我承认爱恋讲得非常对，但她还是继续说：“那我们就把性情怪癖也看成是一种疾病，并且问是不是有办法治好它呢？”
“这话不假，我至少相信，我们自己的态度是很重要的。我有切身的体会：每当什么事使我厌烦，使我生气，我便跑出去，在花园里来回走走，哼几遍乡村舞曲，这一来烦恼就全没了。”
“这正是我想讲的。”我接着话题说道：“怪癖与惰性是一样的，要知道它本来就是一种惰性呵。我们生来就是有如此惰性的。可是，只要我们能有一次鼓起勇气来克服它，接下去便会顺顺当当，并在活动中获得真正的愉快。”
在座的各位都听得入了神，年轻人却反驳我说，人无法掌控自己，更歪提控制自己的感情。
“此地说的是令人不愉快的感情。”我回敬他。“这种感情可是人人乐于解脱的哩；何况在不曾试过之前，谁也不知道自己的力量有多大。可不是吗，谁生了病都会四处求医，再多的禁忌，再苦的汤药，他都不会拘绝，为的是得到所希望得到的健康。”——我发现诚实的老人也竖起耳朵，努力在听我们谈话，便提高嗓门，转过脸去冲着他接着往下讲。——“教授们在布道时谴责过那么种罪过。”我说，“我却从来不曾听到有谁从祭坛上谴责过坏脾气。”
“这事得从城里的领导去做。”老人说：“乡下人没有坏脾气，他哪种坏脾气都是善意的。当然，有时在这里讲讲也无妨，至少对村长先生和他的夫人是有好处的。”
在场的人全笑了，他自己也笑得咳起嗽来，使谈话终短了好一阵。后来，很多年轻人有开口了：“你称怪癖是罪过，我想未免太过分吧。”
“一点不过分。”我回答：“既然害已又损人，就该称作罪过。例如：某国企辞退一个工人（这工人是国家级工程师），这对他个人与国家都没好处，为何这企业领导要这样做？难道不是罪过吗？人都是有创造力的，为何他的权力就用在贫苦的劳动者（含脑力劳动）身上？很值得我们科学工作者去探讨。难道我们不能使彼此幸福还不够，还必须相互夺去各人心中偶尔产生的一点点快乐吗？办公室里座不住就要假装高智商为非作歹吗？其实他们的阴谋群众早已看在眼里。请您告诉我有哪一个人，他性子很坏，同时又有本领隐蔽而不露，仅仅自苦，而不被周围人们对自己的同情呢？这仅仅是同情罢了。表现了我们自己对自己的不满，而且其中还掺杂着某种由愚蠢的虚荣刺激起来的嫉妒吗？要知道看见一些幸福的人而这些人的幸福不依赖于我们时，是够难受的呵。”
见我们争得这么激烈，爱恋冲我微微一笑；各位有良心的人眼里却噙着泪水，使我讲得更来劲儿了，虽然已经知道讲也不会解决问题的。
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“有一种人利用自已的权力对另一颗心的控制力，去破坏人家心里自行产生的单纯的快乐，这种人真可恨，正如某国企辞退一个工人（这工人是国家级工程师），破坏了一个家庭的唯一经济来源，就相当于给这个家庭一个致命的打击，请问您就快乐起来了吗？要知道世间所有的礼物，所有的甜言蜜语，也补偿不了我们倾刻失去的快乐，补偿不了被我军的暴君的嫉妒所破坏了的快乐哦！”
说到此，我的心一下子整个充满；了感慨，往事一桩桩地矜过脑际，热泪拥进眼眶，不禁高呼起来：
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“我们应该每天对自己讲：你只能对身边的朋友做一件事，即让他们或得快乐，使他们更加幸福，并同他们一起分享这幸福。当他们的灵魂受到忧愁的折磨。为苦闷所搅乱的时候，你给给他们以点滴的慰藉吗？
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“临走时，一当最最可怕的疾病向那个被你（辞退的权力者）葬送了青春年华的人类社会灵魂的工程师而笼来，他奄奄一息地躺在床上，目光茫然地仰望天空，冷汗一颗一颗地掺出额头，这时候，你就回象个受诅咒的罪人似的站在他的床前，无能为力，一筹莫展，心中感到深深的恐惧与内疚，恨不得献出自己的一切，以便给这个摧残致死的生命一点点力量，一点点勇气。”
说着，说着。我亲身经历过的这样一个情景便猛然闯进我的记忆，我用双手捂着眼睛，离开了众人。直到爱恋来唤我说：“咱们走吧！”我才恍然大悟。
归途中，她责怪我对什么事都太动感情，说照此下去我会毁了自己，要我自己真惜自己！——天使呵，为了您的缘故，我必须勇敢地活下去！凭着我的本领在个人职业生涯上努力奋斗。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【十八】章分解
I admit that love it very right, but she still went on to say: "We put nature is also seen as quirks of a disease, and asked not have the means to cure it?"
