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第8章:爱我就给我


“看到了你的短消息:不再相见,并不一定是等于分离,不再通音讯,也并不一定等于忘记,只为每逢夜凉如冰的时日,你就飘然若仙,潜入我思恋的梦境。我甚感欣慰,夜里多少次呼唤你的名字罗俊,你放心地写吧。”

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“非常荣幸,能拥有你的关爱,今天是中国记者节,祝你节日快乐!”

“同乐,我们的天空更美好!”

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“记得不久前我对你讲的关于作画的想法,显然也适用于写诗;诗人要做的是发现美好与社会现实的事物,并大胆地表达出来。此话我对你讲来确实是简单,含义却很深长。今天一大早我看到了一个场面,只要照实地写下来,便可成为世间最美的一首田园诗。然而作诗也罢,写小说也罢,场面记实也罢,这统统又有什么意义呢?真的能当饭吃吗?难道我们亲身经历过的自然现象还不够吗?还非得来一个依照领导的意图画着葫芦不可吗?”

“听了你这段开场白,要是你指望后面会有什么高见宏论,那你又上当了。使我这么大发感慨的,你仅仅是一个农村青年通过自学成才,经过考试、考核、录用为国家干部,进而被跨国集团:雀巢公司长期聘用,由于当地的种种原因而又被迫下岗罢了。——我跟往常一样,会讲得不好;而你也跟往常一样,会认为我夸大其词。你还是在乡下吗?在乡下那些地方,稀罕的事可算层出不穷。”

“是呀,非常感激你的理解与默默无闻地关爱着我,这世界理解我的人毕竟不多。”

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“理解又有何用?我又帮不了你,我只是写一下而已,或许不经意还会伤害了你。”

“不!千万不要这样想,你写吧,你想怎样写就怎样写。”

“好的,那就请你看我在美国身边的故事吧:他是一位来自美国农场的男人,他告诉我,他在一位寡妇家里当长工,主人家待他非常好。提起他的女东家,他就滔滔不绝,满口称赞。我马上看出,他对她已经倾倒得五体投地。她已经不年轻了,他说,由于受到丈夫的虐待,不准备再嫁人了。从他的言语间,我明显觉得,她在他的眼里是那么美,那样的动人,他非常非常希望她能选中他,使他有机会帮她抹去她那前夫所留下的遗憾。要对你描述出这个人的倾慕与痴情和忠心耿耿,必须逐字逐句重复他的话。对。还必须具有伟大诗人的才分,才会绘声绘色地描写出他那种神态与表情,他那悦耳的嗓音,他那火热的目光。不!是没有任何语言,能够表达出他的整个内心与外表所蕰藏着的柔情;经我重述,一切都变得淡而无味了。特别令人感动的是,他那样担心我会对他和她们的关系产生想法,怀疑他的行为端正。当他讲到她的容貌,讲到她那虽已不再具有青春的诱惑力,但却强烈吸引他的身段时,他的神情更是惑人,我唯有在自己心灵深处地去体会,去重温。如此纯洁的爱恋,如此纯洁的渴慕,我在一生中重未见过,是的,也许可以讲,连想也不曾想过,梦也不曾梦过。请别骂我,要是我告诉你,当我回忆起这个真挚无暇的恋人来时,我自己心中也热血沸腾,眼前便随时出现一个忠贞不渝的倩影,仿佛我也跟着燃烧起来。害起了如饥似渴的相思。”

“嗯!多痴情的一对呀。怎能不令人如饥似渴的相思?”

“我现在渴望尽快见到她;或者不,仔细考虑一下,我又想避免见他,通过他情人的青眼去看她,难道不是更好吗;她要是真的来到我的面前,也许就不再如我眼下想象的样子了,我又何必破坏这美好的形象呢?”

“是呀,我也都有同感,但又耐她何?人世间,情为何物?别看平时有说有笑的我,只是把灰心丧气的事搁起,什么深造,什么事业,只是于无可奈何中,聊以自慰。何尝真有乐趣!——我心的苦,知者无人。——然亦未始、非不幸之中的万幸。免得到处找工作中。遇到手握大权的领导者与我格格不入。”

“我于无意中得交着你,又于无意于短时间内交情深刻到这地步!这是我最满意的事,唉!罗俊!这是我们一线的生机!有无上的价值!”

