我们又在各忙各的工作了,我开始勉勉强强地适应了此地的生活,使我最高兴的,是这儿有足够的事干;此外,还有许许多多的人,百态千姿形形色色,恰似在对着我的灵魂演出一场热闹的趣剧。我已经结识了C伯,一位令我日益尊敬的博学而杰出的男子。他见多识广,所以对人就不冷漠;从他的待人接物,可以明显看出是很重感情和友谊的,我有一次奉命去他府上公干,他便表现对我有所好感,一经交流,他便发现我们相互理解,发现他可以同我象同他的少数知心朋友似的倾谈。还有他对人态度之坦率,我怎么称赞也不为过。世间最纯粹、最暖人胸怀的乐事,恐怕莫过于看见一颗伟大的心灵对自己开诚相见吧。
公使先生给了我许多烦恼,这是我预料到的。象他似的吹毛求疵的傻瓜,世上找不出第二个,一板一眼,罗里啰嗦,活象个老太婆;他这人从来没有满意自己的时候,因此谁也歪想多会儿能称他的心。我喜欢的可是干事爽快麻利,是怎样就怎样;他呢,却有本事把文稿退还给我,(看过之后就,能学到东西,就放弃掉)他还在说什么“文章嘛写得挺好,不过你不妨再看看,每看一遍总可以找到一个更漂亮的句子,一个更适合的小品词。”——这真叫我气得要死。任何一个“和”,任何一个连词,你都歪想省去;我偶尔不经意用了几个倒装句或者说反问句之类的,他都拼命反对;要是你竟把他那些长套句换成了调调,他更会摆出一副完全摸不着头脑的样子。和这样一个人打交道,真叫受罪啊。
只有C伯的信任,才给我以安慰。最近他开诚布公地告诉我,他对我这位公使的拖沓与多疑也很不满。“这种人不仅自讨苦吃,也给人家添麻烦,不过,”他说,“我们必须听天由命,这就象旅行者不得不翻一座山,这座山要是不存在路走起来自然舒适得多,也短得多;可它既然已经存在,那你就必须翻过去!”
我家里的那个心里很明白,比起他来C伯更器重我。他对此十分生气,一抓住机会就当着我的面讲C伯的坏话;我呢,自然要为C伯辩护,这一来事情只会更糟,昨天我简直让他给惹火了,因为他下面的一席话,捎带着把我也给骂进去了,他说,C伯处理起事务来还算在行,非常干练,笔头嘛也来得,可就是缺少博学,跟所有文人一样,讲这话时,他那副神气仿佛在问:“怎么样,刺痛了你吧?”我才不吃你这一套哩;我鄙视一个象这样思想和行为的人,便与他针锋相对,毫不让步。我道,无论个性或是学识,C伯都是一位理应受到尊重的人。“在我所有的相识者中,”我说,“没有谁象他那样心胸开阔,见多识广,同时又精于日常事务的。”——我这话在我家里的那个人里,无易于对牛弹琴;为了避免闲谈下去再找气呕,我就告辞了。
瞧,全都怪你们不是。是你们啰啰嗦嗦,要我来戴上这副重扼,成天价在耳边念“要有作为呀”,“要有作为呀”要有作为!如果一个种出马铃薯来运进城去卖的农民。他不就已经比我更有作为的话,我也甘愿在眼下这条路上再受十年的罪。
还有那般赶集到这里的小市民们的虚荣与无聊!他们是如此地斤斤计较等级,无时无刻不在瞧着走在别人前头去一步的机会,以致这种最可悲、最低下的欲望,竟表现得赤裸裸的,比如有一个女人,她逢人便讲她的贵族血统和领地,使每个不喑内情者都只能当他是白痴,要不怎么会神经失常,把自己那点儿贵族的血液和世上的地位竟看得如此的了不起。——更糟的是,这个女的偏偏只是本地乡下的一名书记官的千金。——是啊,我真不明白这类人,他们怎么竟如此的廉耻。
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朋友啊,这句话从何而来?因为从他们的日常起居,衣来伸手、饭来张口、拿要拜讨、无所不具。哦!原来如此。这也许是一部分而已,是的,就是这部分人所造成的,因此他们往往互相残害,钩心斗角,造成天下的好人或者说努力创造的工作者变成了他们的牺牲品,这就是日常工作中他们为何改名换姓,使用代号,男女不分的用意所在,看!他们一个电话就办妥的工作,(这句话或者会伤害着一部分人,)但从此我们就应知道社会存在有其复杂性与权威性,因为他们往往是势力扩张,到处布网,变成了吸血虫!用贫苦百姓的话来说就是:穷者越穷、富者越富,我们何不曾想过“让一部份人先富起来,而带动另一部分人呢”。
人类社会制造了我们的人,存在了各种各样的神话,使人在社会工作中付出了不可估量的代价,但有的人还是无地自容。
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We are all busy all the work I started scant adapted to life here, so I am delighted to be here, there are enough dry matter; In addition, there are so many people, attitudes Zi All kinds, like in front of my soul to perform a lively farce. I have to get to know the C Peter, who I respected ever learned and distinguished man. He informed that there were not indifferent; from his Dairenjiewu, it is clear that it is very emotional and friendship I once ordered to go to his family business, he has shown me a good impression upon Exchange, he will find that our mutual understanding, he found the same as I can with a small number of his intimate friends like to talk to. He was also on the attitude of people frankly, how I praise is not excessive at all. The most purely in the world, the warmest human mind’s pleasure, I am afraid to see is a great mind of their own Kaichengxiangxian it.