"This is true, I believe, at least, our own attitude is very important. I have a personal experience: what happened when I am tired of my life, I will go out and walk back and forth in the garden, sing Dance village several times, to the annoyance on the whole did not. "
"This is what I would like to talk about." Topic and then I said: "quirks and inertia are the same, it would have to know is a kind of inertia Oh. We are born with such inertia. However, as long as we can muster once Courage to overcome it, will be followed Shunshundangdang and activities in the real happy. "
All of you have heard of God into the young people I have to refute that people can not control themselves, but also to control distortion your feelings.
"Here was talking about unpleasant feelings." I call him. "But people like to escape the feelings of miles; not to mention the tried before, no one knows how much on its own strength. Is that not right, who has fallen sick will be around to see a doctor, no amount of taboos, the Zaiku Him for the medical expenses, he can not be arrested in order to want to be healthy. "- I found that the elderly have also put up an honest ear, listening to our conversation, it will raise his voice, then turned away at him Talk down. - "Professors in the sermon when it had condemned the sin." I said, "I never heard from anyone condemned the altar had a bad temper."
"It’s a matter of leadership from the city to do." Old said: "Country people are not bad temper, his bad temper, which are well-intentioned. Of course, sometimes talk about here are fine, at least for the village chief and his The wife is good. "
The presence of the whole people laughed, he laughed from cough cough, so that’s good for a while the short end. Later, there are a lot of young people say: "You quirks that is a sin, I would like it going too far."
"But at one point." I replied: "Now that they have suffered damage, called on the sin. For example: a state-owned enterprises to dismiss a worker (this is a state-level workers, engineers), which he personally did not benefit the country and why it Business leaders do? Is not it a sin? Who are creative, why did he use the power of the poor workers (including mental) body? Is worthy of our scientists to explore. Can we not make Well-being of each other is not enough, we must also take away their hearts with each other occasionally produced a little bit happy? Block office can not pretend that it is necessary to do all sorts of crimes High IQ? In fact, their plot to see in the eyes of the masses already. Would you please tell me For a certain person, a very bad temper, he also has the ability to open and not hidden, just Ziku, without being around people for their sympathy? This is just more than sympathy. Performance of our own dissatisfaction with their own, and which Mixed with some kind of foolish vanity by up to stimulate the envy of it? Need to know to see some of the well-being of the people and their well-being is not dependent on us, it is hard enough Oh. "
We see such a strong gain, I love red smile; conscience that there are people who have tears in the eyes water, so I put it to more energy, has been aware of talk will not solve the problem.
"There is a person to use their powers to the heart of another control, to destroy other people to have a heart of pure joy, such a person really hateful, as a state-owned enterprises to dismiss a worker (this is a state-level workers, engineers), damage A family’s only source of income, equivalent to the family of a fatal blow, I would like to ask you happy with it? In the world to know that all gifts, all the sweet talk, we can not dump cut compensation for the loss of happiness, compensation The army can not be jealous of the tyrant destroyed the happiness! "
Said this, my heart is full of all of a sudden a whole; the emotion, one after another in the past have been coming back inside Jin, Yongjin tears eyes, it can not help shouting:
"We should talk about their day: You can only close friends do one thing, that is, or let them have fun, resulting in a greater well-being and share with them the well-being. When they are troubled by the soul of the tortured. To confuse the boredom, you give them bit by bit in order to comfort you?
"Before I left, when one of the most terrible diseases to be that you (those who dismiss the power of) put an end to the youth of the soul of human society and engineers cage, on the verge of death, he lay in bed, eyes looking at a loss to the sky, cold sweat A-doped out to a forehead, at this time, you back like a cursed sinners like standing on his bed, powerless, unable to do anything in the minds of the deeply felt fear and guilt, anxious to give their all, In order to destroy the life and death of a little bit of strength, a little bit of courage. "
Then, said. I have personally experienced such a scenario would suddenly break into my memory, I used both hands clutching his eyes and left the people. Laihuan love until I said: "Let’s go!" I began.
The way back, I blame her for anything too emotional, saying that I will do it ruined their own, I want to own their own real pity! - Angel Oh, for your sake, I must bravely go on living! With my career in the ability to work hard on.
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