“OK!我们回到现实中去,重新拥有一切。”

“OK!”

若想知后事如何?请阅读第【九】章分解

"You see a short message: no longer meet not necessarily mean that the separation will not pass audio, it does not necessarily equal to forget that only during the cold nights of ice time, if you are floating in the air cents Si Lian into my dream. I am really glad that night, how many times you call the name of Luo Jun, rest assured that you wrote it. "
"It is a great honor to have you love, this is the Chinese section reporter, I wish you a happy holiday!"
"Fun, we have a better sky!"
"Not long ago, remember me to tell you on the idea of painting, apparently also applies to write poetry; poets to do is find a better social reality and things, and boldly expressed. Remark me to tell you to do is simple , The meaning is very profound. Early this morning I saw a scene, as long as written down on the ground, we could become the best in the world of a pastoral poetry. But no matter whether writing poetry, fiction writing worth, no matter whether the scenes documentaries, which all have What implications does it have? Really be able to eat it? Are we personally experienced the natural phenomenon it is not enough? Must also come to a leadership in accordance with the intention of not painted gourd? "
"You listened to this opening, if you count on the back of what opinions on the macro, you also had taken. I made such a great feeling, you just rural youth through a self-taught, after examination, assessment, recruitment for the country Cadres, which were multinational corporations: Nestle’s long-term employment, due to various reasons, the laid-off and forced it. - I, as usual, will not speak; and with you always, I think exaggerated. In the countryside you do? Those in the countryside, rare thing could be said to be endless. "
"Yes, very grateful for your understanding and love unknown to me, which I understand the world, after all, not many people."
"Understanding what is the use? I can not help you, I just write about it, perhaps even inadvertently hurt you."
"No! Do not think so, you write it, how you want to write on how to write."
"All right, then I look at you in the United States side of the story you: He is a man of the farm from the United States, he told me that he was at home when a widow of long-term employment, he hosts to be very good. He brought The female boss, he would be endless, full of praise. I’ll see that he has dumped her for a five-way vote. She no longer young, he said, because of her husband’s abuse, the people do not intend to remarry. From his Words, I have the distinct feeling that she was in his eyes so the United States, such as moving, he was very much expected to be able to select him, offered him an opportunity to erase her ex-husband left her regret. To You describe a person’s infatuation with admiration and loyalty and must repeat word for word what he said. Right. Must also have the great poet of Caifen will Huishenghuise he describes the kind of expression and expression, his sweet voice, he The fiery eyes. No! Is no language to express his whole heart and the appearance of Wen’s hidden tenderness; as I repeat, everything has become tasteless. It is particularly moving is that he is as worried He and I would have thought their relationship on suspicion of the correct behavior. When he talked about her appearance, she said it no longer has the allure of youth, but strongly attracted to his posture, his Look even more confusion, I would have to look at the depths of their hearts to understand, to review. So pure love, so pure, then the longing for, I have not seen the re-life, yes, perhaps, even think Have not thought about that dream has not been a dream. Biema please me, if I tell you, when I recall that sincere love to have no time, I myself have blood boiling, then at any time in front of a faithful Qian Ying, I also seem to follow up and burning. Harm from the hungry love. "
"Ah! Still infatuated with more than a right. No wonder that everyone is hungry for love?"
"I’m eager to see her as soon as possible; or not, consider carefully, I would like to avoid him, through his love to see her blue eyes, is it not better here; if she really came to me before, perhaps on If not now, I imagine the same again, why should I damage the image of this beautiful? "
"Yes, I agree that the resistance but what she? The human world, what conditions? Although I usually Youshuiyouxiao the only thing frustrating to Geqi, what further studies, the cause of what is in Do nothing, Liaoyiziwei. Was it really fun! - I feel for the suffering, those who know no one. - Not only natural, unfortunately, among the non-blessing. So around in search of work. Encounter hold enormous power of a leader and I do not fit . "
"I was inadvertently you have to pay, in a short period of time has no intention at this stage to the profound friendship! This is my most satisfying thing, Oh! Luo Jun! This is our first line of life! On whether or not the value!"
"OK! Us back to reality, re-possession of all."
"OK!"

If you want to know how the funeral? Please read author Luo Jun Di Jiuji "Likes me giving me"