我若不是个傻瓜，我本可以过最幸福、最美满的生活。象我目前所处的这样一个令人心旷神怡的环境，是很不容易凑齐的。是啊，常言道得好：人之幸福。全在于心的幸福，我是这个和睦家庭中的一员，老人爱我如儿子，孩子们爱我如父亲，而且还有爱恋！就说诚恳的晶爽V吧，她也不以任何的乖痴来破坏我的幸福，而是以其亲切友好、善意来拥抱我；对于她说来，除去爱恋，我就是她世界上最亲爱的人了。——威廉，你听听我俩散步时是怎样谈爱恋的吧，这会叫你愉快的。在世间，恐怕找不出比我们这种关系更可笑的了；然而我却常常被它感动得热泪盈眶。
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晶爽V常对我讲爱恋可敬的母亲，讲她临终前如何把自己的家和孩子托付给了爱恋，如何又叮嘱她对爱恋加以关照；讲到自那以后，爱恋如何完全变成另一人，兢兢业业执掌家务，伊然是一位母亲；但尽管如此，又从来未改活泼愉快的天性。我和晶爽V并肩走着，不时地弯下腰去摘路旁的鲜花，用它们精心地扎成一个花环，然后——我把花环抛进了从面前流过的溪水里，目送着它缓缓地向下游飘去……。
我记不清有没有告诉你，晶爽V将留下来，在此间的一间侯府中获得了一个待遇优厚的差事；侯府中的人很器重她。象她这样办事精雕细刻、勤恳的人，我见得不多。令人费解的一个小秘密是：她常常压抑着自己，也许是对生命的珍惜，暂时压住了对性爱的渴求，她自此想起了一个不担惊受怕的两全之法就是：上网。情景是这样的。她几乎每晚都要到一个名为性性相吸的网站去冲浪，与多个男人在网上做爱。为了效果逼真，我还动用了视濒与音濒，以填补虚域的不足……。
要是您看到了，请不要怪我。因为我的个性是与天下人有偿分享快乐！分享所知道的信息。记得那天晚上，我睡不着，越是睡不着就越想着那件事情，很想很想找会以前的那种激情，好想好想好好地做一次，所以我就不停地挑剔他，他闭着眼睛在睡觉，任我怎么挑剔，他都不理人，照睡不误，我起身睡到了他的身边，去摸他的DD，平时摸他的DD都会有反应，可今天他怎么也没有兴趣，起身就说要到另一间房里睡，我冷静了一下，眼里有了泪花，我不知道自己到底怎么啦，每回自己非常主动自己就认为很委屈，可他没有一点安慰，却还说我不学好，成天就想着这种些事情，还说这不是夫妻之间最重要的，说我的表现和在酒店里的小姐没有什么区别，那晚我哭得很伤心……。
深夜里我睡不着，眼睛肿得像个大猫，起来到隔壁房里上网。“冰雨”此时也在，我们平时也很聊得来，有共同的话题，那晚他陪我聊到很晚，我们聊起了感情，聊到了性爱……。
当时有点想和他见面的冲动，他也会说让我得到“性福”，就这样我幻想着和“冰雨”的性爱生活，和他在床上的赤裸裸的一幕……。
那晚他来到我住的小镇上，我也决定要去见他，我的梦中情人，见到他时，我惊呆了，他比我想像中的要帅得多，很像男人的哪种，我向往和他做爱，和他享受肉体的快乐。那晚我没有拒绝，第一次他很快就射了，我还没有感觉到。他说是因为他太久没有做，太激动了，第二次我们很快乐，他在这方面很霸道，都是他主动，我很快就有了高潮。
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回到了家，我才认识到自己是犯了不可让人原凉的大错，我害怕，我后悔，我不知如何是好、不知所措……。
在这里我将自己出轨的情况，讲给我的网友知道，也许有很多朋友会认为我是个坏女人，地确，我自己都搞不清自己为什么要这样，我是真的变坏了吗？可是我控制不了我自己……。
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这就是我知道的，我都写下来，告知我的朋友。慢慢地想着：人的一生该有所作为的只有一次，那就是现在，然而，许多人却在悔恨过去或担忧未来之中浪费了大好的时光。晶爽V呀，我该如何将这一切向世界人表达呢。看过多少人在少年时代折就的纸船，根本无力渡过岁月的长河，何况它最初就不过是负载着一个人的梦幻，永远不可能驶到理想的彼岸。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【二十六】章分解
If I was a fool, I could have been the happiest and most successful lives. As I now find ourselves in such a relaxed and happy environment is not easy to put together the. Yes ah, well the saying goes:’s well-being. Is the well-being of the whole heart, I am a harmony of a family, I love the elderly, such as son, the children love me as the father, but also love! Sincerely say that you grain V Shuang, she is not good in any of my foolish to undermine the well-being, but their cordial and friendly, good will to embrace me; said to her, except love, I was her the world’s most beloved Of the people. - William, do you listen to us talk about how to take a walk when it’s love, which you will be called pleasant. In the world, I am afraid we can not find such a relationship is more than ridiculous a; however, I do it often moved to tears.
