“哎！在想啥呀，手都不敢拉我一下，真是的。”
我在想，“M夫人已经危在旦夕。我默默无闻地为着她的生命去祈祷；因为爱恋的心里难过，我也同样的难过。我很少到M夫人处去看爱恋；今天她却给我讲了一桩很奇怪的事情：”
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M这个老头子是个凋零到了家的吝啬鬼，一辈子把自己的老婆折磨和克扣得够鹾，可她偏偏有办法对付过来。几天前医生断定她已活不久了，她便让人找来她的丈夫（爱恋也在房里讲），对他讲：“我必须向你交待一件事情；不然，我死已后家里会出麻烦和乱子的。我操持家务直到今天，凡事都做得整整有条，能节省的就节省了。可是，你要原谅我，我这三十年来一直在欺骗你。我们刚结婚时，你规定了一个小小的数目，作为伙食和其它家用。但到后来，家大业大，花销多了，你却死也不肯相应地增加每周的开支。简单讲，你自己也明白，在那些花费最大的时期，你却要求我每周只支用十八元人民币。我接过这点钱来总是不吱声，不足部分总就只好到处找，翻箱倒柜，谁为想得到，身为太太竟然回做小偷呢。我丝毫不曾浪费，就算不向你承认这些，也尽可以心安理得地闭上眼睛；可是在我之后来管这份家的那个女人，她却没办法对付呵。而你到时候却会一口咬定，你的前妻就都是这么硬仗过来的。”
我和爱恋谈到人心的虚妄真是到了难于置信的程度：明明看见了花销大了一倍，却偏偏只给十八元人民币而心安理得，全不想到这后面必定另有隐情。此外，我自己还认识一些人，他们会把先知的“长期灯”毫不惊奇地接回家去供起来，再后来人们才知道这M老头子，原来也是位下岗的录用干部（是与作者经历差不多的受害者），后来平反了，有了退休金。
不，我不是自己欺骗自己！我在她那乌黑的眼睛里，的的确确看到了我和我的命运的同情。是的，这是我心中的感觉；然而，在这一点上，我可以相信我的心不会错……我感觉：她……呵，我可以，我能够用这句话来表达自己的无上幸福么？这句话就是：她爱我！
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她爱我！——而我对于自己也变得多么可贵了呵，我是多么的——这句话我可以告诉你，因为你能理解它——多么的崇拜自己了呵，自从她爱我！
也不知是自己想入非非，还是对情况的正确感觉？我不了解那个使我为自己在爱恋心中的地位担心的人。可是，尽管如此，每当她谈起自己的未婚夫时，谈得那么的温柔，那么亲切，我心中就颓唐得如一个丧失了所有荣誉与尊严的人，此刻我想起了全家一切的往事（包括从没提过的灵灵在内），就连手中自卫的“宝剑”也被夺去了。
灵灵也是非常爱母亲的，尽管我的工作还是很忙（或者说为自己还没有领到薪金的工作而忙），我还是经常回来看看母亲。今年的中秋回家，带回了“***”的心意：中秋月饼，全家乐得不可开交，为此而吃了整整一个月。母亲严肃地对她讲：“我在报纸上看到灵灵又换男朋友了？”灵灵笑着道：“妈。小报的花边新闻你也信？”说完，她长长地打了个哈欠，一副无精打采的样子。母亲问：“昨晚又没睡好？”灵灵说“手机基本没停过，都是朋友，不好不接的。”
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晚饭时灵灵对母亲说：“爱恋她们也都是很有活力的人，听说还有个计划，连络到了电视台想请你们和我们一起做一档访谈节目……。”母亲说：“不去！又是‘炒作’吧？”。灵灵嘟了嘟嘴巴：“你这臭脾气我还不知道，你也懂得什么叫‘炒作’，让我低估了母亲。我也只是随便说说而已，不去就不去。”说着，她又打了个哈欠。
谁知灵灵回到了公司不久，灵灵竟然接到了母亲的电话，说她改变主意了，愿意参加直播作节目。直播那天，母亲先讲述了灵灵小时候的故事，讲述了灵灵父亲的早死，自己爹妈一起当的的艰辛，当时还没有前夫留下的这些人才。灵灵正是一边听着一边流泪。母亲又说，灵灵的公司里每做一个广告她都看，有时还看灵灵拍的广告片。有时看见灵灵演坏人，她还在心里骂她呢。主持人插话说道，这说明了灵灵小姐演得好，你老人家看得入了迷嘛。
节目按部就班地进行着，最后主持人问母亲，对未来的媳妇有什么期望。母亲盯了一眼灵灵，说了一句石破天惊的话：“我希望她接下来能接受强制戒毒！”
主持人惊呆了（呵！这一家子真伟大！连性命也拿来教育人，经调查：这是为了教育下一代，母爱所编造的最大的谎言）。突然，灵灵笑了起来：“妈，你真幽默。”母亲却逼视着灵灵的眼睛，严肃道：“中秋你回来时，我无意中发现你在隔壁的墙角下吸毒。我知道吸毒最终是要送命的，也是很难戒掉的，所以我今天故意地借这个机会告诉大家，灵灵吸毒了，我想请大家一起来监督她戒毒！”灵灵这才知道，母亲是认真的，她流泪道：“妈，我恨你！你毁了我，你知不知道？”母亲道：“我是爱你才这样做的！你不看看爱你的俊，工作了几十年，到头来得到什么呢？连饭都没有吃，还记得你们送给他的月饼，他们家吃了一个月呢？”灵灵道，“我昏！”
“为了您，……。”歌声在回荡着，大家此刻，“加油呀，忘记了过去，一起努力，我们会做得更好！”
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【二十一】章分解
"Hey! Like Shaya in the hands dare not pull me, it’s."
