河是卵石的磨床，浪是它的生活，唯有与水为伍，才愈加光彩夺目。不幸的人啊！你可不是傻子吗？你可不是自我欺骗吗？这无休止的热烈渴慕又有何益？除了对她，我再不想任何人祷告；除了她倩影，再没有任何形象出现在我的脑海里；我周围世界的一切。在我眼里全部与她有关系。这样的错觉也曾使我幸福了一些时候，可到头来仍不得不与她分离！威廉呵，我的心时时在渴望到她身边去！
我常两个小时、三个小时地坐在她的身旁，欣赏着她优美的姿态举止，携永的笑语言谈，所有的感官渐渐紧张到了极点，直至眼前发黑，耳朵任何声音都在听不见，喉头就象给谁扼住了似的难受，心儿狂跳着，渴望着使紧迫的感官松弛一下，结果反倒使它们更加迷乱。威廉啊，我这时常常不知道，我是否还在这个世界上活着！有时候，抑郁的心情占了上风，要不是爱恋准许我伏在她手上痛哭一场以舒积郁，从而得到可怜的一点点安慰的话，我就一定得离开她，一定得跑出去！随后，我便在广阔的田野里徘徊，攀登上一座座陡峭的山峰，蹬在没有路径的森林里，穿过满是荆棘的灌木丛，让它们刺破我的手和脸，撕了我的衣服！这样，我心中会好受一点儿！但也就是一点儿而已！有时，我又渴又累又饿，倒卧途中；有时，在深夜寂静的生态林间，我头顶着一轮满月，坐在一颗弯曲的树干上，让我磨伤了脚掌得到些许休息，接着，在黎明前的朦胧嗨瞑中，由困人的疾寥送入梦乡，沉沉地睡去。威廉啊，修道士寂寞的斗室，赎罪者羊毛织成的粗衣和荆条编成的腰带，现在才是我灵魂渴求的甘露啊！再见了！我看这眼前的悲苦是无休无止，除非进入坟墓。为何这样的没有信心，改变未来是我们一向来的追求。正如连“爱”也不付酬的无良心者！
忧伤！在人的一生中，总是离不开的。记得莎士比亚有一句名言：隐藏的忧伤如熄火之炉，能使心烧成灰烬。不过忧伤！是在悲喜交替中占着少数的地位罢了。不管怎么样，在忧伤！冲你你之时，你也应该自强起来，眼泪代不了什么，要流就让它流下来，擦拭干后又是好汉一条。请你自告奋勇地把那些忧伤化膸力量，因为人生的路长着呢。当遇到祸不单行，似是屋漏偏遇连阴雨，破船更遇顶头浪，在不幸的家庭中一向充满着不幸的时候，更加应该用莎士比亚的话：“是生存还是毁灭？这是一个重要的问题……。”，去给自己提出疑问，运用自信去解决，因为人类最伟大的东西就是烧着的灵魂，因为你的灵魂还在驱使着你。
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曾多少次媋媋拥动，从没有想到过与萍还会相遇，更没有想到我们之间还会发生什么。梦想中可当一切都成为现实时，我只有沉醉其中……。
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我和萍也曾是大学的同学，她是第一个让我喜爱的女人，在崔芝还没有来到之前。但因为种种原因，我们那一次的恋情很短暂，短暂得让我只有些许的记忆，可在我们偶尔重逢后，萍却经常提起那些往事，让我感动，十年多后与初恋情人重逢，是让人高兴的事情，但有些事实却让我们不得不去面对，虽说我还是单身一个人，可萍却已为人妻。我有时真想追回曾经的爱，往往事实上让我不能这样做，也千万不能这样做！无意中我发现萍和她的丈夫之间的感情并不是很好，还经常在晚上打了起来甚至于有些紧张，但这一切都不能成为任何人破坏萍家庭的原因，不过在一次聚会中，她却改变了想法……。
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爱，有时候说起来就是这么的简单！说来就来了。正如我与崔芝之间的网爱，我们是在网络上相知而获得的知己，我们不停地问好，我不断地听她给我唱的歌。只可惜是牛郎织女、天各一方。我很难描述她给我的第一印象，但当时我的的确确有一种眩昏和沉醉的感觉。而我从她的眼神中也发现风情万种的底蕰……。年青时的眼神最易暴露内心的秘密。她常常要我放音乐给她听，有时往往是听得很晚。有时还会看到她用手比划着什么，我忽然想起了她的一句，可以了吗？那声音是……。
接下来的一短时间，由于各方面的因素，我没有上网，崔芝根本就不理我，我只好到处打听她的情况，后来偶尔在网上看见了她，才发现她平安无漾，我的心才平静下来。此时，威廉，他们都看在眼里。我必须走了！谢谢你，谢谢你们给的爱，威廉，是你坚定了我的决心，使我不再犹豫。六个多月来，我就在转着离开她们的念头。我必须走了，因为我要更多的素材。眼下她又在城里照理她的女友。而晶爽V……还有……我必须走了!
