好朋友，你不需要再邮寄书给我。我求你看在上帝的份上，千万别再拿它来烦扰我吧。我很感激你对我的爱——静，但我确实是还有许多余力未能发挥。我不愿意再被指导，被鼓舞，被激励；我的这颗心已经够不平静的了。
我需要的是催眠曲，而顺子主唱的《Openup》，就是一首很长很长的我所需的催眠曲。为了使自己那沸腾的血液冷静下来，我常常轻声哼着这支曲子；要知道你还不曾见过任何东西，象我这颗心似的反复无常，变化莫测呀，我的爱友！关于这一点我对你无需解释；你不是无数次地见过我从优郁中变为喜悦，从伤感中变为兴奋，因而担惊受怕过吗？我自己也把这颗心当作是一个生病的孩子，对它有求必应。别把这话传出去，传开了有人会骂我的。本地的老乡们已经认识了我，喜欢我，特别是那班孩子们。最初。我去接近他们，友好地向他们问这问那，他们中有几个还当我是拿他们开心，便粗暴地打发我走。我并不气恼；相反对一个我已经多次发现的情况，有了切身的体会，就是那些稍有地位的人，总是对老百姓采取冰冷疏远的态度，似乎一接近就会失去什么似的，同时又有一些烂摊子和一些导弹鬼，跑来装出一副纡尊降贵的模样，骨子里却想叫贫穷落后的老百姓更好地饱尝他们那傲慢的滋味。
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我清醒地知道，我与他们不是一样的人，也不可能是一样的人，但是，我认为谁如果觉得自己有必要疏远所谓下等人以保持尊严，那他就跟一个因为怕失败而躲避犯罪分子的懦夫一样可耻。
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我在这里已经认识了各式各样的人，但能作伴的朋友却还没有交上一个。我不知道自己有什么吸引人的地方，他们那么多人都喜欢我，愿意和我亲近；而唯其如此，我又为我们只能同走一小段路而感到难过。你要是问这儿的人怎么样，我只能回答：跟到处一样，没什么特别！人类嘛都是一个模子铸出来的。多数人为了生活，不得不忙忙碌碌，花去大部分的时间；剩下的一点余暇却使他们犯起忧愁来，非想方设法打发掉不可。这就是人类的命运啊！
此地的人相对来说还是比较善良！我常常忘记了自己的身份，和他们一起共享人类还保留下来的一些欢乐，或围坐在一桌丰盛的筵席前开杯畅饮，纵情谈笑，或及时举行一次郊游、一次舞会，等等这些，都对我的心境产生了很好的效果；只可惜偶尔我不免想起，我身上还有许多其他方面的能力未能发挥，正在发霉衰朽，不得不小心翼翼地收藏起来。唉，一想到这一点，我的整个心就缩紧了。——可有什么办法！遭人误解，这便是我们这种人的命运。
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可叹呵，我曾与她相识！——我真想说：“你是个傻瓜！你追求着在人世间找不到的东西。”可是，我却曾有过她，感动过她的心，她哪伟大的灵魂，能和她在一起，我自己仿佛也增加了价值，因为我成了我所能成为的最充实的人。仁慈的主呵！那时难道有我心灵中的任何一种能力未发挥吗？我在她面前，不是能把我的心用以拥抱宇宙的奇异感情，整个儿抒发出来吗？我与她交往不就是一幅不断用柔情、戏戯、挪智、等扥织成的锦缎吗？这一切上面，全留下了天才的印记呀！可而今！——唉，她先我而去，到了一个她更陌生的地方拼搏。我将永远不会忘记她，不会忘记她那坚定的意志，不会忘记她那非凡的耐性。
是呵！人啊人，许多对人伤害的事情是很难让人想通的，因为做出损人不利己的事在职场的大权掌管者手中，比比皆是。也有很多事情大权掌管者手中，做了连他自己也不知道错，更摸不清，甚至于明知故犯，说不出是为什么，这就是很多事情只能意会而不能言传的含义所在。
若想知后事如何？请阅读第【六】章分解
Good friends, you do not need to mail the book to me. You see, I pray for God’s sake, do it to stop annoyance to me. I am very grateful to you for my love - quiet, but I really was not much room to play. And I do not want to be the guide, was encouraged by incentives; my Zhe Kexin not calm enough.
I need is a lullaby, and Junko lead singer of "Open up", is a very, very long and I needed to lullaby. In order to make it their own boiling blood to calm down, I often softly humming this song; to know that you have not seen anything, as I like Zhe Kexin volatile, changing it, I love Friends! On this point I need to explain to you; you have not seen countless times in my Yu favorably to the joy, excitement into China from the sad, so in a state of anxiety over it? I also Zhe Kexin as a sick child, whatever they ask for it. Do this to spread, the spread of some people called me names. Local villagers have known me, I would like, especially that ban children. First. I went close to them in a friendly manner to which they asked that question, there are a few of them also when I get them happy, they brutally kill me. I do not get angry; on the contrary I have a number of cases found that with the personal experience is that the status of some of those people who are always on the alienation of ordinary people to take ice-cold attitude, it seems that I will lose close to what like, At the same time, and some of the mess and some of the ghost missile, came put on a cord pride of appearance, but deep down would like to ask poor people to better that they have suffered a taste of arrogance.
I clearly know that they are not the same as I, can not be the same person, but I think if one felt the need to alienate the so-called next in order to maintain the dignity of others, he just because of a fear of failure and to avoid The shameful criminals like a coward.
I have met a wide range of people, but the company still has not submitted a friend. I do not know what attracts people, they have so many people like me, and I am willing to close; and only in this way, I can only provide us with a short distance away and feel sad. If you ask people here, like how I can only answer: with the same everywhere, nothing special! Human beings do a casting mold. To most people live, had to busy, spent most of the time; the rest of the leisure time that made them guilty of gloom to come from non-try not to pass out. This is the fate of mankind ah!
In comparison, people here is quite good! I often forget their own identity, and together they shared humanity has retained some of the joy, or sitting at the table with a rich feast before the opening Cup drink, talk and laugh heartily, in a timely manner or to hold a picnic, a ball, etc. These are my state of mind have had very good results; Unfortunately, sometimes I can not help but think, I found there are many other aspects of the ability to not play, the mold is decrepit, have to carefully away. Oh, I think of this, my whole heart for a tightening. - Is there any way! Misunderstood and this is our fate.
Alas Oh, I have met with her! - I really wanted to say: "You are a fool! You can not find the human world in the pursuit of things." However, I had her, touched her heart, which her great soul, and she was able to Together, as if I have also increased in value, because I have become my best to become the most substantial. Oh merciful Lord! Is it that time I have in mind any kind of ability to play not it? I am in front of her, my heart is not able to embrace the bizarre universe of feelings out of the whole child to express it? I have no contact with her is a constant with tenderness, drama theater, Norway-chi, such as Orlando’s brocade woven into it? This above all, full of talent left a mark on you! Now available! - Oh, before I left her, she reached a strange place where hard work. I will never forget her, she will never forget that the will never forget her extraordinary patience.
Oh that! Ah people, many of the people hurt people thought things are very difficult, because the dog in the manger to make things work in the hands of those in charge of power, can be found everywhere. There are also a lot of things in charge of power in the hands of those who do not even know his own fault, but also unable, or even knowingly, why can not say this is a lot of things can only sense but not explain in words the meaning of the host.
If you want to know how the funeral? Please read author Luo Jun Di Liuji "Likes me giving me"
