爱意已经充满了整个人间,可是在这一小城里依然存在这样那样不近人道之事,就如我们的主人公的辛勤脑力劳动,也被埋没,令他几乎无法创作。前一次讲到那儿,我已经不记得了;我只知道。我上床睡觉时已是午夜两点。要是我能当面和你聊,而不是写短信,那该有多好啊,说不定我会让你陪同我一直坐到天亮的。
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舞会归来途中发生的情况,我还没有与你讲,今天也依然不是讲的时候。看那正是旭日东升、壮丽无比的时刻。周围的树林挂满露珠儿,田野一片青翠!我们的两位女伴打不起精神来。爱恋问我,我是否也想象她俩似地迷湖一下,并说,我不用操心她。
“多会儿我看见这双眼睛睁着。”我目不转睛地望着她道:“多睡会儿我就不会困倦。”
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这样,我俩便坚持到了她家的大门口。女仆轻轻地为她开了门,回答她的询问说,父亲和孩子们都好,眼下还全在睡觉。临别,我求她允许我当天再去看她,她也同意;过后我果然去了。自此,日月星星点点尽可以安安静静地升起又落下,我却再也分不清白天和黑夜,周围的整个世界全给抛到了脑后。
我似乎过着极其幸福的日子,上帝能留给他那些圣徒们过的日子想起来也不过如此罢了。不管我将来会怎么样,反正我不能再说,我不能享受过快乐,也没有享受过最纯净的生之乐趣。——你是最了解我的,静。我杂这儿可以说是完全定居了下来,可是还没有得到薪金,因为他们往往录用为国家干部之后又把我辞退掉,充分发挥他们的权力,甚至于居高于法律之上。定居在这地方离爱恋的一家只有半小时的路程,在这儿我最少可以脑力劳动,虽然没有给我薪金。
过去我也曾一次次地到路边散步,但何尝想到它竟然离“天国”这么近!我在作长距离漫游的途中,有时从山顶上,有时从路的对面,不是已无数次地眺望过如今珍藏着我的全部希望吧!
亲爱的爱恋,对于人们心中那种想要自我扩张,想要发现新鲜事物,想要四处走走、见见世面的欲望,我曾经考虑得很多很多;后来,对于他们的逆来顺受,循规蹈矩,对周围任何事情都漠不关心的本能,我又作了种种思索。
奇怪的是,我怎么会来到这儿的山岭上,眺望那道美丽的大钟楼,那周围的景物竟是如此的吸引着我。——那儿有一座小小的树林!——你要到林荫道中去该有多好!——那儿还有一座大钟楼。——那儿还可以看完这里的整个城市。你要能在其中,流连忘返该有多好!
我匆匆赶去,去而复返,却不曾找到我所希望的东西。呵!对远方的思希冀犹如对未来的展望。它象一个巨大的、朦胧的整体,静静地呈现在我们的灵魂面前,我们的感觉却和我们的视觉一样,在她里面也变得迷惘模糊了;但我们还是渴望着,唉!渴望着献出自己的整个生命,渴望着让那唯一的伟大而奇妙的感情来充溢自己的心。——可是,当我们真的赶上去,当那儿成了这儿,当未来的一切还是一如既往。唉!我们就发现自己还是那么的平庸,还是浅陋;我们的灵魂还是樵渴难当,切盼着吸咏那已经流走了的甘霖。
清晨,我随日出而去;傍晚我随日落而归。为了求生我们一次有一次地努力奋斗,但成效又几何?只不过是日求三餐,夜求一宿罢了。其他说来也都是多余的,但众多人生又何曾不是东碰葫芦西碰瓢,随波逐流,甚至于沉乿,从实际出走,选择一条道路,才有光彩夺目的前景,这不是一个数学问题,更不是一个化学公式,而是一道哲学的命题,这一命题,我们要读懂它,摆脱它,把握机遇把握自己大人生船帆,做我自己的生命的驾驶者。
现实不得不令我们心痛,而且也是无法暂且任何人去改变的,因为这社会的哲理,也就是说你越是和过不去,你越走向绝路,除非你求他,或者说远离他。人类啊!像万物一般的平凡与眇小,在恒河里的沙粒,随着水流的低吟消逝……。而那晶莹的沙粒……,又在碧波中自动发光!我于是期待着……。
若想知后事如何?请阅读第【十五】章分解
Has been full of love throughout the world, but in this small town still exists as such is not the last of humanity, as our heroine’s mental work hard, have been buried, he almost creativity. The previous mentioned there, I do not remember; I only know that. I go to bed at midnight when it is two points. If I could talk face to face with you, not to write text messages, and that the number of good, maybe I will let you accompanied me to sit through the dawn.