Mr. Minister has given me many troubles, this is my anticipated. He seemed like a fool in fault-finding, there are not any, Yibanyiyan, Rory long-winded, Huo Xiang-old woman; his own people has never been satisfied with the time, so no one would ever be able to distortion, said his heart . But I like the quick and neat-General readily, how on how to; he does, there is the ability to return the draft to me (after reading on, be able to learn something, to give up on the swap), he also said that the so-called "do-written articles Very good, but you may wish to look at every thorougly can always find a more beautiful sentence, a more appropriate particle. "- It really makes me so angry to death. No, "and" any conjunction, you would like to eliminate distortion; occasionally, I inadvertently took a few flip-sentence or ask sentence like, he desperately against it; if you have chosen for his long Taoju Has become a tone that he would put a completely puzzled look. And such a deal, really makes ah suffer.
Only Peter C trust, only to give me comfort. He recently open to tell me, he told me the minister of the excessively bureaucratic and very suspicious discontent. "This not only brought this upon ourselves, but also to other people trouble," he said, "We must resign ourselves, as it had to travel over a mountain, the mountain if there is no road to a natural and comfortable , Is also much shorter; it may have been in existence, you must turn in the past! "
I feel very at home understand that, compared to his more highly I C Peter. He is very angry, I seize the opportunity in front of my face and speak ill of the primary C; so I naturally want to defend Peter C, the only thing worse to come, yesterday I could give him a hot Because he has the following message, incidentally, I also put forward to get scolded, he said, C Peter starting to deal with matters still to come good, very competent, why have written more can be learned is that the lack of, with all the writers, talk This, he looked in the air as if to ask: "how, you hurt?" I do not eat before you a mile; I despise as a way of thinking and behavior, then tit-for-tat with him, cents Do not compromise. I, regardless of personality or knowledge, C Peter is a person who should be respected. "In all my acquaintance who," I said, "Who does not like him open-minded, well-informed and at the same time excel in day-to-day affairs." - I do this in my home, the person, no Easy-to-casting pearls before swine; in order to avoid a chat go on to find gas vomit, I left.
Look, all you have is not strange. Hello is your long-winded winded, I want to briefly put on this pair of heavy, high price as in the study ears "as it should," "should, as it" should be as! If a potato plant transported to the city to sell to farmers. He does not have to do more than I do, I do not know at the moment willing to further this road 10 years of the crime.
There are as fair to the people here are bored with the vanity! They are so mean to such a level, not all the time looking at other people walking in the front of opportunities to step in, so most tragic that, under the minimum desires, he was naked, for example, a woman, she stresses her aristocratic Feng Renpian Descent and territories, so that everyone inside are not only dumb when he was an idiot, or how would an unbalanced mind, something that their noble blood and the status of the world has seen so great. - To make matters worse, this woman but just for the countryside, a daughter of the Registry. - Yes ah, I really do not understand these people, how they had such a sense of shame.
Friends, ah, these words come from? From their day-to-day living, clothing to hand, mouth to eat, thanks to hold discussion, not anything. Oh! I see. This may be part of it, yes, this is caused by some people, so they tend to harm each other, Gouxindoujiao, causing the world’s efforts to create a good man or the workers who become victims of, and that is why they work day-to-day Changed its name last name for the use of the code, men and women regardless of their intention to see! They settled on a phone, (or words of hurt some people,) but since then we should be aware of the existence of social complexity and authoritative, as they often forces expanded network of cloth into The Xixue Chong! With the words, the poor people: poor are getting poorer and the rich richer, we have not thought about "some people get rich faster than others can bring."
We created a human society, the myth of the existence of a wide range of people in the community work to pay the price of immeasurable, but some people still shame.
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