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第28章:爱我就给我


好不容易才让晶爽V请我吃一次快餐,因为他也和我一样的画饼充饥的人。走在大街上谁也看不出彼此之间的爱好,互惠中国是他们的目标!

“一位清醒明智的人可能对这个不幸者的处境一目了然。也可能去劝他,但是白费力气。这正如一个站在病榻前的健康人,他丝毫不能把自己的生命力输送进病人的体内一样。”

晶爽V感觉到这种说法仍太空泛。我便让他想想前不久从塘中捞起来的那个淹死了的少女,又对她讲了一遍关于她的故事。

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“一个可爱的姑娘,生长在家庭的狭小的圈子里,一礼拜接一礼拜地做着同样的家务,唯一的乐趣是礼拜天用渐渐凑齐的一套好衣服穿戴打扮起来,和女伴一块儿出城里去蹓达蹓达,逢年过节也许还跳跳舞,要不就再和某个邻居聊聊天。诸如谁跟谁为什么操架啦,谁为什么又讲谁的坏话啦。如此等等,常常谈得专注而热烈,一谈就是几个钟头。可是后来,她火热的天性终于感到有了一些更深刻的需要,而一经男子们来献殷勤,这些需要更加热烈。从前的乐事已渐渐使她兴趣索然;临了儿,她到底遇到了一个人,某种从未经历过的感情不可抗拒地把她吸引到了此人身边,使她将自己的全部希望都寄托在他身上,以致于忘记了周围的一切,除了他,除了这唯一的一个人,他什么也听不见,什么也看不见,什么也感觉不到,她所思所想就只有他,只有这唯一的一个人。她不为朝三暮四地卖弄风情的虚假欢乐所迷惑,一心一意地追求着自己的目标,执意要成为他的,在与他永结同心之中求得自己所缺少的幸福,享受自己所向往的全部欢乐。反复的许诺使他深信所有希望一定要实现,大胆的爱抚和亲吻增加了本已充满她心中的欲望。她模模糊糊地意识到全部的欢乐。预感到了全部的欢乐,身子于是飘飘然起来,心情紧张到了极点。终于,她伸出双臂去准备拥抱自己所渴望的一切。……可她的爱人却抛弃了她!她四肢麻木,神智迷乱,站立在深渊边上;她周围的一切是一片漆黑,没有了希望,没有了安慰,没有了预感!要知道,他抛弃了她,那个唯一使她感到自己的存在意义的人抛弃了她。她看不到眼前的广大世界,看不见那许许多多可以黏补的她这个损失的人;她感到自己在世界上孤孤单单,无依无靠。被内心的可怕痛苦逼得走投无路了。她唯有闭着眼睛往下一跳,一便在死神的怀抱里排掉所有的痛苦。……你瞧,晶爽V,这就是不少人的遭遇!难道能说,这不是一种疾病么?在这混乱的、相互矛盾的力的迷雾中,大自然也找寻不到出路,人就唯有一死。

“罪过啊,那种冷眼旁观,并且称她为傻瓜的人!这种人可能讲什么:她应该等一等,让时间来治好她的创伤,日子一久绝望定会消失,定会有另一个男子来给以安慰。……可是,这不正象谁说:“傻瓜,竟死于寒热病!她应该等一等,一但力量对比恢复,液体改善,血液循环平稳下来,一切都好了,她就能活到今天!”

晶爽V还是不觉得这个例子有说服力,又提出几点异,其中一点是:我讲的只是个单纯的女孩子;可要是一个人眼光不那么狭隘,见多识广,头脑清醒,那他就不理解这个人怎么还能原谅。

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“我的朋友,”我嚷了起来,“忍耐毕竟是人何!一但他激情澎湃,受到了人类局限的压迫,他所可能有的一点点理智便很难起作用,或者说根本不起作用。况且……以后再谈吧。”我说着,一边就抓起了自己的帽子。唉,我当时的心里真是充满了感慨!我和晶爽V分了手,但谁也没能理解谁。在这个世界上,人跟人真是难以相互理解啊。

很明显,有且只有爱才能使人类充满活力!正如一对十多年的夫妻,生活似乎一下子要恢复到新婚时期,看来是不可能的,但在生活中我看到的毕竟是存在,经过观察有一对夫妻白天在外面各自奋斗、工作,晚上回来,门窗紧闭,过着裸露的两人世界,他们才发现,中年的人生竟然会是如此的美妙、如此和谐的黄金时节,前面的一个姑娘死于这样的感情中就是因为没有爱。看着他那爱妻成熟的肉体就像一架我们在酒店里听到熟了的钢琴声,随时随地我都可以在上面弹奏出美妙的旋律。现在听到他说,他的爱妻与他独处时,比年轻时少了一份质朴,多了一份挑剔,那在室内壇动的丰满,让他的男人时时会有一种波涛涌现的迷醉。