Return of the party took place on the way, I have not speaking with you today are still not speaking. It is look at the rising sun, very magnificent moment. Around the woods covered with dew son, a green field! We have two female ta da bu qi jing shen. I would love to ask, I also imagine she were about Lake Side fan, and I do not have to worry about her.
"This moment I saw pairs of eyes Zheng Zhao." I looked at her eyes: "I would not sleep a bit sleepy."
In this way, we ceased all our work to adhere to the gate of her home. Maid gently opened the door for her, she answered questions that the father and children are good at the moment in the whole Also go to bed. Parting, I begged her to let me see her again on the same day, she agreed; after I was gone. Since then, scattered on the sun can do quietly up and down, but I can tell during the day and night, around the world as a whole has been thrown back to the full.
I seem to be living a very happy day, God left him to saints who have the time to think it also Buguoruci. No matter what I do in the future, in any case I can not say I can not enjoyed a happy, nor enjoyed the most pure fun of Health. - I know you are the best, static. Miscellaneous I can say here is totally settled down, but salaries have not been, because they are often recruited cadres for the country again after I dismiss out and give full play to their power, even higher than the UN-law. To settle in this place of love from a distance of only half an hour, at least here I can mental work, although I do not have to pay.
In the past I have time to take a walk to the street, but did think it was from the "Kingdom of Heaven" so close! I have to make long-distance roaming on the way, sometimes from the top of the hill, and sometimes from the opposite side of the road, rather than several times had to look over a collection now, I hope you all!
Dear love, the hearts of the people want the kind of self-expansion, would like to find something new, want to walk around and see the desire to see the world, I have a lot of consideration; later, their grin and bear it, behave, the surrounding Anything indifferent Instinct, I made all kinds of thinking.
Strangely enough, how I would come here on the mountain, which overlooks the beautiful Great Clock Tower Road, around the scene was so attracted me. - There is a small forest! - Would you like to go to the boulevard in how good! - Where there is a large clock tower. - There can be read here in the city. In which you want to be able to, how good the away!
I hurried rush, Querfufan, I do not have to find hope. Oh! On the Si Xi Ji like afar vision for the future. It’s like a huge, dim as a whole, has quietly in front of our soul, our feelings and our vision is the same as that in which she has become blurred at a loss; but we desire, alas! A desire to dedicate their whole lives looking forward to it so that only the great and wonderful feelings to their overflowing hearts. - However, when we really catch up, when there has become here, as always, or in the future. Alas! We still find themselves so mediocre, or shallow; or the soul of our thirst Hard-chiao, all that Yong had been looking forward to smoke streaming away the rain.
Early in the morning, I left with the sunrise; in the evening with me and the sunset. In order to survive, we have a time to work hard, but also the effectiveness of geometry? Is only for three meals a day, night for night only. Others are said to have redundant, but many also been a time when life is not to touch the East West gourd dipper touch, follow the crowd, and even Zhi Shen, away from reality, the choice of a road, only the prospect of dazzling, this is not a mathematical problem, Is not a chemical formula, but rather a philosophy of the proposition that this proposition, we have to read it out of it, and grasp the opportunity to grasp its own life big sail, to do my own life drivers.
We have real heart, but also for the time being can not be anyone to change, because it’s social philosophy, and the more we make life difficult for you to say, the more you have a dead-end, unless you seek him, or to stay away from him. Human ah! Like all things in general and ordinary small subtle, in the Ganges in the sand, with the passage of water Diyin ... .... And that the crystal grains of sand ... ... and in the blue light-emitting automatically! So I look forward to ... ....
If you want to know how the funeral? Luo Jun, please read the 15th-author of :"Likes me giving me"
