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第15章:爱我就给我


这样浪迹天涯的罗俊博士,最终又会回到思恋的故土上,并在自己的茅屋内,在妻子的怀抱里,在儿女们的拥抱下,在为维持生计的忙碌操劳中,找到他在中大的世界上不曾找得到的欢乐,我虽然贫困,但我活得开心。

前天,本地的大夫从城里来到法官家,正遇到我和爱恋的弟兄们一起蹲在生态园里的地上玩,他们在我身上爬来爬去,有的对我进行挑剔,我便搔起他们的痒痒来,乐得小家伙们大笑大喊,大夫是个木头似的老古板,一边讲话一边不住地整理衣服上的绉边,把里面的一个丝卷儿拉来拉去。我从他先生的鼻子上看出来,他显然认为象他这样是有失一个聪明人的尊严的,我装作没有看见,任随他去大发他那十分明智的议论,自从我给继续帮孩子们搭被他们这些坏蛋打垮了的纸牌房子,事后,他回到城里去四处诉说:“法官的孩子们本来就够没教养的。这一来更让维持给毁唠。”

是的,威廉,在这个世界上离我的心最近的是孩子们。每当我从旁边观察他们,从细小的事情中发现他们有朝一日所需要的种种品德与才能的萌芽,从他们今日的固执己见与任性中看出将来的坚毅与刚强,从今日的放肆任情中看出将来的幽默乐观以及轻松愉快地应付人世危难的本领,每当我发现这一切还丝毫未经败坏,完好无损,我便一次又一次地,反反复复地,吟味着人类的导师这句金言:“可叹呀,你们不如你们中的任何一个人!”然而他们,好朋友,这些我们的同类,这些我们本应视为模范的人,我们(本地人)对他们(博士一类人)却象奴隶,竟不能让他们有自己的意愿!竟不能像我们一样拥有劳动报酬的脑力劳动者。——我们难道没有自己的意愿吗?我们凭什么该享受这样(有名无实)的特权?——因为我年长一些,懂事一些!仁慈一些!极具爱心一些!——你在天国中的仁慈上帝呵,你可是把人类仅仅分成年长的孩子和年幼的孩子的;至于你喜欢那一类的孩子,你的圣子可已早有宣誓呀。然而人们尽管信奉他,却并不听他的话——这也是个老问题!……。因而都在照着自己的模样教育自己的孩子……。

再见了,威廉!我不想再就这个问题空谈下去。

是的,我早就想为此而放弃,可是我又且不能,还是把话题交给你的静吧?

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清楚!人是有感情的高级动物,请看静在大学生涯里给俊的求爱信:

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俊,四年的大学校园生活将要结束了,你却参加全国统一的自考拿到了大专学历,似乎要早离我们而去,此时此刻。我百感交集的心情,顾不得少女应有的矜持和羞涩,向你——我多年心中的理想,的男子倾诉心底的话儿……四年了(我比你早一年入学)有许许多多美好的往事值得回忆。从入学以来,你的为人,你的气质,你的聪慧,你的品貌,你的博学,你高雅的思想品德与精神面貌深深地打入了我的心中,从此,一种莫名其妙的念头不时地驱使着我的整个身心……。

考虑到年轻与学业,加之又是女性,我克制着自己,把这一切埋藏着,埋藏着——埋藏在深深的心底……。一年、二年、三年、四年,在思慕中度过了四个春夏秋冬——一千六百六十个日日夜夜……。而今,咱们快要分别了,怎能不令我特别的难舍难分……。我坦率地承认,我对你的情感是远远超过了同学之情,你占据着我整个的心……,今夜,我思考着,思考着,久久不能平静,我又从床上坐起来,在手电筒的光亮下,向你——我心中的恋人请求:请接受我一个初恋少女的真挚之爱,深沉之情……。

看完了这封含苞欲放、含情脉脉的信,我不禁大吃一惊。原来爱情也有暗恋时、它的力量是如此的伟大,为何不早表白?人就是这样,当机会失去的时候才感觉到可惜。

“我们应把全部精力放在学术研究上,而不应将过早地进入爱河。”

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“是呀,这大理论不要与我讲了。记得1995年的今天(11月16日):京九铁路南北接轨的最后一颗螺铨拧紧,向世界宣告全长2536公里贯穿中国南北的第三条大动脉的京九全线铺通。”

“明白,我们都是聪明能干的大学生,你又曾记得:1960年的今天(11月16日):苏联斯维德洛夫斯克工程师制造了一种供盲人使用的、可以阅读普通书报的‘会说话’的机器。”

“周末了,有啥安排!原来不要眼睛也可以看报读书,你可要丰富题材,多看,多见多识广,多写出好作品,让我们的机器读个够呀。”

“感谢!有什么节目告知我。”

“好的!”