I was thinking, "M wife has been on the verge of death. I unknown to her life to prayer; love because of the sad heart, I am also sorry for. I rarely look at the Department Mrs. M to love; today, she has given me Of a very strange thing: "
M an old man is a decline in the home of the miser, his life and tortured his wife pocketed enough salt, but she may have the means to deal with them. A few days ago doctors concluded that she had been living in the near future, she found one of her husband (also love the room speakers), he said: "I have to explain to you one thing; Otherwise, I would have died at home after Will be out of trouble and trouble. I do domestic chores until today, there are always things that are done for a whole, can be saved on the savings. But you have to forgive me, I am 30 years has been to deceive you. Gangjiehunshi we, You provide for a small number, as a food and other household. But then, the major industry, and spending more, but you would not die every week by a corresponding increase in expenses. Simple, you know, Those who spend the most in the period, you asked me a week but expenditure is only 18 yuan. I took this money to always Bu Zhisheng, some of the less than the total as long as they can find everywhere, Fanxiangdaogui, who want, as a wife Back to the thief has to do it. I did not waste even if you do not recognize them, it can do to sit back and close your eyes; but in my possession was the home of the woman, she no way to deal with Oh. And you go When will it stated categorically that, your ex-wife are on such a tough battle over the. "
I love talking about people’s false is difficult to believe the extent of: to see clearly the big spending has doubled, but only to 18 yuan and a clear conscience, and do not think this must be followed by another hidden. In addition, I also know some people who will be the prophet of "long-term light" not at all surprised to pick up and go home for, and then later people will know that this old man M, is the original place of employment of laid-off cadres (and is the author of experience Almost the victims), and later vindicated, and with a pension.
No, I do not fool ourselves! I am in her black eyes, indeed seen me and my sympathy for the fate of. Yes, this is the feeling of my heart; However, at this point, I can believe my heart ... wrong ... I feel: She ... ... Oh, I can, I can use words to express their own free You happy? That is: I love her!
I love her! - And I myself have become a valuable how Oh, how I am - these words I can tell you, because you can understand it - how the worship of his own Oh, since I love her!
I do not know indulged themselves, or feel in the right situation? I do not know that I love in their hearts for the status of worry. However, despite this, every time she talked about her own, then talk about the gentle, kind, to my mind was Tuitang such as a loss of honor and dignity of all people, at the moment reminds me of all the family’s past ( Including never mentioned, Ling Ling), and even self-defense in the hands of the "sword" has been claimed.
Ling Ling is also very much in love with the mother, even though my work is very busy (or for themselves also not been paid for the work of the busy), I always come back to see his mother. This year’s Mid-Autumn Festival to go home, back to the heart of the "***": moon cakes, the whole family happy over this and eat for a whole month. Seriously to her mother: "I see in the newspaper and Ling Ling for a boyfriend?" Ling Ling with a smile: "Mom.’s Tabloid gossip you letter?" Finished, she fought long and A yawn, a listless look. His mother asked: "do not have sleep last night?" Ling Ling "a basic cell phone did not stop, are friends, not to take the bad."
Ling Ling dinner on the mother said: "The love that they are also very dynamic, heard that there were plans to contact the television station and would like to invite you to join us in doing a talk show file ... ...." The mother said: " Go! Is’ speculation ’, right?. " Ling Ling toot toot of the mouth: "You foul temper which I do not know, you know what is meant by ’speculation’, I underestimated the mother. I just casual, but not to go." Then, she And punched a yawn.
Who knows Ling Ling returned to the company in the near future, even Ling Ling’s mother received a phone call that she had changed his mind and is willing to participate in the program live for. Live that day, mother to tell the story of a young Ling Ling, Ling Ling described his father’s early death, his Diema together when the hardships, when her ex-husband has not left these people. Ling Ling is in tears while listening to one side. Said his mother, Ling Ling of each company to do an advertisement she read, and sometimes shoot Ling Ling look at the advertisement. Ling Ling Yan Huairen sometimes see, she still felt she scolded them. Moderator chipped said, indicating a good speech, Miss Ling Ling, you see elderly people into the fans do.
Program carried out step by step and finally the host asked his mother, the future daughter-in-law have any expectations. Ling Ling an eye on the mother, said, The Rock: "I hope she can be the next to undergo mandatory drug!"
Moderator shocked (Oh! This is really a great family! Even life education were also used, after investigation: This is to educate the next generation, the mother of fabricating the biggest lie). Suddenly, Ling Ling laughed: "Mom, do you really humorous." Mothers have a look at from close-Ling Ling’s eyes, seriously: "Mid-Autumn Festival, when you come back, I inadvertently found next to you in the corner under the drug. I know that the final drug Is to kill, and it is very difficult to quit, so I deliberately take this opportunity to inform you that the drug Ling Ling, I would like to invite everyone will work together to supervise her drug! "Ling Ling is aware that his mother was serious, She shed tears: "Mom, I hate you! You have ruined me, you know?" Mother: "I love you to do so! You do not love you take a look at the Jun, the work of decades , In the end what does? Do not even rice to eat, you will recall that he sent to the moon, they eat at home for a month? "Ling Ling Road," I fainted! "
"To you, ... ...." Echoed in the song, everyone at the moment, "Come on you, forget the past and work together, we will do better!"
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