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【三十三】章分解
The river is a gravel grinder, it is the wave of life, the only association with the water, only even more dazzling. Unfortunately, people ah! You do not fool? You do not self-deception? This endless longing and warm Yi? In addition to her, I do not want anyone to pray; Qianying In addition to her, no images appear in my mind; I all around the world. In my eyes and all her relations. This illusion I have a number of well-being, in the end have to be separated from her! William Oh, my heart is always in her desire to go!
I used two hours, three hours sitting next to her to enjoy her beautiful gesture behavior, never carry the conversation laughing all the senses to the extreme tension gradually until the black eyes, ears to hear any voices at all But, as for who Larynx Ezhu like a bad heart Kuangtiao children, eager to make sense of urgency to relax, resulting in confusion on the contrary make them even more. William ah, I often do not know at this time, I still live in this world! In some cases, feelings of depression come out a winner, but I love V permit in hand, she wept and Shu to a depression in order to get a little bit of comfort to the poor, I would have to leave, she must have run out! Subsequently, I have broad fields around, climbing on the seat of a steep mountain, kicking in the absence of the forest path, through the bush full of thorns, so that they pierce my hands and face, a tear to my Clothes! In this way, in my mind a little good about them! But that is only a little! Sometimes, I tired and hungry and thirsty, lying unconscious on the way; sometimes, late at night in the quiet of the forest ecology, I am head of a full moon, sitting in a tree on the bend, let me wear a foot injury has been a little rest, Then, in the dim pre-dawn Hey close the eyes, trapped by the very few disabled people to send Rumeng Xiang, and deep sleep. William ah, lonely room monks, who Yom wool woven into the Cuyi Vitex and into the belt, and now to my soul’s desire mannose ah! Good-bye! I think this is the endless misery of the present, unless into the grave. Why such a lack of confidence in the future is that we always change to the pursuit. Even as "love" is not without conscience who paid!
Sad! In human life, can not be separated from the always. Remember that Shakespeare had a famous saying: hidden sadness as the furnace flame, the heart can burn to ashes. But the sad! Beixi at the turn of the status of only a few occupied. In any case, the sadness! You washed you, you should self-improvement, not what tears generation, it is necessary to allow it to flow down the stream, then wipe dry is a hero. Please come forward to the grief of those forces Wie, the long road of life as go again. When the misfortunes never come singly, the house appears to be missing even the case of partial rain, the event Pochuan more immediate waves in the unfortunate family has always been full of misfortune, should be more of Shakespeare’s words: "the survival or destruction? This is an important issue ... .... "To give himself questioned the use of self-confidence to deal with, because human beings of the greatest things is burning the soul, because you are the soul of your driving.
How many times have Chun Chun Yong-moving, never thought would meet with Ping, we did not expect what will happen. When all the dreams can become reality, I only indulge them ... ....
I have Ping and the University students, she was the first woman I love, in Cuizhi not yet come before. But, for whatever reason, that we have a very short romance, I only have a short memory a little, we may occasionally meet again, but Ping often brought those back, so I moved, and more than a decade after the first love again, is Make people happy, but we have to let some facts to face, although I was a single person can have Ping wife. Sometimes I really want to have to recover love, is often a matter of fact I can not do so, it should not do that! I accidentally discovered Ping and her husband is not a good feeling between, often at night, beat up even a little nervous, but everything can not be anyone to undermine Ping family reasons, but at a party, She has changed their minds ... ....
Love, it is sometimes said that the simple! Said the come. As I Cuizhi between the network and the love that we are on the network friend and the friend was, we Butingdewen good, I continue to listen to her singing to me. Unfortunately, Weaver is a Cowboy, Tiangeyifang. She is very hard for me to describe my first impression, but I was indeed there is a faint and dizzy feeling intoxicated. I learn from her eyes also found 10,000 kinds of customs at the end of the Yun ... .... When young eyes exposed to the most secret heart. She always wanted me to play music to her, and sometimes it is often heard late. Sometimes her hand to see what Bi Hua, I suddenly thought of her sentence, can it? That is the voice ... ....
Then a short period of time, due to various factors, I do not have Internet access, Cui Zhi simply ignore me, and I had to ask around her, then occasionally see her on the Internet, she found safe and sound Yang, my Heart to calm down. At this point, William, they saw this. I have to go! Thank you, thank you for your love, William, you are my firm determination, so that I will not hesitate. More than six months ago, I was in turn left them with the idea. I have to go because I want more of the material. She also now more reasonable for the city in her girlfriend. The crystal Shuang V ... ... ... ... I still have to go!
I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