若想知后事如何?请阅读第【十六】章分解

So no traces of the End of the World Dr. Luo Jun, will eventually return to the native land of the Si Lian, and in their own hut, in the embrace of his wife, sons and daughters in their embrace, in order to make a living in the busy hard to find in him Chinese University of the world did not find the joy, although I am poor, but I can live happily.
The day before yesterday, the local doctor from the judges came to town, and I love being encountered by the brothers together squatting on the floor of the ecological park to play, they Palaipaqu me, and some find fault with me for I They are starting to scratch the itch, happy little one who shouted with laughter, the doctor was a nerd like wood, can not side to side finishing his speech on the clothes side of crepe, silk inside a roll to pull Laqu. I am the President from his nose out of view, he is clear that as he was being a smart person’s dignity, pretending I did not see any big hair with him to his very sensible debate, since I continue to help The children were taking these bad guys destroy the house of cards after he returned to town to tell all: "The judges of the children have not educated enough. But also to the maintenance of damage to the chatter."
Yes, William, in this world from my heart is the latest children. Whenever I observed from the next to them, from small things one day find themselves in need of all kinds of moral and budding talent from today’s self-willed and stubborn in the future to see the determination and firmness, from today’s wanton in Renqing To see the humor optimistic about the future, as well as easy and pleasant to deal with the world’s ability to distress, when I found all this without any further deterioration, intact, I would again and again, repeatedly, Yin Wei human mentor this Gnome: "Alas it, I would suggest any of you people!" But they are, good friends and we have these kind, which we should have been regarded as a model, we (local people) to them (Dr. for a class of people ) But as slaves, did not allow them to have their own wishes! We can not even have the same payment for labor mental. - We do not have their own will? What we do enjoy the (nominal) privileges? - Because I am older, a number of thoughtful! Some mercy! Some of the very love! - You kind of God in heaven Oh, but you are the oldest human divided into only the children and young children; As you like the type of child, your Son may have already sworn it. However, even though people believe in him, but do not listen to his words - this is an old problem! ... .... Therefore act in their own education like their children ... ....
Goodbye, William! I do not want to talk on this issue continue.
Yes, I would like to end gave up long ago, but I can not and still subject to the static you, right?
Clear! There are feelings of the senior animals, quiet look at his career at the university in a letter to Creative’s courtship:
Jun, four-year university campus life is about to end, you have to participate in the national unity of the Self got a college degree, it seems that earlier left us, at this time. I have mixed feelings, and gave the girls should be reserved and shy, you have to - the hearts of many years of my ideals, the men talk to the bottom of my heart ... ... Talk of a four-year (I school one year earlier than you) have many It is worth recalling the good memories. From the school, your people, your temperament, your intelligence, your appearance, your learned, you have the ideology and morality and elegant look deeply into the spirit of my mind, then on, a baffling idea from time to time I drove to the entire physical and mental ... ....
Taking into account the young and in school, coupled with another woman, I own a restraint, these are all buried, buried - buried deep in the bottom of my heart ... .... One, two, three or four years, in the Simu spent four seasons - 1660 ... ... day and night. Today, we were going, how can I not special Nanshenanfen ... .... I frankly admit that I have your feelings is far more than the students of the situation, you occupy the whole of my heart ... ..., Tonight, I am thinking, thinking, can not be quiet for a long time, I sit up from his bed in The bright flashlight, to you - I love in the hearts of the request: Please accept my first love of a girl’s sincere love and deep feeling ... ....
After reading the letter Hanbaoyufang, Feelings of tenderness letter, I can not help but shocked. Love is also the original Secret Love, its strength is so great, why do not declare early? Is one such person, when it lost the opportunity to feel pity.
"We should all focus on academic research, rather than prematurely into love."
"Yes, this great theory and I have not talked about. I remember 1995 today (November 16): north-south Beijing-Kowloon railway line spironolactone a final Ambrose tightened to the world that a total length of 2536 km through the north-south China The third main artery of the Beijing-Kowloon line paved. "
"Understand that we are capable of smart college students, remember that you have: in 1960 today (November 16): Khabarovsk Siweideluo the Soviet Union created an engineer for the use of the blind can read books of general ’Talking’ machines. "
"Over the weekend, and arrangements for what he! Original eye can not read newspapers, you’ll rich subject matter, more, more experienced and knowledgeable, and write more good works, so that our machines Enough reading it."
"Thanks! What this shows me."
"Good!"

If you want to know how the funeral? Luo Jun, please read the 16th-author of :"Likes me giving me"