曾几何时我们已经努力过，也写了很多部书，但就是没有与辛勤劳动的汗水成正比。爱恋抬了抬头说。我呆着不吱声，只知道勤奋的双手，永远是我的伴侣，写作已经是我的生活中的一部分，丁玲的名句一直涌现在我的脑海里：人，只要有一种信念，有所追求，什么艰苦都能忍受，什么环境也都能适应。
“我们已故的亲人，”爱恋继续问，“他们是否还记得我们呢？他们能不能感觉到，我们在幸福的时刻，总是怀着热爱想念他们呢？常常在静静的夜晚，我坐在弟兄中间，象当年父亲坐在他的孩子中间一样，孩子们围着我，象当年围着他们的父亲一样，这时候，我面前每每就会浮现出我父亲的形象。我呢，眼含渴慕的热泪，仰望空中，希望他能那怕只能看我一眼，看看我是如何信守在他临终时对他许下的诺言，代替他做成好孩子们的父亲的。我激动得几乎喊出声来：”原凉我吧，亲爱的爸爸，要是我没能象你那样无微不至地关怀他们，唉，我已经做到了能做的一切，照顾着他们的穿衣，照顾着他们的饮食，更重要的，还是要保护他们，爱他们。亲爱的神圣的爸爸呀，你要能见到我们多么的和睦相处就好了！你将怀着最热烈的感激之情赞美上帝，赞美你似曾以临终时的痛苦的泪水，并且祈求他保佑你的孩子们的主……”
她这么讲呀讲呀，威廉！谁能够把她讲的都复述出来呢？这冷漠的、死的文字，怎能表达那灵智的精髓呵！
晶爽V温柔地打断了她：
“你太激动了，亲爱的爱恋！我知道，你心里老掂着这件事，不过我求你……”
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“呵，晶爽V，”她说，“我知道你不会忘记那些个晚上，当时爸爸出门去了，孩子们已被打发上了床，我俩一块儿坐在那张小小的圆桌旁边，你手头常常捏着一本书，但却很难得读一读；要知道在这个世界上，有什么比和这个美丽的灵魂进行交流更重要呢？她是为、位秀丽、温柔、快活而不知疲倦的妇女，上帝知道，我多么经常地流着热泪跪在自己的床上，乞求他让我变成象她一样！”
“爱恋！”我叫着，同时扑倒在她的眼前，抓住她的手，眼泪鏃鏃滴到了她的手上，“爱恋呵！上帝时刻保佑着你，还有你夫亲在天之灵也保佑着你！”
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我们能不能说些别的呀，威廉再次说着！因为我们就要各分东西。朋友呀，我们每一个人都是作为一个胜利者而降生到世间来的，同样，我们也应该以强者的姿态，智者的头脑，去敲开人生的大门，去创建事业的大厦！
和你们在一起的时间越长，我就发现自己越离不开他和她，离不开这份感情，对我的打击很大，我几乎崩溃了，因为那些狗一次又一次没有理由、凭着权力、三五成群、私自签名地将您辞退掉（这是我们调查组得到的机密的劳动成果）。幸好有象萍一样的很多个人在一直陪伴着我，使我度过了孤独难过的时刻。从那时起，我对萍等他们的依赖就变得越来越强烈，同时增加的是她还有想完全拥有我的念头。
几天前，她终于按捺不住自己的冲动，向我提出她要离婚的要求，我再次请求她不能这样的冲动，因为我不是救世主，遭到我的拒绝后，她象是失去了理智似的说了许多伤害了我的话，那一刻，我看到她失望和无奈的眼神，我们一起目送着她哭着离开之后，悔恨和内疚一起涌上了我的心头，可是已经不见了她的踪迹……。
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若想知后事如何？请阅读第【三十五】章分解
At one time we have worked hard, but also wrote many books, but is not directly proportional to the sweat of hard work. Love, said the rise of the lift. Bu Zhisheng stay, I only know that hard-working hands, will always be my partner, my writing has become a part of life, the famous Ding Ling has emerged in my mind: people, as long as there is a belief in the pursuit, What can be hard to put up with, what should adapt to the environment.
"We are relatives of the deceased," love to ask, "Are they still remember us? Feel that they can not, in the well-being of our time, with love always miss them? Often in the quiet of the night, I sit In the middle brother, as his father was sitting in the middle of his children, the children around me, like their father was around, this time, I will always come before my father’s image. I, far off Tears of longing and look to the sky, can only hope that he can even look at me, I look at is how to keep his deathbed when he promised to replace him into the child’s father. I was almost excited Voice cried out: "I am the original cooler, my dear father, if I did not like you did in every possible way to care for them, Oh, I’ve done all can do to take care of their clothing, to take care of their Diet, but more importantly, we should protect them, love them. Dear holy father does, you have to see how we live in harmony like it! You with the warmest gratitude to praise God, praise you like at the time of death had tears of pain, bless him and pray for your children’s main ……"
She stresses that you talk about it, William! Who can say she’s all out to repeat it? It’s cold, dead language, how to express that the essence of Euro RSCG Oh!
Shuang V crystal gently interrupted her:
"You’re so excited, my dear love! I know, you feel old Dianzhao this, but I beg you ……"
"Oh, cool crystal V," she said, "I know you will not forget those nights, when the father went out, the children had been sent on a bed, we were sitting together face a small round-table Next to you is often on hand Niezhe a book, but it was difficult to read; to know in this world than what this beautiful and soul of the exchange is more important? She is, beautiful place, gentle, cheerful The tireless women, to know God, how I often flow with tears in their knees on the bed, he begged me to let her become like the same! "
"Love!" I cried at the same time down in front of her, grabbed her hands, tears dripping sharp arrowhead her hands, "Oh love! God always bless you, and you also bless the memory of the pro-husband You! "
We can not say it any other, said William again! Because we have things at all. Yes friends, every one of us is a born winner and the world to come to the same, we should be strong gesture, a wise man’s mind, to open the door to life, to create the cause of building!
With you longer, the more I find that they can not be separated from him and her, can not be separated from the feelings of a great blow to me, I almost collapsed because those dogs have no reason to again and again, with The power of small groups, the private signature to dismiss you out (This is our investigation team to be confidential for their labor). Fortunately, there are as many as Ping individuals have been accompanied me, so I spent a lonely sad moment. Since then, I-ping, and so they become more and more dependent on a strong increase at the same time that she would like to have full possession of my thoughts.
A few days ago, she was finally unable own impulse, she told me that the divorce request, I once again request that she not be such an impulse, because I am not a savior, I was rejected, as she lost the reason may be That hurt me a lot, the moment I saw her disappointed and helpless look, we watched her tears away, together with remorse and guilt took my heart, but has lost trace of her ……。
I - Luo Jun writer wrote this for the time being, the next set of Good-bye!
