farm; I used to come here often, we boys used to practice the flat stones in the river water under floating children, who still remember the national cadres it? He is from here. I also remember that I sometimes watched a stand on the river bank of the river, the hearts are full of wonderful sense of foreboding, the mind to imagine the river flow was about to go to the region’s incredible, but soon found his imagination to an end ; Nevertheless, I still want to go on, until finally in a Wangqing invisible from afar.
I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