V Shuang Chang Jing told me that love respectable mother, her deathbed, speaking of how their family and children entrusted to the love, and told her how to care for love; talked about since then, how to love fully into the other One person, who dedicated the home, Iraq is a natural mother; Nevertheless, they never need to maintain a happy and lively nature. Shuang V crystal and I walked side by side, bent from time to time to pick the roadside flowers, use them carefully created a wreath, and then - I have thrown a wreath in front from the flow of the stream, watched it with ease To relieve the lower reaches of Piaoqu ... ...
I do not remember there to tell you that crystal V will stay shuang, here’s a Houfu get a paid job; Houfu very highly of her. She carved things like this, hardworking people, I saw little. It is hard to understand a little secret: she often suppress their own, may be the treasure of life, on hold for the time being sexual desire, since she does not think of a fear of co-existence of law is this: the Internet. Such a scenario is. She almost every night to a sexual PHASE to surf the Web, with a number of men having sex on the Internet. In order to effect realistic, I also used as endangered and endangered the sound to fill the shortage of virtual domain ... ...
If you see, do not blame me. Because my personality is a person paid to share with the world happy! To share the know. I remember that night, I can not sleep, more sleep thinking that the more things will be like before is to find the kind of passion, Haoxianghaoxiang done our time, so I keep picking him, His eyes closed in sleep, I can find fault with how he has ignored, according to sleep anyway, I got up and sleep on his side, his touch DD, usually touch his DD will react, how he There is no interest, said up to another room to sleep, I like the calm, with tears in the eyes, I do not know how you in the end, every time on their own initiative that is very much aggrieved, he can not point Comfort, but I also do not learn, think of that all day long on some things, and that this is not the most important between husband and wife, I said, and the performance of the young lady in a hotel is no different, that night I cry very sad ... ...
I can not sleep late at night, eyes swollen like a big cat, with the room next door to the Internet. "Bing Yu" is also at this time, we also usually love to talk to, there is a common topic with me that night he talked late into the night, we chatted a feeling that the sex talk ... ....
At that time, and he would like to see a bit of impulse, he said, I will be "sexual", so I imagined and "Bing Yu" sex life, and he was naked on a bed of the scene ... ....
That night he came to the town I live, I decided to go to see him, my dreams, to see him, I was shocked that he’s better than I thought to be much more handsome, like a man Of which, I yearn for and love him, and his enjoyment of the flesh happiness. That night I did not refuse, for the first time he shot quickly, I have not felt. He said that for too long because he did not do so, so excited for the second time we are very happy that he was high-handed in this regard, he is active, I will soon have a climax.
Back home, I realize that he is not guilty of one of the original cooler big mistake, I am afraid, I regret it, I do not know what to do, what to do ... ...
I will be his running off the track, tell my friends know that there may be many of my friends think I am a bad woman, and indeed, I do not know why they have to be this way, I am really bad it? But I can not help myself ... ...
This is what I know, I write it down, tell my friend. Slowly thinking: the life of something only once, it is now, however, many people have remorse in the past or worry about the future of a great waste of time. Shuang it crystal V, How do I to the world all these people to express it. How many people have seen in the youth discount on the paper, simply can not afford to spend months and years of the long process, not to mention that it is on the first load of a person’s dream, can never be an ideal sail on the other side.
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