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因为爱,他们这样对我说:我们曾经赤裸裸,为了保留这份爱的激情,我们再次赤裸裸,这带着“色情”的赤裸裸,之爱,让我和妻子心心相印,永不相弃。

海可枯,石可烂,我这棵心永不会变。

山有顶,河有源,爱情之花永不凋零。

若想知后事如何?请阅读第【二十九】章分解

Let the hard-won crystal Shuang V asked me to eat fast food once because he and I, like the castles in the air. Walking in the street who can not see each other’s hobbies, China is their mutual goal of!
"A sober person may be wise for the less fortunate situation at a glance. Ququan he could, but in vain. This is just as a bedside stand before the people’s health, he does not own vitality into the transportation of patients as the body . "
Crystal V Shuang feel this is still vague. I think about him long ago from a pond in the Lao Qilai the drowning of a girl, she spoke again about her story.
"A lovely girl, the family grew up in a small circle, then a week to a week doing the same household, the only fun to use Sunday is gradually put together a good set of clothes to wear dress up, and the female Together out of the city to stroll up to stroll up and dance festivals may, or on another neighbor and a chat. Such as who else will speak Jiala Why, why and who’s who speak ill of you. And so on Often talk about and focus on warm, is talking about a few hours. But then, she’s fiery nature was finally made some deeper need, and once to their gallant man, the need to be more enthusiastic.’s Joy in the past are gradually making Her interest in the dry; a temporary child, she encountered a person in the end, some have never experienced the feelings of her irresistible to attract people to this side, so that she would own all hopes on him, so forget All the surrounding, in addition to him, apart from the only one he can not hear nothing, see nothing, feel nothing, she was thinking only him, this is only the only one. She does not Zhaosanmusi to flirt fooled by the false joy and wholeheartedly pursue their goals, he insisted, with his never tie the knot find themselves in the absence of well-being, their longing for enjoyment of all the joy .’s Repeated promises that he is confident that all would like to achieve, kissing and caressing a bold increase in the already full of her heart’s desire. Dimly aware of her all the joy. Premonition that all the joy, then get himself up , The tense mood to the extreme. In the end, stretched out her arms to prepare their own desire embracing all. - Her lover has abandoned her! Numbness in her limbs, mentally confused, standing at the edge of the abyss; around her All is dark, there is no hope, no consolation, not a premonition! To know that he abandoned her, and that only made her feel the meaning of people to abandon her. She can not see in front of the overwhelming majority of the world, That can not see many sticking up for her losses; she felt in the world alone, helpless.’s Heart had been forced against the wall of the terrible suffering. Her eyes closed down only Jump, one in the arms of death row out of all the suffering. - You see, crystal Shuang V, which is a lot of people experience! It can be said that this is not a disease you? In this chaotic, each other The fog of contradictory forces, not nature, also look for a way out, the only person on death.
"Sin ah, the kind of stand aside with arms folded, and she said to fool the people! This may be talking about: that she should wait and let time heal her wounds a day of despair for a long time will disappear and there will be another Man to give comfort. - But Who says this is not as: "a fool, had died of cold and heat illness! She should wait, but a balance of power to restore, improve the liquid, a leveling off blood circulation, all is well, she will be able to Huodaojintian! "
Shuang crystal V or do not think this case convincing, but also to make a few differences, one thing is: I said just a simple girl; can be if a person does not look so narrow-minded, well-informed, clear-headed, He does not understand how people can forgive.
"My friends," I cried again, "He is, after all, be patient! A surge of passion but he has been confined to human oppression, he may have a little bit of good sense will be difficult work, or simply does not work . ------ Moreover, after talking about it. "I said, on the one hand grabbed his hat. Oh, I really thought at that time was full of emotion! Shuang V crystal and I am his hand, but no one who can understand. In this world, Ren Genren ah really hard to understand each other.
It is clear that there is only love and humanity can be full of vitality! As a husband and wife for more than a decade, life seems to be restored to all of a sudden during the wedding, it seems that it is not possible, but in life, after all, I see that there is, after observation of a pair of husband and wife during the day outside of their struggle, work, To come back at night, doors and windows closed, and led a bare two of the world, they found that even middle-aged life is so beautiful, so harmonious golden season, in front of a girl killed in such feelings is because there is no love. Looked at his wife’s physical maturity, which was like a hotel we heard the familiar Gang Qinsheng, anytime, anywhere I can play at the top of a beautiful melody. Now he heard that his beloved wife to be alone with him, a young man than the plain insufficient, a more critical, and that moving the altar in the room full, so that his men from time to time there will be a stunning emergence of the waves .
Because of love, so they said to me: We have naked, in order to retain the passion of love, we once again naked, with this "pornography" naked, love, let me be affiliated with his wife, and never with abandon.
The sea can be dead, stone can be broken, I will never become big heart.
Top of the hill, active river, the flower of love will never fade.


I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!